The past

She used to be a shy girl when she was a little .

In class the teacher would ask a question, and she knew the answer. But the clutches of fear wrapped their claws around her, making it impossible for her to speak up. she would keep quiet while somebody else answered.

On the very rare occasion she would somehow push her overwhelming shyness aside, force her hand up and waits for the teacher to call for her . Iyan was always watching her frome his place, she would give her answer and feel her face begin to burn, she was very cute....her flaming cheeks would quickly attract her classmate’s attention. “You’re so red!” derik would laughingly shout out, and her face would turn even redder at first Iyan did not talk for her, but his little manly nature wanted to say something for her that would help her to get rid of her shyness.

Her timid nature intensified after the problems between her parents when she was a young girl of 6 years, her father was always on business trips and he seldom returned home, her mother who had been loving him badly got hurt from all the rumors about her husband having mistresses outside. As a little girl she was completely heartbroken for her mother state. But she didn't know how to make her happy and that did really affected her. One day her mother decided to save her marriage and frome then on she would always go with her husband wher ever he goes until they became famous for their love, all what her mother did was running after her love, she became obsessed with the thought of her marriage failure, so she forgot about her daughter well-being, and finally she abandoned in the house alone with the maids.

On day, when yilin was in the big manssion with her grandmother, honorable guests came to visit the Lengton family, old friends of their family and business partners , that was her first time officially meeting Iyan Lengton, while she was standing behind her grandmother that was gritting the guests, she was stealing glaces at them, she knew that Iyan was studying with her but she could not say hay.

Unexpectedly Iyan came forward and said "hey red face, let's play", little Yilin was stunned by his sudden behavior and her face was burning, all of them were laughing about it, then Iyan remembered how she looked like in the class that day he held her hand and went to the garden.

Since then they became friends and they would always go to school together.... sit together.... Eat together... She seemed to be more opened with Iyan until the point where she could forget her shyness and loneliness, she met new friends and that helped her a lot dealing with her parents absence.

One day, Iyan transferred to onother city because of his father's work, and they couldn't meet for two whole years. In those two years she

couldn't talk with other like she used to with Iyan.

Her parents would come back to the house a few times a year and they seemed to forget about what she liked and hated, she thought that she was hated by them so she felt lonely again.

Her older brother was studying abroad and could only get back in the summer, no parents around no brothers around felt like she was living like an orphan.

When she was thinking about her past memories, she Hurd someone calling her

"young miss..... Young miss!!"

The driver called her name over and over ."we got to college, miss. You'v been absent-minded for a long time" .

"Sorry uncle Dimitri. I didn't notice the time" . She quickly took her bag and awkwardly rushed to the University door.

As soon as she walked in, she turned her back on a large tree and sighed, then she lifted her head and looked at its fallen autumn leaves.

Since high school,and since he was back to the city, she was watching him silently from afar,until it became her she habit.... But yesterday she couldn't see him.'I really missed seeing his face' .she blushed and covered her cheeks with her hands 'I'm really desperate' she thought to herself .after a while she looked at her watch and rushed to the lecture hall. She already missed one class so she didn't want to miss onother one.

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