Chap 4. {Why...??}
There Are Billions Of People In The World
You Are Surrounded By Thousands
So Don't Let One Person Bring You Down
Then One Day Something Happened
The Secret Which I Planned To Hide In My College Was Bought Into Light
And The One To Get To Know Is Betty
She Caught Me
I Walked Out Of The Room
My Heart Racing And My Mind In Confusion As To What I Have To Do Now
I Am Scared What Is Betty Going To Think
Will She Tell Anyone ?
Will She Leave Like Everyone ?
Lavender Jane Livinton (FL)
*Clenches Her Fists*
Just As I Was About To Knock On Lethia's Room
A Hand Caught Me And Pulled Me Back
Betty Russell (FL Friend)
Janee
Lavender Jane Livinton (FL)
*Looks At Her*
Lavender Jane Livinton (FL)
!!
Her Face Was Filled With Worry
I Didn't Expect This Kind Of Reactions
Not Many Have Known About This Part Of Me
But Those 2 - 3 Who Knew
One Never Cared
One Shouted At Me
While The Other Was Too Scared To Know This
Betty Dragged Me To My Room And Made Me Sit On The Bed
Betty Russell (FL Friend)
Jane What Happened
Lavender Jane Livinton (FL)
.....
Betty Russell (FL Friend)
Jane *Shakes Her Shoulder*
Betty Russell (FL Friend)
What Happened
Lavender Jane Livinton (FL)
Nothing
Betty Russell (FL Friend)
Then.... Why Are You Doing This
Lavender Jane Livinton (FL)
It's Nothing
Betty Russell (FL Friend)
*Walks Out Of The Room*
Lavender Jane Livinton (FL)
.....
Lavender Jane Livinton (FL)
*Controlling Her Tears*
Lavender Jane Livinton (FL)
{It's Ok}
Lavender Jane Livinton (FL)
{People Will Leave Eventually}
Lavender Jane Livinton (FL)
{None Stayed And None Will Ever Stay}
No Matter How Much I Controlled
My Eyes Filled With Tears Overflowed
Lavender Jane Livinton (FL)
*Wiped Her Tears*
Lavender Jane Livinton (FL)
{Don't Cry}
No Matter How Much I Tried I Couldn't Control My Tears
No Matter How Many Times I Wiped Them
They Kept Sliding Down
Lavender Jane Livinton (FL)
{You Can't Be So Weak}
Lavender Jane Livinton (FL)
*Stands Up And Goes To The Washroom*
Lavender Jane Livinton (FL)
*Walks Out Of The Washroom*
Lavender Jane Livinton (FL)
!!
Betty Russell (FL Friend)
Come We Are Watching The Movie Here
Lavender Jane Livinton (FL)
Huh... ??
I Looked Behind Betty To See Her Close Friend And Her Mattress Was Laid On The Floor
Betty Russell (FL Friend)
Yeah... And This Is Lethia
Betty Russell (FL Friend)
You Know Her Right
Lavender Jane Livinton (FL)
Yeah
Betty Russell (FL Friend)
She'll Be Sleeping Here
Lavender Jane Livinton (FL)
Sure
Lethia Morvan (FL BF)
Let's Watch A Horror Movie
Lavender Jane Livinton (FL)
*Surprised*
Lavender Jane Livinton (FL)
{I Thought Most Girls Preferred Fantasy And Romcom}
Lethia Started The Movie And We Turned Off The Lights And Laid On Her Bed
Lavender Jane Livinton (FL)
*Take A Deep Breath*
Lavender Jane Livinton (FL)
{It's Better If You Forget It}
We Watched The Movie Till Midnight And Even Started Another One Since Tomorrow Was Sunday Anyway
After That Day Betty Never Bought That Topic
And She Went Back To Normal
But She Started Taking Me Out More
She Started Speaking With Me More
I Don't Know If I Should Feel Grateful Or Scared That This All Is Going To Disappear Soon
Lavender Jane Livinton (FL)
*Writing Her Diary*
I Got This Habit Of Writing A Diary And I've Been Writing This Since Few Years
As I Turned The Next Page
A Photo Flew Out Of the Book
Lavender Jane Livinton (FL)
*Looks At The Photo*
As I Stared At The Photo Tears Formed In My Eyes Threatening To Drop
Lavender Jane Livinton (FL)
{Steve}
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