Trace of Birds

The morning light slipped through the curtains in Akira’s room, casting soft shadows on the walls. He lay curled up on his mattress, listening to the faint sounds outside, the chatter, laughter, and  conversation that went through his window.

He hadn’t always been this way. Once, going outside had been easy. He walked through the streets, smiling and nodding at strangers without a second thought, without worrying about other people's reaction.

But one day something changed. The sound of laughter had changed. Something as simple as a passing joke or a look from a stranger, he couldn't put his finger on it, but it felt like everyone was watching him, judging him with every look and laugh.

Over time, those faces and words turned into sharp beaks and chirps. People became like birds to him, and every conversation or comment felt like a peck at his confidence. To protect himself, he began wearing a hoodie and hat whenever he went outside.

The noise of the world overwhelmed him. It all sounded like a loud chirping that filled him with fear. So he retreated, his world shrinking to the quiet walls of his room.

But the silence wasn’t comforting either. Loneliness creeps in, filling the empty spaces. He longed for sunlight, for a voice that didn’t frighten him. He often paced around his small apartment, torn between wanting to escape and being too afraid to try. He hated it.

One morning, Akira woke to the insistent chirping outside his window, a sparrow, hopping along the window sill, tapping its beak against the glass. He pulled back the curtains and watched the little bird, fascinated by its boldness.

“You’re so bold,” he murmured, both amused and a bit jealous. The sparrow blinked at him, cocking its head as though considering his words. Akira wondered if maybe it understood him.

A glimmer of courage appeared within him. He looked at the door, took a step toward it, then hesitated. The thought of going outside scared him, but something deep inside ached to follow the sparrow’s lead, to step into the sunlight.

By afternoon, he couldn’t sit still. His eyes kept darting to the door. Outside felt far away, yet closer than ever.

He missed the sounds of life, even though they scared him. Maybe they didn’t have to be like chirps and pecks. Maybe, if he dared to go out, they could just be… people.

Taking a deep breath, Akira reached for the doorknob. Slowly, he opened the door, letting the warm, golden light spill into his skin. His heart raced, but he took a step forward.

The sunlight was warm against his face. He breathed in the cool air, feeling it fill his lungs and calm the tremor in his chest, he heard voices, soft and harmless, just normal sounds of life.

With a shaky breath, Akira lowered his hood and finally looked up. The chirping faded, replaced by the simple sounds of people talking. For the first time in months, Akira found himself smiling. He took another step, and then another, leaving the shadows of his room behind.

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Note:

This story reflects Akira's journey with social anxiety and fear of judgment. The birds represent people, and their chirping symbolizes the constant noise of others opinions.

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