boy that lived alone...
he left my uncle...I looked helpless...I looked vulnerable...I looked devastated i know I looked that way...and I hate that I had to look that way..
I do not...I mean it....I DO NOT want to look weak infront of any living creature...it makes me feel sooo nauseous...a shiver runs down my spine when I think of the times when people called me weak
I should never....never feel weak...!!
the room was dark...just the way I like...curtains blocking the sun makes the room feel dull...I love that like it is protecting me from the rays of the mighty sun...a dry chuckle left my mouth when I realized the shit I was thinking
I closed my eyes feeling the silence engulfing me...this is how it should be...this is how it has always been....alone...silence...this is what I crave for...this is what I live for...
I used to feel sad that I'm alone....now I've grown to understand that I like to be alone....alone alive and alright
while I was busy thinking I heard my phone ring...it was jimin...my best friend..
I didn't want to talk so I ignored the call...yet it kept on ringing making me irritated....so I silenced it
relaxing my frowning eyebrows I finally close my eyes to think...think of my new found powers...more like curse..I don't know but i guess this was the only thing my parents left me with....a legacy to carry on maybe..
then slowly I fell asleep..
a bell ringed making my eyes wince....I rubbed them harshly while standing...looking around I realized it is dark outside...I slowly started moving while the blur of sleep still clouded my vision
I opened the door welcoming the worried face who cupped my face and started scanning all my body
Jeon Jungkook
jimin..I'm fine seriously
Park Jimin
no..your not you look tired *worry all over his face*
Jeon Jungkook
that's cause I just woke up
seeing someone care for always makes me feel warm inside..and the reason will always be jimin...my bestie for so long....he still scanned me one more time and after a total examination of 5 min he walked into the hall and sat on the sofa
Park Jimin
why didn't you come to college
Park Jimin
I mean you could've at aleast given a heads up or something
Jeon Jungkook
I knoww I slept
Jeon Jungkook
I just woke up from the sound of bell
Park Jimin
God...seriously *rolls his eye*
Jeon Jungkook
yeah *laughed a lil*
Park Jimin
are you sure your fine
jimin was looking straight into my eyes searching for a hint of lie
I smilled while looking straight into his eyes
"his eyes looked for truth...I gave them comfort"
Park Jimin
are you hungry ?
Jeon Jungkook
no...I still..want to sleep *sheepish smile*
Park Jimin
fine..sleep I'll go
I just wanted to be alone....I just...I don't know what to do now....I stood alone in the balcony
how can I learn all about magic on my own....how can I
what should I do about the revenge....I'm so confused..
whatever it is...I don't want to risk the ones I love rn...that is jimin...my one and only family...I have my uncle I know but he wasn't there when I needed someone the most...
the reason why I'm not close enough with him
I went inside the room...falling on my bed and slowly tried to fall asleep
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