Chapter 4 : Will the turn continue to be a good turn?

Since seven years old, I had a good time with Paige. She was amazing. I slowly met another girl called Euni. I didn't really have a good vibe from her. But I still agreed to be her friend. She came to me and said "Hey! Jinnie! Sorry bout last time. Can we be friends?" I found it pretty weird especially the fact she knows she hates me and now she wants to be my friend.

Eight years old, I was okay. I still got abused often by my parents. Slowly, I got used to the pain they caused. So I could not feel the pain any longer. Though I had fun with Paige, I know that Euni had been backstabbing me in a way. She would spread rumors which were not true about me. I kept hearing rumors I never said. I knew it was Euni but I kept quiet. Though I was not comfortable with Euni, Paige maybe was.

Nine years old was what I thought was going to be okay. But Paige came up to me one day and said "Hey. Jinnie. Look, thanks for everything. Sorry if I ever made you upset. But my parents are leaving to Bei Jing to work and for me to study. Though that, I hope we can still stay in contact?" My heart just sank at that moment, my bestest friend is leaving and I'm going to be alone again. But I kept it in, I smiled and said "Hey don't feel sad, I'll be fine. Take care of yourself in Bei Jing. Let's for sure stay in contact!"

We went for a hug but I knew it was no longer the same. It was a goodbye. I'm going to be alone again. Soon after, Euni heard about it. And as soon as Paige left, Euni reverted to her old ways, she will always ask me "Oh my god, guys, look! It's that loner again! Hey Loner! Where is your dearest Paige? I told you she would not be there for you for long! Hah! Why don't you just go die? Not as if Paige would save you again! Hahahaha."

Soon after, I too reverted back. I started to see things, telling me to kill myself. Though I still text Paige, I kept quiet about Euni as I thought it was not needed to get her involved in my foolish life.

When I was ten, my parents was done with me and stopped my schooling. They had continued to abuse me badly and hurt me emotionally too. They continued to kill my feelings. I slowly had left with no emotions. I was emotionless.

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