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Bitter Desire [Minimoni,Yoonkook,Taehope,Vjin]
chapter 5
Jungkook stepped out of his room in fresh clothes, hair slightly damp, ruffling it with a towel. He followed the smell of food into the dining area, where Namjoon was carefully setting the table. The soft clink of plates and utensils was the only sound until Jungkook plopped into his seat and spoke.
He started, trying to sound casual.
Kim Jungkook
Can I go with Jimin and Taehyung to college tomorrow? I already told Jimin I’ll come with them
Namjoon looked up with a raised brow, pausing as he placed down the last pair of chopsticks.
Kim Namjoon
You told him before asking me?
Jungkook's face froze mid-bite into a side dish.
Namjoon sighed, taking his seat across from his son.
Kim Namjoon
Jungkook, what if I had other plans for you tomorrow morning? What if something happened? You can’t just decide like that and inform people without checking, and without asking me too
Jungkook’s shoulders slumped.
Kim Jungkook
Sorry… I didn’t mean to be rude. It just... felt normal to say yes. They live close and I thought it would be fun. I didn’t think it’d be a problem
Namjoon watched his son pout, fiddling with his chopsticks like a scolded puppy. The older man let out a soft breath and leaned back.
Kim Namjoon
Alright, alright. I’m not mad. Just—remember next time, yeah?
Jungkook looked up, hopeful.
Kim Jungkook
So... I can go?
Namjoon pretended to think deeply before giving in with a small smile.
Kim Namjoon
Yeah. You can. Just be careful
Jungkook brightened instantly, stuffing a bite of kimchi into his mouth with a grin.
Namjoon chuckled at the sudden mood shift and leaned forward slightly, a teasing glint in his eyes.
Kim Namjoon
So, your friends...
Kim Jungkook
What about them?
Kim Namjoon
I have to say—Jimin was practically melting into the car seat from awkwardness. Poor kid looked like he’d never sat near an adult before
Kim Jungkook
Jimin is like that! He gets shy so easily. You should’ve seen him when the professor called on him today, he stuttered like crazy
Namjoon smiled softly at that.
Kim Namjoon
He’s a sweet kid. Polite, too
Namjoon shook his head with mock disbelief.
Kim Namjoon
That one’s a little brat
Kim Jungkook
Tae looked way too comfy—like he’s been riding in the car forever!
Kim Namjoon
And Jimin wishpering like I couldn’t hear anything
Namjoon added with a smirk.
Kim Jungkook
He was probably saying something embarrassing
Jungkook said, snickering.
Namjoon gave him a pointed look.
Kim Namjoon
You better not pick up taehyung's habits. I don’t want my kid turning into a chaos magnet.
Kim Jungkook
I already am one
Their laughter mingled as they continued dinner, the warm domesticity of the evening settling around them like a familiar blanket. Despite the earlier scolding, Jungkook’s spirits were high, and Namjoon felt quietly content watching his son laugh so freely.
As they cleared the dishes, Jungkook caught himself thinking, maybe this year wouldn’t be so bad after all.
The night was still, except for the distant hum of the city far beyond the windows. Upstairs, Taehyung lay curled on his bed, back facing the door, blanket pulled up to his nose. He didn’t move when V’s voice echoed through the hallway.
Kim V
Taehyung, come down for dinner
Another pause. Then came the second call, louder this time — firmer.
V's tone hardened, a shadow of warning slipping into his voice.
Kim V
Do I need to break this door down or are you opening it yourself?
There was a beat of silence.
Then Taehyung finally spoke, voice muffled, tired, and low.
Kim Taehyung
I don’t want to eat
The door creaked open before he could finish the threat.
Taehyung stood there, eyes glassy, hair messy, voice barely above a whisper.
Kim Taehyung
I said... I’m not hungry
Kim V
I didn’t ask if you were hungry
Taehyung hesitated, but he followed.
He always did — because if he didn’t, he knew what would come next. And despite his resistance, he never truly wanted to hurt V. Not more than he already had.
He sat silently at the dinner table, gaze fixed on the plate in front of him.
His favorite—steamed dumplings with soft broth, rolled kimchi, and a warm side of egg rice. Just like their mom used to make.
V never even liked this food. But he still made it. Every time. For Taehyung.
And every time, he sat across from him and ate it too — quietly, no complaints. Always adjusting his taste for Taehyung's comfort.
That made Taehyung’s throat tighten.
No matter how much he disobeyed, how many times he shouted or pushed him away, V always stayed. Always cooked. Always protected him.
And somehow, that only made the guilt worse.
His chest ached. His eyes burned.
Tears slid down his cheeks.
V noticed immediately, putting his chopsticks down.
Kim V
Why are you crying again?
Taehyung tried to speak, but his voice wobbled.
Kim Taehyung
I… I miss Mom and Dad
V let out a sigh and looked away briefly. His jaw clenched.
Kim V
I’m here, Tae. I know I’m not them, but I’m here. Don’t be sad. If they saw you crying like this, they’d scold me for not taking care of you properly
Taehyung sobbed harder, his voice cracking like a child’s.
Kim Taehyung
Why do they always come in your dreams? Why never mine? Didn’t they love me?
Kim Taehyung
Or… did they hate me for what I did
Kim Taehyung
Do you hate me too, hyung? Is that why you always scold me? You don’t like me anymore, right?
Kim V
Who told you I don’t like you?
He said quietly, but firmly.
Kim V
You’re my only brother. My only family. I only have you. I only love you
Kim Taehyung
Then why do you always shout at me?
Kim V
Because you never listen
Kim V
If you just obeyed me, you wouldn’t cry like this
V reached across the table and picked up a spoonful of rice.
Taehyung sniffed but opened his mouth. He let V feed him like a child, letting himself be cared for — even if only for a moment.
After dinner, V got up to wash the dishes, sleeves rolled up, his back turned.
Taehyung lingered in the kitchen, pacing aimlessly, fingers brushing the countertop, looking suspicious.
Kim V
If you have something to say, just say it
Kim Taehyung
...I- I want to sleep with you tonight
V didn’t even turn around.
Kim V
You’re not a child anymore. Go sleep in your room, Taehyung
Kim Taehyung
Hyung, please…
Even though they were the same age, Taehyung still called him that — and V still allowed it.
V repeated, this time turning slightly.
Kim V
Tae, I don't like to repeat
Taehyung didn’t argue anymore. But the way he dragged his feet up the stairs made it loud and clear that he wasn’t happy. He stomped hard, making the steps creak. And then, the bedroom door slammed shut.
V, after finishing the dishes, stepped outside briefly to check around the house, eyes sharp. The street was empty, still. But his instincts always told him to stay alert. You could never be too careful — not with who he was.
Then, he made his way upstairs.
He opened his bedroom door — and there Taehyung was. On his bed. Curled under his blanket.
Kim V
Don’t pretend to be asleep. Go back to your room
Taehyung stayed still, but his lips twitched.
Kim V
I said go back to your room taehyung
Taehyung sat up with a pout.
Kim Taehyung
I don’t want to go. I’ll sleep here
Kim Taehyung
It’s my house too. I’ll sleep wherever I want. If you don’t like it, you go
Kim V
Fine. I’ll sleep in the guest room then
Taehyung instantly panicked.
Kim Taehyung
Nooo! You can’t! Sleep with me, please… Please…
He crawled closer, grabbing V’s wrist with soft fingers.
Kim Taehyung
Mom told you to take care of me. To sleep beside me when I had nightmares. You won’t obey her?
Kim V
You don’t have nightmares tonight
Kim Taehyung
You’re the only one who takes care of me now. Please… Sleep with me
V exhaled deeply and finally gave in, lying down beside him.
Taehyung instantly hugged him tightly.
Kim V
I didn’t say you could hug me
V grumbled, but he didn’t push him away.
Taehyung smiled for the first time that night.
Kim Taehyung
If I sleep beside you… maybe I’ll dream about them too
He gently pulled Taehyung closer and whispered.
A long silence followed. Taehyung’s voice broke it, quieter now.
Kim Taehyung
Can I go to college tomorrow?
V didn’t answer right away.
Kim Taehyung
I won’t mess up again. I promise I won’t talk to anyone except Jimin and Jungkook.
V asked, narrowing his eyes.
Kim Taehyung
Yeah. He’s my new friend. I came with his dad today. Jimin was there too
Kim Taehyung
I’ll go on the bus. Just for class
Kim V
I don’t want you repeating your past mistakes. I’ll think about it later
Taehyung turned his back slowly, eyes blinking back tears. He was trying to move on… but the past still hurt. Everything about it.
The pain of what happened…
None of it was truly gone.
And yet, for now — in this quiet night — Taehyung simply curled closer to V and let the ache lull him to sleep.
Comments
🦋 bliss 🦋
I'm curious to know what happened that made v like this and I'm as well curious to know who of the other members will be the one who heal him 😆😆😆
2025-06-24
1
Sha
Are you shipping Tae and V.... I love that combo
please make Vtae
2025-05-25
0
🖤Love of Mine🖤
can I hope it's not Taekook? 💀🖐🏻
2025-05-26
1