Chapter 2: Losing her innocence

“I don’t regret!” She said with a guilty conscience but firmly. For her mother, she is willing to contribute herself. Her mom is the only family she had. The cold and penetrating eyes behind the mask suddenly softened, staring at her quietly. Then whispering: “ Are you sure you know what would happen next moment?”

Xiaoxi was carried onto the large bed in the bedroom. He untied his suit and placed it on the sofa. He comes closer to her. Xiaoxi looked at him and she assured that the man was mysophobia.

“ I know!” her voice still firm and does not back down, as long as her mother will get better, everything is worth it. Suddenly, she felt so painful when she was being held by a pair of big hands. His strength is powerful enough to let her wanted to cry. Through her tears, she saw his lips pressed together and seemed unhappy. “You actually betraying yourself, is this very profitable? You felt shame?!”

Xiaoxi felt her heart was hurt and tears welled up in her eyes. How can she not be ashamed to a total stranger that will about to get her innocence? She has no choice, she can’t let her mother die! However, she does not intend to explain anything. After all, she did this because of money.

Seeing her silent, the man seemed somewhat unhappy. He pushed her to the bed. One of his hands go inside her pajamas and sneer: “No one touched here before? He teased her” Suddenly, her body was cold and tremble but the sensation is unbearable. The man’s lips slipped on her collarbone. He started kissing her passionately igniting a sexual desire.

She was angry and ashamed. She had instinctively started to dodge to the other side of the bed. There is even an impulse to escape in her mind, but if she does it, what about the surgery fees? It is needed as soon as possible. The man grabbed her and pulled off her pajamas, it reveals her good figure. Then he kissed on her body that he just touch and sneer “ Don’t you want money? Well? Why do you want to escape? I have warned you before. If you want to escape, the money will be gone!”

“ No! Can- can we do it tomorrow?!” Xiaoxi screamed in panic, pushing his body and struggling to roll to the other side of the bed but he is on her top. She is afraid, really scared! This man is too horrible.

“ Don’t you want money? Fine, you can leave now!” The man snorted and let her go. Xiaoxi suddenly stunned, what she was doing! Looking on his fox mask in front of her eyes, she suddenly hugged his arm in an eager, trembled in a low voice: “ I won’t dodge anymore!”

The man sneer. He reached out her again and pulled away her pajamas. The white body figure was exposed to the air, it’s cold, but her body was hot. She was so scared that she bit her red lips and stared at him with a horrified look. His tongue goes inside her mouth tasting her soft lips. Xiaoxi widened her eyes and stared at the man in front of her. The image of the fox mask was flashed in front of her. In the next few years, she can’t erase this image in her dreams. The finger that had stayed at her chin gradually slid down and a hot alcoholic sensation provoked her skin. She shivered slightly and grabbed the sheets with her little hands. She knew the man will take her innocence this time. She smelled alcohol coming from his breath but it added a pleasure that turns her emotion wanting him back.

A sound that the sheet was torn, she was cold and screamed. He entered her body without inhibition. The man stopped for a while, he knows she’s a virgin. She hurriedly covered her body after that tearing moment. She feels the pain in between her two legs and her entire body felt exhausted. Bloodstain is at the sheets.

He started to kiss her again but she is screaming: “ No!” her lips pressed together and grasped it tighter as she tried to cover her body.

“Take your hand away tiny kitten!” he stared at her. “ I….” She wanted to say something out loud, but she’s being stopped with his next action. In the end, she, can only cry and scream repeatedly in silent. “ Ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! Please stop now?!!!!!!!! “Hmm!!!!!! Her voice coming out but the man never listens to her.

After a long time, the man finally stopped. He felt she was trembling slightly. He slowly calmed and began to raise a pity for her… She’s innocent the man said into his mind.

“Okay, don’t cry!” He reached out and held her into his arms, kissing the tears on her face gently. “If you want money, you have to go through this, I will pay you more!” Her heart hurts when heard what he said and she suddenly pushed him away. “ Satisfied?!, is it enough for tonight?” she hissed.

“ Do you think you can reject me? Haven’t you understand the contract?” He announced with anger, ignoring the tears on her cheeks. Although this was her first time he just didn’t want to let her go, how long? he didn't know the answer. He doesn't want to let her go so soon. The woman innocence and beautiful face, make him feel wanting more. Drive him crazy every time he kissed and caressed her.

He came to her once again, Xiaoxi sobbing and wanted to cry but she couldn’t cry out. Once again, she felt excruciating pain. This time, he was ruder than the previous. She didn’t know if she still can survive. She can’t stand it and start to struggle, but she couldn’t make it because he was heavy. He wants her. He came over to her again and again until he felt contented.

“ You let me go! Let……. Me….. Go!” Her sound is intermittent because of pain. The man raised her jaw with one hand and stared at her coldly. “ Can’t you take it? Don’t you want money?”

After a long time, he finally released her………. The house is quiet, the man went to bathe, Xiaoxi was lying on the bed like a puppet, and her eyes are flowing out of the tears….. The phone rang at this moment, broke the silence of the room. The man quickly came out in the shower room still wearing the mask, answered his phone, and whispered in a very gentle tone: “ Jingfei, why you haven’t slept yet?”

His tone is soft and gentle like telling a love story with a lover. Xiaoxi smiled a wry smile. The man was good at acting, just now he was crazy and want her several times, but at this moment he was so affectionately comforting another woman. “Well, I will go home right away, don’t wait for me and take some rest after cleaning!”

The man hung up and began to wipe his body. He didn’t remove his fox mask that covering his face. Xiaoxi’s eyes looked at the ceiling but don’t look at him. When the man dressed, he glanced at the blood on the sheets, and his heart was touched by something. His voice was frantic and cold, “ Get up and take a bath, change the sheets tomorrow, don’t let me see something else on it. Inside the cabinet, in this room, there are lot’s of bed sheets.”

He had just taken a nineteen-year-old girl first night. The girl is clean and drives him crazy. Xiaoxi did not move, her tears flowed quickly, this man really is mysophobia. He dressed and stood in front of her, looking at her condescendingly, “You are just a surrogate mother after you did your job you will be well treated I assure you that. I’ve bank in half of the compensation. Do not feel pity for yourself we’ve agreed on it together through a contract!”

“Thank you for the money!” Xiaoxi said. “ You can go now!” At this time, Xiaoxi’s phone rang, and she quickly got out of bed, ignore her pain, and don’t care if he was in front of her seeing her naked body because the only person who called her was her mother.

The man saw her eagerly pick up the phone, his eyes glowed a sigh of anger. He was supposed to go but he stopped because he can’t leave her immediately.