1st chapter

Hello... welcome to another day of misery with me. It keeps getting harder day by day,, but we have to give it our best,, don't we? It's not like I have any other option...and if I did, who'd help me? Will I ever be free? Will I ever be loved...

I know I wrote yesterday I'd be happy, cheerful, try to live but can I? It's easier said than done... Today is my twentieth birthday and here I am writing in my diary about my "fun" life. Sometimes I wish I had died instead of mom... Then maybe dad wouldn't have gotten married again...

I flinch as I hear the loud banging on the door.

" Anaya! Get up! Shouted my Stepmom.

I quickly kept my diary away and got up and opened the door." Sorry I didn't mean to be late" I quickly said..

"Do I look like I give a fuck about you being sorry?" She glared at me." Go make breakfast, my daughter and I are hungry."

I nod. I quickly got out of the door and went to the kitchen to break. As I was making pancakes I was my stepsister walk in.

"Mom? Why isn't breakfast ready?" Asked Lexi.

"Well why don't you ask this bitch yourself?" Replied my Stepmom, Eva.

Lexi grabbed my hair and pulled me "Look I don't like being late and if for you, I'm late then I'll make sure you pay for it."

"You're hurting me. Stop Lexi I am not your maid!" I flinched as she slapped me.

My dad walked in "What's going on here? Asked my father." Nothing honey." replied Eva

"What do you mean nothing mom? You should let dad know that's Anaya is being ungrateful and is calling you names!" Said Lexi.

"I didn't say anything dad please tru-"I was cut off by my father.

"Look Anaya I don't know what your deal is but since your mom died You've become a burden to me! You're always picking fights with your mom and sister and I won't tolerate that! So behave, or I'll have to do something about it." Said my father.

"But dad I didn't say anything. I swear!" I tried explaining.

"For gods’ sake Anaya stop lying!" Said Lexi and with that she gave me a smirk.

"Dad you really should do something about it. I am scared of her.

"Don't worry kiddo I will" replied dad.

I couldn't believe it. I thought that at least he would understand me...at least he would be there for me,, but even he turned his back on me...he used to love me so much, when mom was alive I used to be his princess, his kiddo, and now it's as if he doesn't even know me...

Even on the day of mom's accident he promised me he'd never leave him, that I'll forever be able to count on him but I guess promises are made to be broken...

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