chapter 4: make her mine

Aurora looked at him with bloodshot eyes as if she was sad and angry at the same time. ciar was shocked to see her in this state was she this much affected by his words but the next moment his heart shook violently because of her words, "coward." with a resentful voice she spoke.

ciar looked at an aurora with a crushed expression. his eyes filled with emotions which is hard to understand. ciar's eyes went sorrowful with his eyebrows formed wrinkles when she told him to stop the car. he cursed himself for being a useless being who doesn't know when to talk.

"i-i am sorry I won't talk about this topic anymore" The first time in his life he shuttered.

"I told you to stop the car ciar," aurora said gravely.

nothing less he stopped the car near a parking area. aurora unlocked the seatbelt but before she could so ciar held her hand aggressively and shouted.

"my lady I am sorry, please forgive this lowly servant of yours", his voice was cracked by the end.

aurora was dumbfounded by his actions but before she could do say anything he cut him off by saying, "you can't leave on your own like this especially in the middle of road it's dangerous, I said it wrong but believe me I didn't know that you will find it so outrageous, i-i promise I won't talk about her ever again", ciar said in ambivalent tone.¹ damn he was never like this in the past but after meeting her everything gradually changed, whenever she is near her why do emotions go out of the window, but today it's way out of control. maybe it's because of that Ravi's and his mistresses' dating anniversary. but the greater ciar's denies his emotions the greater burden it creates.

aurora was confounded by his actions she told him to stop the car just because she wanted to fix her heels properly which was itching for some time. but who would have thought this man beside her had so much wild imagination. she shouted the second time because it was itching really hard and he wasn't listing.

both were looking at each other one with a smirk and another with a sad, puppy expression. it was quite a seen to see suddenly aurora chuckled lightly at his antics, how can someone be so cute he was so flushed by just a little shout of her. oh my, she is behaving like a sadist now. she finally suppressed her little giggles and bend downwards to fix her heels. darn, this footwear none will understand the pain of girls, how they want to and don't want to wear the heels at the same time. but Bebe it's your elegance that matters anyway.

after fixing her heels she looked at the anxious big bear, his frowning eyebrows and fidgeting eyes looked so cute to see. suddenly a chibi ciar popped in her mind with a bear costume, oh my! it's so cute how chibi ciar tries to stop aurora with big puppy eyes. she shook her head and forced the funny thoughts out of her mind. she looked at ciar with a small smile which could even melt the steel, she switched her position into a more comfortable way, she sat cross-legged and looked directly at ciar.

"Dreams are only dreams till you have the passion to make it a reality, make her your reality ciar. if you are happy with just her smile you will be pure bliss if you are in her mind. don't pray the Lord to give her a good life be with her in her struggles, stand side by side not in the front because I don't know the girl you like but she is strong enough to face the world", she placed her right hand into his left hand, interlocked and squeezed it a little.

"if you love her more than just moon and back you have the power to make her yours", with gentleness filled in her eyes and an enchanting smile in her lips, she was breathing gorgeous and the most beautiful enchanter in ciar's life, he knew that this thought will never change in his life. how can someone be so perfect in everything they do, how much power does she has to make him stop thinking and overthinking at the same time.

he lifted his right hand and massaged in between his brows, calmly he hid his face after a moment he burst out laughing. again his laughter creating uneasiness in aurora's heart, she was starstruck by his melodious laughter. how he throws his head back to laugh, it's was a sight to behold.

"make her mine" ciar whispered. he tilted his head and placed his hand near his heart as he spoke.

"as you wish my lady" in a soft and dominant way ciar voiced. aurora didn't know how she unconsciously made herself being loved by an outwardly outstanding lover who loved her more than all the stars in the sky.

aurora in her own mind thought that he finally wanted to charm the unknown beauty for a lifetime but never in her wild dreams did she thought she would hand herself to the charmer. oh, maybe this is what they call maktub².

she sighed and asked, "Was it love at first sight cair?" she didn't know why she was asking so much but it's like she wanted to know, know more about them. ciar looked straight at her for a moment and with s little smile he said calmly.

"no, it was not loved, at first sight, it gradually occurred. her light personality which she always tries to claim she isn't, her enchanting voice, her irreplaceable eyes, her autumn hair³, her silly senses of humor, she always looked at me and smiled without a hint of fright, more than anything her aesthetically innocent soul which gave me peace. gradually it all came into piece how she was everything I was looking for".

Aurora smiled at his unconditional love, but there was a piece in her heart which throbbed harshly due to his love for the unknown. will he individually leave her once he and his secret lover mutuals their love? will he still be by her side when he founds himself his other half? no! no! she shouldn't think like this. she should give him, his freedom to live however he wants. but what will happen to her if he leaves? her brain and heart were in a complex disaster. with everything in her might, she looked at ciar. her eyes had mixed emotions which were hard to describe.

" I wish you the best of serendipity in your life" aurora announced.

with a glint of emotions of different causes, ciar started the car and aurora settled in with her perplexed sensations.

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ambivalent tone - conflicting emotions or conflicting tone

2.maktub - fate or destiny

autumn hair - red hairs

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a quote for you to cheer up!

'You know some days you feel so good in your own skin

But it's okay if you wanna change the body that you came in

'Cause you look greatest when you feel like a damn queen

We're all just playing a game in a way, trying to win at life' - most girls by Hailee Steinfeld