Lyra couldn’t sleep that night. Her mind was a tangled web of emotions, too many to process, yet all too familiar now that the loom had become a part of her life. The boy and the woman she had seen in her vision were forever etched in her mind, their faces vivid, their fear palpable. Their reunion had brought her a fleeting sense of satisfaction, but now it was clouded by the gnawing uncertainty of what she might have changed.
The dimmed thread beside the green one—it kept drawing her thoughts, like a dark shadow at the edge of her vision. Had she altered something else? Was the price for one good deed truly another life?
Morning arrived with the same weight pressing on Lyra’s chest. The sunlight filtered through the kitchen window, casting long shadows across the table where Evelyne sat stirring a pot of porridge. The comforting scent of cinnamon filled the air, but it was like no balm to her restless heart.
“I used the loom,” Lyra said abruptly as she entered the kitchen, the words spilling out before she could stop them.
Evelyne froze, the wooden spoon hovering in midair, then slowly turned to face her. For a long moment, she said nothing. Her eyes narrowed as she studied Lyra’s face, searching for something, perhaps for the recognition of what she had done—or what she was about to face.
“I told you not to.” Evelyne’s voice was quiet but firm, the weight of her words sinking into Lyra’s chest like stones.
“I know,” Lyra replied, her voice faltering. “But I didn’t mean any harm. I thought I could help. There was a boy—lost, scared—and his mother. I brought them back together. They were reunited, Evelyne. I fixed it.”
Evelyne’s face softened slightly, but only for a moment. Her gaze flicked toward the window, the peaceful garden outside seeming to mock the turbulence inside. Then, she set the spoon down on the counter and motioned for Lyra to sit.
“You don’t understand,” Evelyne said, her voice thick with a sadness that Lyra had never heard before. “When you touch the loom, you are altering the weave of lives, Lyra. Every thread is connected, and when you pull one, others are affected. The balance shifts. What you saw as helping that woman and child might very well have cost another life.”
Lyra’s chest tightened. “But it’s not like that. I was doing something good! I couldn’t just leave them stranded, alone.”
Evelyne sighed, her shoulders sagging as if the weight of the world pressed down on her. “I know you meant well. But this is why the loom chooses so carefully who can wield it. It is not a tool for solving problems or fixing lives. It is a reflection of what is already there, what already exists in the fabric of the world. A mirror, showing us the choices we make, the paths we take—and the consequences they carry.”
Lyra was silent, her mind reeling from the truth of what Evelyne was saying. “So what, I’m supposed to just let everything happen? Stand back and do nothing?”
“No,” Evelyne said quickly, her eyes locking onto Lyra’s. “I’m not saying you should do nothing. What I am saying is that you must understand the full weight of the loom before you act. The lives that intertwine through the loom—they are fragile. And you don’t know the cost of your actions until it’s too late.”
Lyra shook her head, frustration bubbling up inside her. “I can’t just sit here and ignore it. I have to do something. People need help.”
Evelyne’s eyes softened, and for the first time, Lyra saw a trace of vulnerability in her grandmother’s expression. “I know. But we must be careful. And that is why you must learn—before you touch it again, before you change anything else.”
Lyra sat back in her chair, the room growing heavy around her. “How do I learn? What do I do?”
“You will begin to understand,” Evelyne said, her voice gentle. “But it will take time. The loom is not something you can rush. You will need patience, humility, and above all, self-awareness. There will be no simple answers.”
For the rest of the day, Lyra avoided the attic. Instead, she found herself wandering the woods behind the house, the tall trees like silent witnesses to her thoughts. Her mind was filled with confusion, doubts, and an overwhelming sense of unease. Was it truly her responsibility to carry such a burden? The loom felt like an insurmountable weight, one that pressed against her chest with every passing moment.
As dusk approached and the sky deepened into twilight, Lyra returned home. The house was quiet, and Evelyne was waiting for her in the living room, seated in her favorite armchair by the hearth.
“I’ll teach you,” Evelyne said, her voice firm but not unkind. “But you must promise me something.”
Lyra nodded, not sure what was coming but knowing that the moment of reckoning had arrived.
“Promise me you won’t touch the loom again until I say you are ready,” Evelyne continued.
Lyra hesitated, the vision of the boy and his mother flashing in her mind. Her heart longed to reach out and help those in need. Yet, she saw the fear in Evelyne’s eyes—the fear of what could happen if she moved too fast, made the wrong choice.
“I promise,” Lyra said, her voice barely above a whisper.
But deep down, she wasn’t sure if she could keep that promise.
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