I Wanted to Be Loved Ch 8

Now Kaira is 18 years old

Kaira Starling(FL)

Today is my 18th birthday mama*blows the candle* Years went by but there hatred towards me didn't go away mama

Kaira Starling(FL)

Today father came home early and went to the study room

Kaira Starling(FL)

Mama they miss you so much....I miss you too

Kaira Starling(FL)

I really wish you would come back and i disappear

Kaira Starling(FL)

Just like their sadness too

Thud

Kaira Starling(FL)

What that noise*goes out*

Thud

Kaira Starling(FL)

Those sounds are coming Father's study room

Kaira Starling(FL)

*eyes widened* No*runs and goes * FATHER

Robinson Starling (FL's DAd)

*drunk*

Kaira Starling(FL)

*looks at the room*

Robinson Starling (FL's DAd)

*Threw away the bottles 🍾 and files everything *

Robinson Starling (FL's DAd)

*looks at Kaira* Oh you *drunk*

Robinson Starling (FL's DAd)

Why...why can't I still forget her(Kaira's mom)

Kaira Starling(FL)

*goes towards him and took away the bottle away from Robinson's hand* father .....

Robinson Starling (FL's DAd)

Why did you take away my Jasmine from me? *😭

Robinson Starling (FL's DAd)

Why she chose you over us *holds Kaira's shoulder* Why she chose you instead of us

Robinson Starling (FL's DAd)

We were there before you but * 😭

Robinson Starling (FL's DAd)

Why did you born and took away My Jasmine

Robinson Starling (FL's DAd)

My sons still cry whenever they see Jasmine pictures

Robinson Starling (FL's DAd)

And your presence is increasing their sadness more and more

Robinson Starling (FL's DAd)

Atlas left the house because he said he can't be here seeing you and remembering that their mom is not here 😭

Robinson Starling (FL's DAd)

And Emris, he left too

Robinson Starling (FL's DAd)

I'm alone...I'm alone again

Robinson Starling (FL's DAd)

*removed his hand from her shoulder* Because of you...I lost my Jasmine back then and now my sons 😭

Robinson Starling (FL's DAd)

What did I do to deserve this? 😭

Robinson Starling (FL's DAd)

Huh giving birth was the biggest mistake I made in my life you know....I wish ....I wish you weren't born .... And now my family wouldn't be broken like this 😭💔

Robinson Starling (FL's DAd)

*coughs and faints*

Kaira Starling(FL)

*wipes her eyes and helps Robinson*

Robinson Starling (FL's DAd)

*laying on bed*

Kaira Starling(FL)

*wipes Robinson's face* I'm sorry for being the reason for your sadness father....*left the room*

Inside Kaira's room*

Kaira Starling(FL)

*crying*

Next day

Robinson Starling (FL's DAd)

Grace I'll be going to xx country

Robinson Starling (FL's DAd)

I'll be staying there for three years...if you need anything contact me

Robinson Starling (FL's DAd)

*doesn't remember what he did yesterday*

Robinson Starling (FL's DAd)

*looks around* Look after everything

Grace (FL's nanny)

Master why suddenly....

Robinson Starling (FL's DAd)

I need to attend the seminar in xx hospital and do some research too

Kaira Starling(FL)

*hiding and listening* 💭Lies...why are you lying father 😭...you also don't want to stay here because brothers left right?

Grace (FL's nanny)

Okay master

Robinson Starling (FL's DAd)

Okay *walks out and glances back*

Kaira Starling(FL)

*silently crying*

Kaira Starling(FL)

*walking around the mansion* Everyone left because of me

Grace (FL's nanny)

Kaira

Kaira Starling(FL)

Nanny*smile*

Grace (FL's nanny)

Did you decide about your college?

Kaira Starling(FL)

I got the scholarship don't worry about my education nanny

Grace (FL's nanny)

Kaira you know.....

Kaira Starling(FL)

*holds her hand* Nanny I'm hungry

Grace (FL's nanny)

Oh my bad...come come let's go and eat *holds her hand and start walking away*

Kaira Starling(FL)

*looks at her hands* 💭Nanny just three more years.... before father returns I'll leave everything behind and start a new life....I don't want to ruin myself and others

Kaira Starling(FL)

💭 Brothers couldn't stand my presence and left....and father also left saying he has seminar and research...if it weren't for me...they would have been happily living here...

Kaira Starling(FL)

*sigh* 💭 It's okay it was not my choice to be born....mama gave me life....she wanted me to be happy....then I'll fulfill mama wish and live for her...I won't díe and ruin the sacrifice my mama made for me

Since that day Kaira started focusing on her studies

Present

Kaira Starling(FL)

*Opened her*