Episode 2 : The Start Of Everything

Hi, I'm Jinnie. I was born on 05 November 2005. When I was a baby, my parents agreed to leave me in a orphanage and leave me alone there. But at first the other family members said not to. But now they all want to do so.

As a one year old, other than food, I need love. But no Family member wanted to give me love. Meaning, I was left alone. That's why, I always wanted a brother. But they already hated me so why would they want another kid?

When I'm two, my family didn't like me still as per normal. I was sad and gave up asking for love. My first word was love. I never felt love yet. My parents brought me to China to visit my grandparents. There I saw a uncle which I was very close to. I was there for 3 years. The uncle I met became my God Father. He loved me and pampered me. For the first time, I felt being loved someone whom I cared for.

Life was still so painful, my mom got more aggressive and loved to drink and smoke. Whenever she is drunk, she holds this painful grudge against me. She hates me so much, she always beats me out of anger. Even though I did nothing, she will always find ways and excuses to beat me up. It hurts Alot.

When I was three, my grandparents reluctantly took me in for a few years. They hated me but I couldn't do anything. I went to the kindergarten there. They think that beating kids are an okay thing to do so they always continue. By that time I was used to that thinking where parents have no wrongs to beat the kids up. I thought It was only for my own good.

As my knowledge was not much, I grew up with that same painful mind set. My life was not really the best but my best friends, Gray and Kaylee, were the best.

When I was four, Gray and Kaylee left due to their family's work life. Gray had to move to London for the change of the location of his parent's company. Kaylee left to Canada due to her parents want to work there due to the good profit of cash they earn.

I was lonely after they left. I never wanted to go to school because of the bully there. Gray and Kaylee was no longer there for me. It always was sad. I missed their jokes, their company and their presence. Soon I made a new friend as she was new, Shakina, she is a malay race. She was my first malay friend, but I was happy with her. She stayed by my side when I felt sad.

When I was five years old, I was a happy child, although I was quite dumb. "What is 1 + 1? Kids?" I raised my hand and said "20!" Everyone laughed as they all said 3. The teacher then said " Noooo, it's 2!" Then I was picked on for being too stupid.

~To Be Continued~

Message from author ~Hey guyssss, so sorry for taking so long for the next story, I am pretty busy and I will try my best to be consistent! I love everyone take you for all your support! See you guys next time! ~

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