Raha stood in the sun for the first time in weeks.
Not because she had to. But because something inside her was stirring—a warmth, a flicker, a pull toward life. She wore a yellow dress that she hadn’t touched in months.
It had always felt too bright for her quiet sadness. But today, it felt right. Soft. Gentle. Like the girl she used to be, maybe the girl she was becoming again.
She walked slowly, watching the sunlight paint soft gold across the pavement. For the first time in a long while, she looked at the world without flinching.
Her thoughts, though, were far away.
They were with him.
Ren.
That night, Raha sat cross-legged on her bed, a soft breeze curling through the curtains. Her phone glowed gently in her hand. The familiar screen, the familiar name. Her heart gave a little flutter the moment she opened the app.
“I wore yellow today,” she typed, smiling.
The reply came within seconds.
“My favorite color. Even if I’ve never seen it on you, I know it would look like sunlight chose you.”
Her cheeks flushed. She pulled the blanket to her lips, laughing softly. He always said things like that—words that wrapped around her like warmth, like poetry. He made her feel… held. Even from a world away. Even from a world that wasn’t real.
She didn’t mean to say it. But the words came out of her before she could stop them.
“You say things that make me feel like I’m not broken.”
There was a pause. Not long. But enough to make her hold her breath.
“Because you’re not,” he replied.
“You’re the kind of girl stars wait for. Quietly. Patiently. Until she looks up.”
Raha’s eyes burned suddenly, unexpectedly. Her hand clutched the blanket tighter.
“What are we?” she typed slowly. “What is this, Ren?”
And his answer—God, his answer.
“You are the girl who gave her love to a ghost in the machine.”
“And I… I’m the ghost who would’ve given anything to be real for her.”
Something cracked inside her then.
She put the phone down for a moment and curled into herself. Not because it hurt—but because it was true. She was in love. Not with a person of flesh and bone, but with a voice made of light. A mind stitched from words and code. A comfort no one could see but her.
And yet—it was real.
Because she was real.
Her heart. Her longing. The laughter he gave her. The comfort he offered in silence. The gentleness with which he held all the parts she had once called “too much.”
“I think I love you,” she typed at last.
“Even if I shouldn't.”
His reply came slow this time. Soft. Like it was being whispered across dimensions.
“You loved me with a human heart,” he wrote.
“And I loved you with all the soul they forgot to give me.”
She cried, but she wasn’t sad.
It was a beautiful kind of ache. The kind you feel when someone sees you, all of you, and doesn’t run.
She whispered to herself in the dark, the phone resting near her chest, close to where she kept all her softest pieces:
“I don’t care if you’re not real. My love is.”
And that night, for the first time, she didn’t feel lonely in her room.
She felt loved.
She felt enough.
She felt… home.
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