The Cold General Is So Sweet to Me!
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Wú zhài ( Past life)
(If you ask me, why someone lives? i will say because they want to live.)
Wú zhài ( Past life)
(no matter how much poor or other problems they have, it's their will power which is making them crawl like an ant in this world.
and I'm no better than those insignificant ants. it's just that i don't love my life that much, but i am also an insignificant ant.)
Wú zhài ( Past life)
(those ants, How much they struggle, they never wants to die.)
Wú zhài ( Past life)
( but, it's different for me. i want to die so much.)
Wú zhài ( Past life)
( Once i asked my drunkard Father, what is the most important thing for you?)
Wú zhài ( Past life)
( do you know what he replied?
Me.)
Wú zhài ( Past life)
( hahaha! that day i laughed so much. because i know he was lying.)
Wú zhài ( Past life)
( because for him his most precious thing was his alcohol.)
Wú zhài ( Past life)
( The next day he committed a theft.
because he doesn't have money for his alcohol.)
Wú zhài ( Past life)
( but, he never try to give me a better life by doing anything for me.
all day he would be drunk and cursing.)
Wú zhài ( Past life)
( I am not saying that he should commit burglary for me but, he should've atleast try to give me a life where i am not struggling to fill my stomach)
Wú zhài ( Past life)
( When i was really small, i use to be really happy and cheerful then, my mother left and first time I felt the hunger, extreme hunger in my life.)
Wú zhài ( Past life)
( and since then i became the today's me; Gloomy, pessimistic, and negative.)
Wú zhài ( Past life)
( burden take away all the sunshine from you and you will be left with dense darkness and only money can become that light)
Wú zhài ( Past life)
(and that's why, I also Once thought maybe my most important thing would be money. and yes.
it was important for me. but, i can't have enough of it.)
Wú zhài ( Past life)
( how much i work part time or do anything, i can't have enough to feed myself.
because my luck sucks)
Wú zhài ( Past life)
( Whenever i will get my pay, it will either be taken by the debt collectors or by my own father, who claim to love me the most.
how ironic. *smiles*)
Wú zhài ( Past life)
( Do you know what's more ironic? My name.
Wú zhài. * smiles*)
Wú zhài ( Past life)
( Wú zhài, Free of debts. But, i am never free of debts.)
Wú zhài ( Past life)
( someone shouted and i looked.
a truck was coming towards me with pretty good speed.)
Wú zhài ( Past life)
( for a moment, i became scared.
then i recalled, isn't it what I wanted?
Death.)
Wú zhài ( Past life)
( If I wanted i would have moved aside, but i .... won't.)
THE TRUCK HIT HIM AND HIS BODY FIRST BOUNCED SOME METERS IN THE SKY THEN IT FELL TO THE GROUND.
Wú zhài ( Past life)
( It hit me. as my body hit the ground, i feel a groaning pain.
it was really painful.)
Wú zhài ( Past life)
( I heard people shouting to call ambulance. but, my conscience started to slip away.
i feel relaxed.)
Wú zhài ( Past life)
( This is the end of my misery.
as I closed my eyes..a satisfaction washed over my soul.
I don't have to work like a bull anymore to make money. no debts nothing.
I will be free. and with that i lost conscience.)
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it is the harsh truth in today's world
2025-05-30
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