Villainess Demands Death - Ep 3 - Don't wanna live

Who am I ?

Carolyn Elixir/ D'Hemelton/ Fl

**tries to get up** ( Urgh...this body is...so weak... )

I am Loretta Griffin...

Carolyn Elixir/ D'Hemelton/ Fl

**tries again to get up** ( A kid body can't be this weak unless they are starved and beaten up like hell daily... )

A police officer...

Carolyn Elixir/ D'Hemelton/ Fl

**gives up**

You must be thinking what a great honor...wow...she is a police officer...

Carolyn Elixir/ D'Hemelton/ Fl

**stares blankly at the ceiling** ( My whole body feels numb.... )

No....

It's result of years of " You have to do this " " You are meant to be this "

Carolyn Elixir/ D'Hemelton/ Fl

( Why the fùck I am even alive ? )

I was never given a choice to chose my own path...to do what I like...no...it's actually more complicated...

Carolyn Elixir/ D'Hemelton/ Fl

( I should have been free after dying... ) **eyes all out of light**

Carolyn Elixir/ D'Hemelton/ Fl

I was given choice...

A choice that showed me the future of scornful eyes...disappointed look I fear I would have faced...but I didn't choose it...cause I was so...so scared to...

Carolyn Elixir/ D'Hemelton/ Fl

**closes her eyes painfully** ( why....how...did I ended up here...? )

...be a disappointment....I...I...gulped down the hot words in my throat...stick burning all the way...to my death...and just followed the path...the path they chose...the path that would lead to me being appreciated...just....just....

....once

Carolyn Elixir/ D'Hemelton/ Fl

**takes in deep breath** My heart feels heavy....

But...at last...

Carolyn Elixir/ D'Hemelton/ Fl

**knitted brows** ...wha...what...did I ever do to deserve this...

...even my tears seems to have betrayed me...

Carolyn Elixir/ D'Hemelton/ Fl

**breathing getting heavy** ...I do...don't want to live...

...they all seem to have dried out...I want to cry...I want to cry...

Carolyn Elixir/ D'Hemelton/ Fl

**hands shaking** I want to die...I want to die....

Everything feels heavy...my heart...my body...my head....my eyes have dried out....I want to speak....speak....but my throat....it's....it's burning....

Carolyn Elixir/ D'Hemelton/ Fl

**clenches her eyes shut** Hah....hah......urgh......I...do...don't want to l...live...pl...please....

' The footstep were getting closer and closer those footsteps seems loud...rushed...as if someone was rushing here...they were heavy...as if someone was determined to kill... '

Carolyn Elixir/ D'Hemelton/ Fl

( Seems like Viscount had enough of keeping me alive... ) **breath getting heavier and heavier**

Carolyn Elixir/ D'Hemelton/ Fl

**opens her eyes** ( Now pl...please....j...just... )

**Creak**

Carolyn Elixir/ D'Hemelton/ Fl

K...ki...kill...**eyes getting blurry**

Carolyn Elixir/ D'Hemelton/ Fl

**eyes shuts completely**

Carolyn Elixir/ D'Hemelton/ Fl

..m..me

◇ To Be Continued ◇

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