I Was His First Sin [ PART —1]
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....In beautiful Bedroom....
A soft golden light spilled into the grand bedroom through sheer ivory curtains, painting the marbled floors with a warm glow. The spacious room, nestled deep within a private mansion on the quiet outskirts of Beijing, whispered serenity.
Tall glass doors led to a sun-kissed balcony where the first breeze of dawn danced over flowering vines and the distant sound of birds chirped a melody of peace.
Amid the hush of morning, on the vast king-sized bed with silk sheets tangled around their bare legs, two figures lay curled into each other. Warmth radiated between their bodies, skin against skin, hearts quietly beating in sync as though the world outside did not exist.
Older’s arm was draped protectively around younger’s slender waist, his nose buried in the crook of the younger’s neck. Younger’s hair, tousled and soft, brushed against his face as he breathed in the familiar scent that calmed every storm within him.
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??: Mmm…
(younger stirred slightly, his lips curling into a lazy smile as he blinked open his dreamy brown eyes, stretching just enough to press even closer into older’s chest)
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Koo… morning…
(Older grunted softly in reply, his voice rough and deep from sleep)
Jeon Jungkook aka JK
Morning, love…
°They lay there a little longer, silent, basking in the fragile stillness only lovers who’ve built a world of their own can understand. But soon, Jungkook’s hand rubbed slow, soothing circles on younger’s lower back as he sighed, low and troubled°
Jeon Jungkook aka JK
I have to go back today…
(he murmured, his tone filled with reluctance, his gaze resting on the ceiling as if wishing he didn’t have to say the words out loud)
°Younger’s body tensed slightly°
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No
(came the soft, immediate whine against Jungkook’s chest. He raised his head, pout already forming on his lips, eyes round and glossy)
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No, no, no… you just came 2 days ago. You can’t leave yet. Just one more day… please? (Jungkook chuckled lightly, brushing his lips against younger’s temple)
Jeon Jungkook aka JK
I wish I could, baby. But you know how things are in Seoul. The board meeting is tomorrow, and If I miss it, those old men will chew me alive.
Younger pouted, nuzzling into Jungkook’s neck like a grumpy kitten
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They can wait... Just tell them you're sick. Or better, say you're dead. Problem solved
Jeon Jungkook aka JK
(Jungkook chuckled, a rare, soft sound that only younger could pull from him)
You’re unbelievable.
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And you’re mean
(younger muttered, wrapping his arms around Jungkook’s torso tightly)
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Every month you come and then leave so fast. You don’t even stay long enough for our baby to hold your finger properly…please don't go
(Jungkook brushing his lips against younger’s temple)
Jeon Jungkook aka JK
I wish I could, love. But you know how things are in Seoul. The board meeting is tomorrow, and my father-
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I don’t care about your father (younger huffed, cutting him off, frowning)
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I only care about you. And our baby. And our little time together… you promised we’d spend more days this time.
(The way his voice cracked ever so slightly, like a child upset over broken candy, made Jungkook's heart twist)
Jeon Jungkook aka JK
I know, angel, I know…
(he whispered, pulling him tighter into his chest)
Jeon Jungkook aka JK
But it’s getting harder to hide everything. My mother keeps asking questions… Lisa too.
Younger didn’t respond at first, only curled in closer, burying his face against Jungkook’s bare shoulder with a pitiful whimper
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Then stay. Just for one more night. I’ll make your favorite dinner… and we can cuddle… and— and you can sleep beside our baby too. He missed you
°That soft, shaky plea—spoken in that sweet tone only younger used when he was truly upset—nearly made Jungkook cave. But instead of replying, he leaned down and captured his pouty lips in a slow, lingering kiss.°
°One hand cupped the back of younger’s head, the other sliding along his spine. Younger’s lips softened under the kiss, the whine melting into a little hum, his arms wrapping around Jungkook’s neck as he responded without hesitation°
°Jungkook kissed him again, and again—peppering light, teasing kisses over his nose, cheeks, lips, chin—each kiss an apology, a promise, a reassurance°
Jeon Jungkook aka JK
Don’t pout, hmm (he cooed against younger’s lips) You know I hate leaving you. I hate leaving both of you. But I’ll come back soon. You know I always do.
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But I still don’t want you to go… (younger mumbled stubbornly, his voice muffled as he nuzzled closer)
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I’ll whine until you cancel your flight.
(Jungkook laughed under his breath)
Jeon Jungkook aka JK
You sound like small baby who is crying for his favourite toy.
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I am your baby and you are my favourite toy
(younger shot back sassily, lifting his head to glare at him with sleepy eyes)
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So treat me like one and stay.
°Jungkook smiled softly, gazing at the boy in his arms—the love of his life, He leaned in, kissing the tip of younger’s nose°
Jeon Jungkook aka JK
I’ll make it up to you, baby. I promise. Next time I’ll stay longer. Maybe even we will go to Jeju. Just us, on the beach. You, me, and our baby
(Younger grumbled, clearly still not convinced, but the kiss to his forehead made his lashes flutter, and his heart soften just a little)
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Fine…
(he whispered, defeated)
but I’m gonna cry when you leave
Jeon Jungkook aka JK
(Jungkook held him even closer, voice low and warm in his ear.)
Then I’ll kiss your tears away before I go
They stayed in bed a little longer, wrapped in soft blankets and each other, hearts aching for the distance that would come too soon. Jungkook wrapped his arms tighter around younger, burying his face in his neck. For a few long seconds, neither of them moved.
The world was forgotten. Just two souls in one quiet morning, holding onto a moment they wished could last forever
The warm morning light had grown brighter, spilling across the polished wooden floors of the luxurious bedroom as Jungkook moved quietly through the space, getting dressed. The elegant walk-in wardrobe door creaked slightly as he reached inside for his dark navy suit.
Younger, still curled up on the large bed, sat with the silk bedsheet wrapped loosely around his waist, eyes quietly watching his husband button up his shirt one by one, as if each button was sealing another mile of distance between them. The room felt colder now, even with the sunlight.
Jungkook ran a hand through his black hair, trying to smooth it back while glancing occasionally into the tall mirror. He adjusted his collar with practiced ease—but his eyes drifted to the reflection of younger in bed. He saw the pout before younger even said a word.
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You’re really going…?
(younger's voice was low, muffled slightly from behind the sheet he held to his chest, like it was his armor against the ache. Jungkook sighed softly, fastening his watch.)
Jeon Jungkook aka JK
Baby… don’t start again, please…
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I’m not starting anything. I’m just saying. You said you'd stay a little longer… but no, CEO Jeon Jungkook is always busy
(he muttered under his breath, arms folded, voice sharp with sulky hurt. Jungkook paused, turning slightly toward him)
Jeon Jungkook aka JK
You know I have to, Tae…
Kim Taehyung aka V
You said you’d stay a few more days
(Taehyung's voice broke slightly as he clutched the sheet tighter)
Kim Taehyung aka V
You said you’d help me take Taegguk to the park…
Jeon Jungkook aka JK
I got called back early (Jungkook murmured, avoiding his eyes)
Jeon Jungkook aka JK
The shareholders meeting dad moved up. I can’t miss it and Lisa’s parents are also—
(he cut off, jaw clenching as the bitter name left his lips. Taehyung threw a pillow at him with a huff)
Kim Taehyung aka V
Shareholders, dad. Always shareholders,dad. But never your own family and I don’t care about Lisa! You’re my husband! Taegguk’s dad! Why do they always win?!
(Jungkook sighed, walking over and sitting on the bed. He cupped Tae’s cheeks and pulled him close)
Kim Taehyung aka V
You and Taegguk are my everything. You know that. I’m doing this for you—for him. If my father ever finds out…
(Tae’s eyes softened just a little, but he was still pouting)
Kim Taehyung aka V
You say that every time. But it still hurts every time you leave.
Before Jungkook could respond, a loud baby wail broke the tense air
"Waaa… Da..! Waaa'—!”
A soft cooing sound came from the crib beside bed—a faint whimper that turned into a babyish cry. Taehyung and Jungkook both froze
Kim Taehyung aka V
He’s awake
(Tae said softly, pushing the sheet aside and slipping into his silk robe as he climbed off the bed and then he rushed toward the crib)
There, little Taegguk was standing with wobbly legs holding onto the rail of the crib, fat tears rolling down his round cheeks. His tiny arms reached out, his sobs growing louder and louder with each passing second.
Taegguk (Taekook son)
Waa… Daaa…waaah!
Jeon Jungkook aka JK
*Jungkook’s eyes softened instantly*
Taegguk (Taekook son)
Daaa…waaah…
(The moment he saw his father, his cries grew louder)
Taegguk (Taekook son)
Daaaaaaaa…!
Kim Taehyung aka V
Shhh, Taeggie…
(Tae murmured, lifting the baby gently and patting his back. But Taegguk pushed his small hands against Tae's’s chest and reached toward Jungkook instead)
Taegguk (Taekook son)
Daaaaa!
Jeon Jungkook aka JK
I’m here, bub
(Jungkook said softly, stepping forward. He took Taegguk into his arms, the boy instantly clinging to his shirt with trembling fingers and burying his face in his shoulder)
Jeon Jungkook aka JK
(His cries slowed—but didn’t stop, Jungkook pressed kisses to his son’s soft hair, gently swaying him)
Don’t cry, hmm?. Dadda’s here. Just for a little while.
But Taegguk’s cries didn’t stop. They only grew louder, more desperate. Taehyung’s throat tightened
Kim Taehyung aka V
He knows… He always cries more when you leave. (Jungkook kissed Taegguk’s head again and again, his hand trembling slightly as he rubbed his back)
Jeon Jungkook aka JK
Shhh, shhh. Don’t cry, bub. Dadda will come back. I promise.
But the more he spoke, the harder Taegguk cried, now letting out little hiccups, tiny fists clutching Jungkook's shirt so tightly it left wrinkles in the fabric. Taegguk wailed harder. Taehyung stood nearby, arms folded tightly around himself, eyes shimmering.
Kim Taehyung aka V
He won’t calm down this time… He doesn’t want you to go.
Jeon Jungkook aka JK
I know
(Jungkook whispered softly)
Jeon Jungkook aka JK
I know…but i can't do anything (Time ticked by. The driver was waiting outside. His flight was ready. But inside, in that warm room filled with baby blankets, lullabies, and broken hearts—time stood still)
Jeon Jungkook aka JK
I need to go, love
(he whispered to Tae, but Taegguk clung tighter. When Jungkook tried to pass him back, Taegguk shook his head and cried harder, little legs kicking, tiny fists hitting weakly)
Taegguk (Taekook son)
Naah… Daaaaa…!
Kim Taehyung aka V
Baby, please…
(Tae said tearfully, stepping closer) dadda needs to leave. Come to me, hmm?
Taegguk wouldn’t let go. Taehyung heart breaking at the sight
Kim Taehyung aka V
He’s not going to let you go, Koo. He’s never held on this tight before.
Jeon Jungkook aka JK
I wish… I could take you both with me
(he said quietly)
But you know I can’t. Not yet.
Kim Taehyung aka V
(Taehyung tightened his hold)
Tae: When will it be ‘yet’? When Taegguk can walk? Talk? When your parents are dead? When Lisa finally gets bored of playing wife?
(His voice cracked at the end, and he pulled away before his tears could fall)
Jeon Jungkook aka JK
I hate it too, Tae
(he said softly)
Every damn second I’m away from you. Every night I sleep beside someone I don’t love. Every lie I have to tell.
Jeon Jungkook aka JK
I hate it all… but I do it to keep you safe. To keep him safe. (Taehyung looked up at him with wet lashes)
Kim Taehyung aka V
But I want you. Not once a month. Not in hidden places. I want to eat dinner with you. Watch movies with you, spend time with you like a happy family.
Kim Taehyung aka V
I want a normal life
(Jungkook pulled him in gently, careful not to jostle Taegguk)
Jeon Jungkook aka JK
I want that too. And I swear to you… I’m building it. Even if it’s slow. Even if it hurts but i promise you one this all will happen
(With a heavy breath, Jungkook leaned in and kissed Taehyung's forehead)
Jeon Jungkook aka JK
Now i have to go, Take him
(he said gently, reluctantly)
Kim Taehyung aka V
Please…(Taehyung’s heart shattered)
No
He whispered, but Jungkook gently tried to give Taegguk to Tae but Taegguk whined again in his arms, holding his shirt tightly
Jeon Jungkook aka JK
Bub please Go to mamma, dadda will come back soon
But baby clung to his Jungkook’s shirt like a lifeline, sobbing uncontrollably, burying his tiny face in Jungkook’s shoulder.
With great effort, Tae reached and slowly, forcefully unwrapped Taegguk’s fingers from Jungkook’s shirt. The baby screamed, thrashing in his arms, kicking and sobbing in desperation. Tae tried to soothe him, whispering lullabies and kissing his cheeks. But nothing worked
Taegguk (Taekook son)
Daaaaa! Daaaaa!
Jungkook stood frozen at the door, fists clenched, eyes burning. Every fiber of his being screamed at him to take his son back, to forget Korea, to run back to the bed where his real family belonged. But he couldn't
Taegguk (Taekook son)
Daaa! Daa—aaah!”
Kim Taehyung aka V
No, no, no, baby
(Taehyung whispered, holding him tighter as tears poured down both their cheeks)
Kim Taehyung aka V
Shhh, it’s okay, sweetheart. Dadda will come back soon…(But Taegguk wasn’t listening. His sobs pierced the air, desperate and raw. Little fists kept swinging toward the door, toward Jungkook, as if he could somehow stop him)
Kim Taehyung aka V
Go
(Tae whispered, forcing a smile through the tears, bouncing their baby who screamed louder by the second)
Kim Taehyung aka V
I’ll handle him. Just go before I beg you to stay again.
Jeon Jungkook aka JK
(Jungkook’s voice broke):
I love you both
Jungkook turned away quickly, biting the inside of his cheek to keep from breaking. He didn’t want his son to see his tears. Didn’t want to make it worse.
He walked out fast, not daring to look back. Not even once. Behind him, his son’s cries echoed through the marble halls. The cries tore through the mansion. The front door clicked shut minutes later. Taehyung rushed to the window, cradling Taegguk as the baby cried against his chest. He watched with glassy eyes as Jungkook climbed into the car, his face cold and unreadable—but his hand lingered on the door for just a second longer. Then the door shut.
The engine roared to life. Taegguk in his arms as the baby crying loudly kicking his leg while staring his father car going from there, And just like that… he was gone. Taehyung sank to the floor of the bedroom, holding Taegguk tightly, rocking him back and forth
Kim Taehyung aka V
I’m sorry, my baby… I’m so sorry…
But Taegguk was just crying hiding his face in his mamma's chest—finally after 1 hour of crying Taegguk’s cries slowly faded into soft whimpers, his energy drained from heartbreak, Taehyung kissed his forehead and wiped his tears gently, whispering lullabies even as his own heart bled
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