Chapter 2

I know after doing this, I hurt his ego and he will not be going to stay still,,, and he really didn't disappoint me. He attacked me with the spikes and I just used the firepower and all the spikes turned into ashes.

"Didn't you forget the rules of this house? Women can't use their power for herself! " I can smell his anger, just by looking at his face!

"Think me as of a male! Now stop barking in front of me! I'm not your servant, who will going to listen to your nonsense! " I started going from there boldly.

I went to my chamber and just lay down and thought things were too much different in my last two previous life!

The First Life

I used to be the girl, who used to be afraid of every single thing, especially of my dad and brother.

The time when I hate myself for having powers, which I thought actually belongs to my brother. "AHHH! WHY! WHY! WHY! " I started crying. "I don't want these powers, but it's so painful to have these pills regularly! I feel like someone is killing me from inside dad! " I said with a lot of tears in my eyes.

"Have them no matter what will happen, just have it! By having this magic will disappear from you and that's how your brother will get the magic. " Dad said with a devilish laugh.

I didn't disagree a lot and starts having those pills. Those were red pills which more looks like crystals that I was having for a ridiculous reason.

Those pills started showing there effect, as I was having them from last three years. I suddenly started coughing and throws a lot of blood from my mouth, which left my own self shocked!

"What… What is this happening dad? " I looked at him with fear in my eyes. "Dad bring priest here… I think… I think… Likewise, I got some injury… " My voice was shaking while saying this.

"You're not injured or anything! Just your powers are coming out from your body! " He went without doing anything for me. I keep enduring this pain thinking it will just take out my powers.

But after some time, I can't even able to stand properly, and I found Crown Prince in front of me. I wasn't in the state that I can greet him and show my gratitude.

"Hmm… It seems like your health is declining day by day! " He comes towards me while saying this. I was lying on the bed.

" You are no longer beautiful as you used to be! I don't even feel like touching you, you know? " He said while making a disgusting face.

" I think, I was lucky I didn't get married to you yet and just had my engagement with you. Otherwise, I have to give the place of queen to an ugly lady as you! " I was feeling disgusted to myself with the every single word of his.

"Look at you Alina! What you was and what are you now! Don't you think dying is much better than this? " He puts the knife on the table near my table and started roaming in the room.

"You used to decorate this chamber with a lot of beautiful flowers, didn't you? " He stopped while looking at an empty flower pot just filled with soil.

" Let me tell you the biggest truth of your family! " He looked at me with emotionless eyes. "The family which you loved this much and had pills without thinking twice doesn't even care about you! "

I already know that they never care about me! I already know I was nothing for them, but I can't stop myself from loving them…

"The thing you were having, thinking it's pills were nothing but the cursed crystallized blood of elves!" He continues saying while opening the window and started coughing.

"Looks like no one cleans your chamber now, thinking you have some serious illness, right? " Walking towards the collection of books I have.

"The Real World! " He smiled after reading this name. "You used to talk a lot about this book whenever you used to be around me!"

"I do wonder, what's in it that you are damn obsessed with it! But I'm regretting why I never pay attention, when you were saying all these with your mouth... "He started coming towards me.

" Don't think I'm in love with you or what! I'm just felling a little bad for You! you are dying just for no reason! " He sat on the chair.

" I was marrying you because I thought, my child will get unique powers which will be the combination of Royal and rose family! But I was wrong look at your condition right now, you're just too weak! " He was saying it while opening the book he took from my collection.

I was hearing each and every word of his and didn't like a single of them because I can do nothing in that condition, that I had! "Why… " Spoke somehow.

He looked at me and comes towards my ear and said" Kill yourself! You don't deserve to live! Kill yourself without thinking twice! I will make sure your powers will go to your brother as you're just so useless! " He said with a cold tone.

My heart just broke down in a million of parts as I never imagined him saying things like this to me. The only thought that took over me that time was "Am I actually that unwanted? "

"Did all the affection he showed me was a lie? "

"He just wanted power and nothing?"

I shared everything with him thinking he will love me with his whole heart, but I never imagined him to change like this if I got in this condition.

I looked at the knife and hold it somehow while struggling. I still remember the last words he told me "Yes! you took a good desicion! Substitutes are born to die for real owner! " And that's how everything ends in my first life.

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