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Élenoir Ñavarre
I am Élenoir Ñavarre
Élenoir Ñavarre
And this is my story
Élenoir Ñavarre
As you guys already know I am a daughter of a marquis
Élenoir Ñavarre
as people say, i have it all...all the things I would need...
Élenoir Ñavarre
Fancy house, dresses , gems...all
Élenoir Ñavarre
Oh right what do they call me? Yah golden spoon
Élenoir Ñavarre
I have it all...
*she splashes her body with water*
*smells the scented oils which maids puts in bath*
Élenoir Ñavarre
Do I have it all? I do right? *chuckles*
Élenoir Ñavarre
Then tell me why? Why do I feel so sad?
Élenoir Ñavarre
*chuckles sadly*
Élenoir Ñavarre
I have lived all my life in luxury
Élenoir Ñavarre
Doing all the things what my parents told me to do
Élenoir Ñavarre
Live my life as a daddy's good girl
Élenoir Ñavarre
I have worked hard to be a proper lady of the house of marquis to not be an embarrassment to my father
Élenoir Ñavarre
I follow and follow every order of him blindly...and blindly...
Élenoir Ñavarre
I attend tea parties like good rich girls
Élenoir Ñavarre
Sitting and laughing like a lifeless doll
Élenoir Ñavarre
Sitting with fools fighting with their words and wits over silly reasons
Élenoir Ñavarre
Wearing fancy dresses who weights even more than my body
Élenoir Ñavarre
Tying these darn corsets around my waist till I can't even breathe,
Élenoir Ñavarre
Dressing up like a doll, a useless worthless doll
*she slides under the water in the bath tub*
Élenoir Ñavarre
Meeting the people only my father wants
Élenoir Ñavarre
A worthless doll not even allowed to think
Élenoir Ñavarre
But people envy me *smiles* as I have it all...
Élenoir Ñavarre
But why do I feel so suffocating? So so suffocating?
Élenoir Ñavarre
it's like I am drowning... drowning in this never-ending darkness
Élenoir Ñavarre
It was not so bad earlier
Élenoir Ñavarre
Earlier until...
Élenoir Ñavarre
Until I lost my mother in an accident
Élenoir Ñavarre
As i close my eyes i can still see her in my imagination
Élenoir Ñavarre
She died three years ago
Élenoir Ñavarre
When I was 17
Élenoir Ñavarre
My father and mother...they were married
Élenoir Ñavarre
But it was a loveless marriage, a pure political one
Élenoir Ñavarre
but regardless my mother loved my father, my father...he was...what you would say...a typical Nobel...he treated my mother in good manner...
Élenoir Ñavarre
I won't say he was a bad husband but one thing he couldn't give my mother was...
Élenoir Ñavarre
Love, which she desperately yielded for..
Élenoir Ñavarre
I, who grew up with seeing my mother tormented all.her life as a bird trapped in a cage with only master , my father fulfilling his duty by feeding and entertaining her but no love in his eyes
Élenoir Ñavarre
Yet she died three years ago, freeing herself and leaving me alone here
Élenoir Ñavarre
*gets out of the bath and wraps the silk bath gown around me*
Élenoir Ñavarre
*looks in mirror*
Élenoir Ñavarre
But the funny thing is...that my father is remarrying again...only after three years of death...
Élenoir Ñavarre
Not like he ever mourned her death
Élenoir Ñavarre
But it's so bitter when I see him smile like I have never seen him because of that woman!
Élenoir Ñavarre
Do I have to keep living this way? So i would just end up like a canary in a cage just like my mother?
She breaks the mirror from the hair pin in her hand
Élenoir Ñavarre
Sorry daddy...but i decided to make a change in my life
Élenoir Ñavarre
And that is to live my life in my way
She wasn't aware of it yet
The rebellious whim that she was having right now
This whim..this sweet yet citrusy rebellious whim
Where this whim will lead her to
Little did she know that this was the beginning of...
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