5- Falling

At the end, I typed
Ria : Months Ago
Ria : Months Ago
You can come & talk to my mother anytime you want
And I pressed the send button---clenching my eyes in embarrassment and fear
I opened them slowly...just to see how he'd respond
& found him, sent me a smile emoji
Nixon
Nixon
📲😊Of course I'll do that within a week
Somehow.... that made me believe him
That maybe...he really was a straight, nice guy
And my own loneliness would disappear too..
That by marrying him, my mother's suffering would finally end
Like all the girls my age, I'd finally have someone beside me
I smiled happily...
......
📆Within that week, he kept texting me
Not a single romance word.
Not even one flirty line.
All he talked about was studying
And that ...encouraged me to talk to him
Helping him with this...and that
I really enjoyed it
I enjoyed him
I was too happy
As if something had been missing in my life... And suddenly, having him filled that empty space
A warmth...even my mother couldn't give
A place in my heart..that even her love couldn't reach...And he did
As if it was always meant for him...meant for him since I was born
....
🕰Over time...
Talking to him became my comfort.
My addiction
My secret joy
I shared him everything in my life
Staying up most nights...thinking about him
Running to my phone hysterically whenever I got a notification
Heart skipping
Fingers trembling
Impatient to hear from him again
......
but before he came to meet my mother---one day
He asked me for something............
Something I never expected ....to ever give to a man
but I accepted to give to him
Nixon
Nixon
.............
Ria : Months Ago
Ria : Months Ago
.................
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Comments

+63 992*****91

+63 992*****91

We always use our heart instead of our mind
We know already what is right and what is wrong but we still do it
We were blinded by false hope and that's the reason why we always FAIL 😭💔

2025-05-12

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+63 992*****91

+63 992*****91

Nixon is just using you
He's telling you what you want to hear from him
He's a big fool and he fooled you so easily

2025-05-12

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Zaclun

Zaclun

don't you dare, don't you DARE!

2025-05-19

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Episodes
1 1- The Day I Gave Life and Lost Myself
2 2- When The Devil Saw me First
3 3- Sweet Words, Poisoned Roots
4 4- The First Crack In My Walls
5 5- Falling
6 6- First Slip Down
7 7- The Proposal That Broke Me
8 8- Deceiving
9 9- Craving
10 10- Losing Herself(21+)
11 11-(21+) Snatching her everything [Part 1]
12 12- -(21+) Snatching her everything [Part2]
13 13- -(21+) Snatching her everything [Part3]
14 14-(21+) Snatching her everything [Last Part]
15 15- Shocked
16 16- New hope
17 17- Broken Dream
18 18- Lost
19 19- Him
20 20- Blackmailing Her
21 21- Decision
22 22- Her Little Hero
23 23- Lonely
24 24- Love booming
25 25- Fear
26 26- Breaking Down
27 27- Caring
28 28- His kindness
29 29- Warmth
30 30- Longing
31 31- Joy
32 32- Drawing Near
33 33- Tenderness
34 34- Back From The past
35 35- Tight Frame(21+)
36 36-(21+)Under the Villain's Claws
37 37- Try me
38 38- Opening up to him
39 39- Back Bone
40 40- Feelings
41 41- Revenge for her
42 42- Surprise
43 42- I want you back
44 43- I will
45 Author's note
46 Season 2...Chapter 1- message
47 Chapter (2)...Their 1st night together
48 Chapter (3).. Honeymoon
49 Chapter (4)...surprising her
50 Chapter (5).... Deep
51 Chapter (6)....I don't make a thing for free
52 Chapter (7).......Blind Date(1)
53 Chapter (8)....Blind date (2)
54 Chapter (9)....Clearing The past
55 Chapter (10).....Hope
56 Chapter (11).....My lifeboat
57 Chapter (12)... Hidden
58 Chapter (13)....Trust
59 Chapter (14)....My treasure
60 Chapter (15)....Love at the 1st sight
61 Chapter (16)......(21+)Their 1st happy Night Together
62 Chapter (17).....Happy moments
63 Chapter (18)......His Soft Side
64 Chapter(19).....The Scent That Time Forgot
65 Chapter (20)......Her Hands, His Home
66 Chapter (21)......A story
67 Chapter (22)..... I understand you as my own self
68 Chapter (23).....Suspicion
69 Chapter (24)......Concern
70 Chapter (25)......That's can't be true
71 Chapter (26).......Unexpected
72 Chapert(27).....Cracked Hope
73 Chapter (28)...Mine
74 Chapter (29).....Shattered Hope
75 Chapter (30)....No Escape
76 Chapter (31).... Empty House
77 Chapter (32).....Heart That Still Remembers
78 Chapter (33).....Closer Than Myself"
79 Chapter (34)....Eyes That Still Follow Her
80 Chapter (35).....Her Shield, His Spark
81 Chapter (36).......The Ach Behind His Eyes
82 Chapter (37)...When Her Tears Became a Blur
Episodes

Updated 82 Episodes

1
1- The Day I Gave Life and Lost Myself
2
2- When The Devil Saw me First
3
3- Sweet Words, Poisoned Roots
4
4- The First Crack In My Walls
5
5- Falling
6
6- First Slip Down
7
7- The Proposal That Broke Me
8
8- Deceiving
9
9- Craving
10
10- Losing Herself(21+)
11
11-(21+) Snatching her everything [Part 1]
12
12- -(21+) Snatching her everything [Part2]
13
13- -(21+) Snatching her everything [Part3]
14
14-(21+) Snatching her everything [Last Part]
15
15- Shocked
16
16- New hope
17
17- Broken Dream
18
18- Lost
19
19- Him
20
20- Blackmailing Her
21
21- Decision
22
22- Her Little Hero
23
23- Lonely
24
24- Love booming
25
25- Fear
26
26- Breaking Down
27
27- Caring
28
28- His kindness
29
29- Warmth
30
30- Longing
31
31- Joy
32
32- Drawing Near
33
33- Tenderness
34
34- Back From The past
35
35- Tight Frame(21+)
36
36-(21+)Under the Villain's Claws
37
37- Try me
38
38- Opening up to him
39
39- Back Bone
40
40- Feelings
41
41- Revenge for her
42
42- Surprise
43
42- I want you back
44
43- I will
45
Author's note
46
Season 2...Chapter 1- message
47
Chapter (2)...Their 1st night together
48
Chapter (3).. Honeymoon
49
Chapter (4)...surprising her
50
Chapter (5).... Deep
51
Chapter (6)....I don't make a thing for free
52
Chapter (7).......Blind Date(1)
53
Chapter (8)....Blind date (2)
54
Chapter (9)....Clearing The past
55
Chapter (10).....Hope
56
Chapter (11).....My lifeboat
57
Chapter (12)... Hidden
58
Chapter (13)....Trust
59
Chapter (14)....My treasure
60
Chapter (15)....Love at the 1st sight
61
Chapter (16)......(21+)Their 1st happy Night Together
62
Chapter (17).....Happy moments
63
Chapter (18)......His Soft Side
64
Chapter(19).....The Scent That Time Forgot
65
Chapter (20)......Her Hands, His Home
66
Chapter (21)......A story
67
Chapter (22)..... I understand you as my own self
68
Chapter (23).....Suspicion
69
Chapter (24)......Concern
70
Chapter (25)......That's can't be true
71
Chapter (26).......Unexpected
72
Chapert(27).....Cracked Hope
73
Chapter (28)...Mine
74
Chapter (29).....Shattered Hope
75
Chapter (30)....No Escape
76
Chapter (31).... Empty House
77
Chapter (32).....Heart That Still Remembers
78
Chapter (33).....Closer Than Myself"
79
Chapter (34)....Eyes That Still Follow Her
80
Chapter (35).....Her Shield, His Spark
81
Chapter (36).......The Ach Behind His Eyes
82
Chapter (37)...When Her Tears Became a Blur

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