Harshal :🗣️
It's my birthday today... will I also get a gift?
harshal: 🗣️
But my birthday comes first, my sister already got it...
Mother: 🗣️
What do you want to do with the gift?
(There was talk of going to a hotel at night...)
harshal: 🗣️
I don't want to go, there is nothing for me...
Mother: 🗣️
I have called everyone, now you don't go.
(The next day...)
Mother(on the phone): 🗣️
Supplementary has come, now take itI want a gift... I will teach you a lesson you will remember for life!
My soul:🗣️
I was born in this house by mistake...
harshal: 🗣️
Mom...what did I do wrong? Why do I always get taunted?
Mother:🗣️
You will not do anything, you have just got supplementary and you want a gift!
My Soul: 🗣️
Am I just a number? Does love also come from looking at marks?
Grandmother: 🗣️
Crackers were burst in the temple on the birth of your harshal
Harshal (softly):🗣️
I wish... I had died as soon as I was born.
My soul (trembling):🗣️
I don't feel anything now... I just enjoy loneliness.
Soul: 🗣️
Are you tired?
soul:🗣️
Too much... I can't bear it anymore.
Harshal :🗣️
I do everything, still why am I the bad one?
Soul: 🗣️
Because you shine, and the one who shines gets the most mud thrown at him.
harshal: 🗣️
Will anyone see my truth?
Soul: 🗣️
Yes, God sees everything... just walk a little more, you are not alone.
harshal (tears in eyes): 🗣️
I don't want to lose...
soul: 🗣️
And you will not lose either. Because you are not Harshal... you are the queen of the Purple Universe💜
"To every girl who feels forgotten on her birthday... You're not alone. This story is mine - and maybe, a little bit yours too." Harshal Soni
Harshal Soni: 🗣️
"The next day I woke up with a fake smile... just like a person who is broken from inside says 'I am fine' from outside. I started doing the household chores like everyday. Papa was reading 'Shiv Puran' that day."
Harshal (to my daddy): 🗣️
"daddy, who is a Guru?"
My daddy:🗣️
"Guru is the one who shows the path to reach God. Without him no work is complete. Life without Guru... is like a river without water."
Harshal(in mind):🗣️
“It didn’t seem straightforward…because I was at that age when ‘Guru’ had become a necessary ritual – but I didn’t feel like bowing down to someone just because everyone else was doing it.”
My Soul:🗣️
"The one in whose presence the heart finds peace, the one whose picture calms the mind... he is the Guru, isn't he?"
Harshal: 🗣️
"I find peace in my Bholenath... so why don't I accept him as my guru?"
...After a few days...I went to a satsang. People were saying - "There is a taps event going on here."But the peace that was descending inside... was not coming from any hymn, but from silence....
Harshaal:🗣️
"Who is organising this satsang? There is only one photo..."
Aunty (simply):🗣️
"Son, he took samadhi in 2017. Now there is only his picture... and his grace."
..."No pretense... no spectacle of rosary beads......
...just peace... just silence......
...just His presence."...
Harshal(in mind):🗣️
"Perhaps... these are the real Gurus. Whose presence too changes everything... silently."
Flashback Voice:🧠🗣️
"He was an incarnation of Shiva ... and his grace is visible everywhere."
Harshal: 🗣️
“When I brought his photo home... that was the day... when the fights in the house stopped, and peace started speaking in the mind.”
Harshal Soul:🗣️
"What is there in someone's photo... that makes even a crying heart smile?"
..."Today I say... I did not choose my Guru – my Guru chose me."...
...When the soul got recognition by the grace of the Guru......
Harshal (thinking in his mind):🗣️
"Choosing a Guru is one thing... but when the Guru himself pulls you towards himself, then understand that you are no longer alone."
Harshal :🗣️
The morning of that day was also normal... but as soon as I opened my eyes, my gaze fell on the picture of the one whom I considered my Guru - the incarnation of Bholenath.
My Soul:🗣️
"Every day when I look at him... it feels like someone is holding me from inside, and saying - 'Beta, don't cry... you are mine.'"
...something special happened that dayThere was no sound of any bhajan in my ears... neither of the bells...But a mantra echoed in my mind...
...♪("Om Namah Shivaya.)♪...
Harshal (slowly):🗣️
"Master... can you hear me?""If yes... then give me a hint..."
...And that day, for the first time I saw that petal on his temple which was falling down without any wind... as if someone was giving an answer...
..."I am here... and always will be."...
My soul: 🗣️
"Guru is not someone who is sitting in front of you... Guru is someone who takes care of you when you are broken, and silently fights for you from within you."
my Soul:🗣️
“Today I don’t want anything… neither a gift, nor a wish… because I have found peace. And there is no greater blessing than peace.”
..."When Guru becomes not a word but a feeling... then life becomes worship."...
...{Next day}...
Harshal:🗣️
"... it was rainy weather. The clouds seemed to be saying something from the sky... and I was getting ready for my exams."
"Guruji... please bless me."I bowed to his photo... and left for school.
...The exam went well.But the real shocking exam was at home...!...
Scene at Home:🏠
When I returned home, my clothes were hanging outside because of the rain.And inside – where Guruji's picture was hanging,See something...something different.
Harshal (surprised):🗣️😱
“This... what is this?? Brother! These... these cannot be the feet of any human being!Is this Guruji...?"
I got scared... and ran straight inside the room!But when I came out...Nobody was there.Just that picture... and peace.
Harshal (slowly):🗣️😱
"Was this a dream…? Or a vision?""But whatever it was... I was shaken."
When I told my mother, she said:🗣️
"You fool! It was Guruji himself. The one whose feet you saw... they are part of the picture we brought."
He showed the picture, exactly the same… same shine… same shape.My soul trembled... I had truly seen something divine.
My soul (in a calm voice):🧘🗣️
“Guru is gone from his body… but the soul… the soul is here. And it lives in every home where he is remembered with all his heart.”
...[ “I did not see his feet… I saw his grace.” ]...
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