Episode 6
I was so deep in thought, that I didn't hear him calling me
coal
yes... (still deep in thought)
Let's go see the place now
the words came out of my mouth, without me know
jay baker
* surprised * now, you want to go now
coal
(I want to go, but should I, only with him *blush* no, no, no coal remove your head from the cloud)
oh sure, I'm free now
We reached the house, * shocked * but this time around it was close to kalos house, not to close but still not to far, I was afraid
Jay looked at me and directed me to come in, he was smiling but I knew, those smiles were fake
coal
*looking at the house with fear and back to jay*
In other past life's, jay always wanted to live far away from kalos family, he wanted to stand on his own, he didn't want people to see him as someone, who needed help, or love, or was lonely
back then (past life) his expressions are always unable to read, but I know he was hurting, he was good at hiding it from others but not me
But no everything is different, everything I thought I knew is changing in this life gradually, and TBH if I said I wasn't afraid I do be lying
I feel helpless I can't afford to lose him again, I have witnessed his death 19 times already, and I can't anymore, I don't want to start my madness all over again * heart beating fast * I wasn't just afraid of him dying again, I was afraid of not being able to find him again, I don't want to go through it
coal
Whispering (pls, pls, pls God, pls ...)
jay baker
* touching coals shoulder*
hey coal is something wrong dude
* with a worried and caring voice*
jay baker
* looking at coal*
Eyeball to eyeball, I couldn't remove my eye from him, it was like I was frozen by his touch, and it made me think when was the last time he touched him, I couldn't remember, maybe that's why I was frozen or maybe that's why I feel greedy, I felt mixed emotions' happiness, sadness, lonely, it made me fear for this life, what if nothing is real, and I'm just going to loose him again....
I could feel his hand leaving my shoulder to my face, I wondered was I to obvious
jay baker
* his hands touching coals face cleansing the tears from coals face*
When he reached my face, I felt a liquid substance falling down from my cheeks, that's when it occurred to me that my eye has betrayed me
coal
* touching his eye* oh tears, (I tried to stop it, but the more I try the worst it became)
coal
* looking up at jay * (I wonder what he will think of me, hope it doesn't look suspicious)
jay baker
* unreadable expression*
author kam_cy
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