The start of six years old, I went to a primary school, called Saint Primary School. I already hated myself. My mother's abuse was worser. My scolds from my parents were horrible.
I couldn't help myself but to believe them. I felt worthless, stupid, crazy, unlucky and many more. I hated every single thing of myself. People called me that too because I don't talk and was pretty much a introvert. But when I really had friends, I opened up a lot. But afterwards find out it is fake.
After a while, I stopped making friends with others because I didn't believe in true friendship any longer.
When I was seven years old, there was a new addition to my class. Instead on going to other people like the others, she came to me. For a while, I thought she was going to pick on me. But she said "Hey! I'm Paige! Wanna be friends?"
I couldn't believe what I heard. I was shocked. So I agreed to be her friend. She is really kind. We laughed. She made me laugh and felt safe around her. I really thought I could trust her. And she is really just the best person I could ever ask for as a friend. I appreciated her so much. She smiled no matter the reason. Her smile was quite contagious, everytime I see her smile, I start smiling.
If only it also worked on my parents, my parents hated paige, never once when they saw Paige did they ever say "Good to meet you", they always told Paige to stop being my friend. Why? Because they wanted me to be lonely, they dont want her to be involved in my life, they insisted on getting rid of her in my life. But she always rejects the "invitations".
She chose to stay my best friend, despite getting bullied, persuasion. After a while, I questioned her "Why? Why be my friend? You are suffering when you are my friend." She looked at me, concerned. She opened her mouth and said "Because I know you have a huge heart that nobody else has. You are selfless,always puttings others in priority instead of yourself, you put yourself in other's shoes. You are amazing. I like that fact. I don't care what others say about you or your family. I know you are suffering. And I care for you. Know this, I know I rather be your friend more than anything because you are the best. You have that value in you. And that's why I like you so much, to become your best friend was the most luckiest thing that has ever happened."
I was shocked but I was happy. I whispered " Thank you, best friend."
~To Be Continued~
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~Hello my loyal and fellow dear readers, I just wanted to say thank you for the support. I have just realised the chapter 2's title was written as episode 2. I apologise for that. Thank you for everything. I will try my best to post the next chapter as soon as possible. I am sorry as I have studies. Thank you everyone. I love you guys.~
Love,
Coco
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