Dylne’s voice shook, raw and trembling, but there was a fire in it now, burning with years of suppressed pain and anger. She turned back to Father Maverick, her tear-streaked face illuminated by the cold moonlight. Her hands clenched into fists at her sides as her chest heaved with emotions too overwhelming to contain.
"That's all you can do, isn’t it?" she said, her voice cracking, but her gaze unwavering. "Carry it. Carry the guilt. Carry the regret. But it doesn’t change anything, Father. It doesn’t bring back that girl. She’s gone."
Her words sliced through the still night air, and for a moment, it felt as if the entire world had gone silent. Even the wind seemed to hold its breath.
"I trusted you," she continued, her voice growing louder, filled with a mix of despair and fury. "So much. So damn much. You were supposed to be my guide, my safe place. But you left me, just like everyone else. And you know what hurts the most? It wasn’t even my fault. I was just a fifteen-year-old girl, trying to figure out who I was, trying to find freedom, love, a reason to keep going. And for that… for that, everyone killed her."
She took a shaky breath, her voice faltering as the weight of her words pressed down on her. "They killed that innocent girl, Father. You, my parents, my classmates—everyone. You all crushed her under the weight of your expectations, your rules, your judgment. You all made her feel like she was wrong for wanting more, for wanting to live her life her way."
Her words spilled out in a torrent now, unstoppable. "You talk about faith and forgiveness, but where was your faith in me? Where was your understanding, your compassion, when I needed it? I was just a kid, Father. A scared, lonely kid. And instead of helping me, you all let me drown."
Father Maverick’s face was pale, his usual calm shattered by the force of her words. He opened his mouth to speak, but no words came out. For the first time, he seemed utterly lost, unable to reconcile the depth of her pain with the man he thought he had been.
Dylne took a step closer, her voice dropping to a whisper, but the intensity in her eyes was unrelenting. "Do you know what it feels like to wake up every day and hate yourself for something that wasn’t even your fault? To carry the blame for something you didn’t do, just because no one else would? That’s what you left me with, Father. That’s what I’ve carried all these years."
Tears streamed down her face, but she didn’t bother to wipe them away. They were a testament to the truth she was finally speaking, a truth she had buried deep inside for so long.
"You all killed her," she repeated, her voice breaking. "And I’ve been walking around, pretending to be alive, pretending to be okay, but I’m not. I haven’t been for a long time."
The silence that followed was deafening, the weight of her words settling over them like a heavy shroud. Father Maverick looked at her, his eyes filled with regret, sorrow, and something else—helplessness.
"I failed you," he said finally, his voice barely above a whisper. "And no apology, no amount of words, will ever make up for that. But please, Dylne… don’t let them take what’s left of you. Don’t let them win. You’re still here. That means something."
Dylne laughed bitterly, shaking her head. "You think that means something? Being here? Existing? You don’t get it, do you? I’m not here, Father. Not really. The girl you knew, the one who trusted you so much… she’s gone. And she’s never coming back."
Her words hung in the air, final and unyielding. For a moment, neither of them spoke, the distance between them vast and unbridgeable. The cold wind howled through the trees, carrying with it the echoes of a past that could never be undone.
And yet, despite the weight of her pain, there was a flicker of defiance in Dylne’s eyes—a spark that refused to be extinguished. She turned away, her shoulders trembling, but her voice was steady as she spoke one last time.
"You all killed her," she said, her tone quiet but resolute. "But I’m still here, even if I don’t know why. And that’s on me, not you. Not anymore."
With that, she walked away, leaving Father Maverick standing alone in the shadow of the moonlight, the echoes of her words reverberating in the silence.
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