Headache
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Wait... Where is this place again...
There are some Whispers coming from the room
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....*peeks into the place*
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*sees someone kneeled and few ladies sitting in their chairs*
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💭wait... The person who is kneeling... Isn't he the one in whom my soul transmigrated to?💭
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💭white snow hairs... blood red eyes... Yes that's him... But why is he kneeling?💭
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Su Xian! You lowly bastard!
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💭Su Xian?... Is that the boy's name?💭
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Huh! 😒 Just because the General choose you, don't be so cooky!
Su Xian(before)(Ω)
*in a low voice* ...when did I even...
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you should be grateful to that b¡tch for giving you birth with that monster looking white hairs and red eyes*scoffs*
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The General only chose you over us because of that damn white hairs 😒
Su Xian(before)(Ω)
.... *looking down*
Other ladies laughing and saying shitty things to him
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💭what is wrong with these people... Why are they being like this to him...💭
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💭and what did they meant by The General choosing him because of his white hair... 🤔💭
After a while... In a different room
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💭wait! ...how did the place changed all of a sudden💭
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*hears someone crying from a room*
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*looks into that room*
Su Xian(before)(Ω)
*crying*....why... Why was I born like this ..
Su Xian(before)(Ω)
Why... why I am a damn omega... And on top of that a boy with these *pulling his hairs* monster looking hairs...
Su Xian(before)(Ω)
Every day... Every moment... I have to face this hate... Even... Even my own mother left me... What was my fault.. Being born like her?
Su Xian(before)(Ω)
She lived a damn life but atleast was seen as a human by this sick people because they found her beautiful... Fuck¡ng lustful society...
Su Xian(before)(Ω)
But to me?... Why.... Why ....*tears flowing down his red cheeks*
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💭oh my god.... He went through such kind of shits... how old is he? I wonder 🤔... hardly 20 I guess and went through so much... Just because of his second gender and appearance...💭
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💭well I did heard... The East treats omega as a low cast and not to talk about male omegas unlike our North... but this is beyond my imagination... This is total cruelty💭
Su Xian(before)(Ω)
That's it... if I live more... I have to suffer more...
Su Xian(before)(Ω)
The general... I don't know... how can I live with a war maniac like him...
Su Xian(before)(Ω)
He is known for his brutal and bloody war tactics...
Su Xian(before)(Ω)
I don't even know why he chose me as his concubine ...what if he actually hates people with white hairs so planning to marry me just so he can torture me...
Su Xian(before)(Ω)
I can't... I can't take this anymore...
Su Xian(before)(Ω)
*gets up and grabs a bottle*....this is it... Poison... I don't want to live anymore... I should have ended this damn suffering before only... but I still had a little hope ...but that's gone too now
Su Xian(before)(Ω)
There is nothing left for me here.... Please lord.... Give me some peace *going to drink the poison*
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WAIT!?! *rushing towards him to stop*
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*passes through him* wait... I can't touch him! Damn it! What is happening????
Su Xian(before)(Ω)
*drinks the poison* ....
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*feels a sudden headache* ughh not again
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We're the warriors who choose to love the pain
we came from different places but have the same name
cuz we were
cuz we were
cuz we were
born for this
cuz we were born for this
dedicated to su xian
2025-06-27
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