"ᴡᴏʀsᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ʜᴇʟʟ"

Jimin's POV

I walked to class with Jungkook for the first time ever. I was so happy. I really want to talk with him but he'll just shut me off so I stayed quiet. At least I'm walking with him! It feels just like my dream.

"Jimin-aah!!~" I heard Taehyung's voice calling out for me and before I even turn around he instantly jumped on my back, hugging me. "Hey, it's literally been a day, dude." I replied while laughing softly. "Still missed you. After all, we're best friends. Let's walk to the classroom together." I nodded softly after hearing him and we four walked to class together while talking with Taehyung.

The day went kinda well. While I was answering the questions that my teacher gave us, I was deep in my thoughts. I was very confused why he cared about me all of a sudden. I really don't care at least he did. I really loved his soft big hand on me when he was treating me. I really love the way he was very careful not to hurt me and it actually didn't hurt at all. The way he really cared and insisted on treating me. I know he doesn't like me but I like him more now. He 'acts' like a bad boy but what I realized now is he's not. He really have a good personality and a great heart. My next step will be me trying to be his friend! May god help me do that, though..

"Jimin-SSI!!" I flinched and snapped out of my thoughts when I heard Taehyung's voice right in my ear. "Dude, what's wrong? Why you shouted like that right in my ear?!" I asked while rubbing my ear, making a soft pout. I realized that class has already finished and everyone left except me, Taehyung, Yoongi and Jungkook. Jungkook and Yoongi was talking together as usual but they were a bit far from our desks.

"Ah, you're so cute when you pout like that. You're always cute anyway, I'm jealous. Anyway, I shouted 'cause I've been calling you for five minutes now and you're in your own little world!" Taehyung spoke quickly then stopped as a funny smirk painted on his face then leaned so close to me than he already was.

"Or you've been thinking dirty thoughts about your new crush here..?" He said with a soft quiet voice while putting his hand inside my shirt. "Shut up." I instantly said as a soft shy chuckle left me while pushing him away then looked through the window beside me, trying to hide my blushing face that he already saw.

"Ah, come on! I'm your soulmate! Tell me! Who is it?? I can't blame you, we have lots of sexy girls here- wait..and guys too! Give me hints about them and I'll guess! First! A girl or a boy??"

"Slowly, bruh." I giggled softly when he talked quickly then smiled to myself while looking down at my hands as I was playing with them, shyly.

"A guy." I spoke shyly and scaredly since I was scared he might hate me.

"Oooh! Who?! Who who whooo-"

"Bruh, can you be more patient??" I replied while chuckling softly. I looked at Jungkook who was sitting on his desk a bit far from us and thankfully Taehyung was standing so close to me and talked in a quiet voice so nobody hears, Taehyung really cares about me. But what's weird is..why Jungkook is staring at us like that? He seems so annoyed. I looked back at Taehyung while blushing deeply. I pulled Taehyung's ear down since he was sitting on my desk and whispered.

"Jungkook."

"Wait, seriously?? The bad boy?? Wow!-"

I quickly shut him up when his voice started to get louder. He laughed then pushed my hand away and starts talking with a quiet voice again.

"Sorry sorry.."

"I just knew this morning that he's my roommate.."

Taehyung smirked again and leaned way closer to me but I didn't mind since he's my best friend.

"Oh, so you have lots of chances to get the bad boy in you on bed."

"F*ck you." I chuckled shyly and blushed deeply while pushing him away.

"Wow it's the first time I hear you curse- what the?"

My eyes widened when Taehyung got pushed away by the muscular guy.

"Why did you-"

"l'm sorry but why is he this close to you?"

I looked down, getting both shy and scared when Jungkook cut me.

"I'm sorry but how is that your business?-"

"I'm talking to him."

He cut Taehyung too. I'm scared to even look at him. But Taehyung's right why does he care? Taehyung got so mad and obviously just wanted to punch him but he kept and Jungkook just kept looking at each other, annoyedly, and Yoongi is annoyed from what's happening.

"The f*ck is wrong with you, Jungkook?? Why you changed all of a sudden??" Yoongi instantly interfere and pulled Jungkook out of class. I stayed silent since I was surprised. Why did he do that? I patted Taehyung's back since he was angry and continued talking.

After some time, me and Taehyung decide to leave since it was the last class and it was free for us. We decided to go since I wanted to sign for the dancing competition that will be next month. When I signed my name and walked out I found Jungkook giving me a death glare. I didn't know how to react. I just looked away and continued talking with Taehyung while walking to the dormitory.

"Hey, why don't you come to my dorm for an hour or something?"

I nodded softly while smiling excitedly when I heard Taehyung then we walked to his dorm that wasn't very far from mine. We played video games and had a karaoke and played around and of course took some selfies. It was the best day ever since I haven't any friends for so long.

" 'kay, it's getting late, I should go-"

"Nuuuu~~" Taehyung started whining while holding onto my leg.

"Come on, we have school tomorrow! I'll come again tomorrow and I may stay since there's no school after tomorrow, okay?"

"Yes!! Okay! Just don't forget!"

" 'kay, 'kay." I replied while chuckling softly then walked outside and head to my dorm. I ran my hand through my hair, fixing it, while smiling happily to myself. It really was the best thing that happened since my mom died.

After I was in front of my dorm, I unlocked it then blushed when I saw Jungkook working out furiously. He seemed annoyed and mad. I just kept staring at his muscular sweaty body and his defined abs as he worked out. I blushed deeper when he locked eyes with me while drying himself with his towel as he sat down.

We just kept staring at each other silently but he got annoyed as soon as he saw me.

"I-I'm...sorry but..why do you act like you're annoyed when you see me?" I spoke in a very soft voice since I was scared he might hurt me.

"I don't 'act'. I get annoyed when I see annoying b*tches like you." He answered calmly.

"O-Oh..." I looked down sadly then walked to my room. I placed my backpack beside my desk, then walked out to the bathroom to take a bath. I filled up the bathtub and put some soap then got in and let my body relax. I didn't care about my bandage getting wet since I wanted to change it anyway but the problem is that I have to ask Jungkook for that since I'm scared to do it. He has a great muscular body though.

I was deep in my thoughts but suddenly snapped out of it when I heard the bathroom's door opening. I blushed when I saw Jungkook walking in with just a towel on his waist but soon he was ***** when he got in the shower. I guess it's fine right? Since we're both men? He was facing the wall so I just saw his muscular back.

I kept admiring his muscular back as the water ran down his body until he suddenly turned around to me while hiding his crotch. I immediately looked away but my eyes widened when I felt him getting in the tub with me. My face was red from how shy I was but I thanked god that there were lots of soap so he can't see my lower body. I kept looking away with my red face away, shyly. Did he catch me looking at him? All I can feel is his eyes on me.

"I-I'll...go.." I said with an extremely soft and quiet voice as I stood up quickly. Since I got up so quickly, I slipped and fell into Jungkook arms while gasping softly. I shut my eyes but when I opened them, I blushed deeply when I realized that our faces was extremely close to each other, just staring into each other's eyes.

"Um! I-I'm....s-so sorry..!" I spoke softly as I quickly stood up again while hiding my crotch then quickly walked to the shower to wash off the soap on my body. After I finished, I wrapped my towel around my body then quickly walked out the bathroom and head to my bedroom. I immediately got out an oversized hoodie with some shorts from my closet and after I dried myself, I quickly put my clothes on. As I was fixing my clothes I flinched when I heard Jungkook's voice.

"Didn't I tell you not to join that competition?"

I immediately turned around when I heard Jungkook. I blushed softly when I saw him only in sweatpants. I guess he likes to be shirtless to be comfortable when he's in the dorm and I'm totally okay with it if I'm going to see this perfect body every day.

"I really want to join it, though.." I spoke softly as I walked backwards when he slowly walked closer. I blushed when my back hit the wall and blushed deeper when he suddenly placed his hand on the wall beside me, making no way for me to escape from him. He got way closer to my body, making no space between us, and started whispering in my ear just like this morning.

"Taehyung is a good boy. Don't make him dirty by being this close to him. You like what I'm doing now, he won't. He's not a dirty gay sl*t like you." He whispered then started nibbling on my ear.

" I-I literally do not like what you're doing....and I-I'm not a sl*t...and being gay is not my fault....so please...stop and let me go..." I spoke in a very soft and sad voice as I tried to push him away but he is too strong for me.

I felt him stop for a second when I finished my sentence which made me happy since I thought he finally understood but then he suddenly attacked my neck with kisses and kept sucking and biting softly on it while rubbing my crotch by his big hand and holding both of my wrists with his other hand.

Few moans escaped my mouth and tears ran down my cheeks since I couldn't stop him but soon enough, I kicked him in the balls again while pushing him away from me, making him hit my desk that had my sketchbook on it. He kept looking at me while holding his crotch.

I kept looking at the ground while my arms wrapped around myself, crying a lot.

" Why do you do this?? What did I do to you?? Why do you treat me like this?! Joining that competition is my choice and you can not stop me, okay?! And about being gay..I swear I didn't choose! That's me! Like it or not I don't care but at least don't hurt me like that!" I kept shouting while crying more now as I looked down but I didn't get any reply. I looked up at him but then realized that when I pushed him and he hit my desk, it caused my sketchbook to fall on the ground and open to the sketches I drew of him. My face was red from how embarrassed I was. He just kept staring at them then back at me. It was so obvious that he was so confused. I hid my face in my tiny hands then quickly walked to the sketchbook, closing it and putting it back on my desk again then pushed Jungkook outside. "Leave please..." I spoke softly as I pushed him outside my bedroom then immediately closed the door and plopped down on my bed while crying even more now.

"Why did you have to leave me, mom? Ever since you died and left me, my life has been worse than hell. I became friendless ever since you left me. Why you left me suffer alone?! You said you were going to be with me all the time! But it's not your fault. I'm the f*cking dirty gay sl*t." I kept talking to my mother while crying a lot but soon I fell asleep from crying so much.

Jungkook's POV

I'm still shocked until now. He drew me too? I kept holding my crotch since it still hurt and kept standing beside Jimin's door, listening to what he's saying to himself. He's hurt. He really is hurt. And I'm the one who mainly did that. He's so soft to be this hurt. I should stop. I regret doing every useless thing I did to him. I should treat him better from now on. The way he's crying his heart out hurts me more than him. I ran my hand through my hair and walked back to my bedroom. I sat down on my desk and started sketching him again as usual.

I feel so sorry for him. After I was done I left my sketchbook opened on my desk then threw myself on bed and fell asleep.

Third POV

Jimin finally fell asleep after crying his heart out and Jungkook was deep in his thoughts before he sleep. All he thought of is Jimin. He really liked him so much but he didn't confess it to himself. After some time he finally fell asleep after promising that he won't hurt Jimin again but will also try and protect him.

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