Siya started to remember that day when .........
Siya stood at the edge of the small stream that cut through the eastern side of the village. The air was crisp, the early morning fog still clinging to the trees, casting an ethereal glow over the landscape. The forest surrounding her was alive with the sounds of birds and the soft rustle of leaves, but inside her, there was a growing storm of unease.
She had been living in Aria's body for months now, and though she had adapted well enough—earning the trust of the villagers and even softening the distance between her and Ayan—there was a constant gnawing fear that her true identity might slip out. That somehow, someone would notice the differences, even if she herself wasn’t fully sure where Aria ended and Siya began.
But something had changed. Ryder’s return had shaken her, bringing with it a flood of emotions and memories that weren’t hers. She found herself plagued by dreams—fragmented glimpses of Aria’s past, flashes of anger, pain, and longing. And in those dreams, Ayan was always there, a silent figure standing on the periphery of Aria’s chaotic emotions.
It was becoming harder to pretend, harder to reconcile the woman she was now with the life Aria had lived.
As the cold water of the stream lapped at her bare feet, Siya closed her eyes, feeling the weight of her secret pressing down on her. She could no longer live this lie, not with Ayan, not with the village. She needed to tell the truth, to free herself from this impossible burden. But as she prepared herself for the confrontation she knew was inevitable, a familiar voice broke through the quiet.
"You’ve been standing out here for hours."
Siya’s eyes flew open. Ayan’s tall figure appeared through the mist, his expression unreadable as he walked toward her. His presence, as always, was steady and sure, but there was something different in his demeanor—something more alert, more intense than usual.
"I needed time to think," Siya replied softly, unable to meet his gaze just yet. Her heart raced, knowing that the moment of truth had arrived sooner than she anticipated.
Ayan moved closer, stopping just a few feet away. The tension between them was palpable, like the thick air before a storm. For a long moment, neither of them spoke, the silence heavy with unsaid words. Siya could feel his eyes on her, searching, waiting for something she wasn’t sure she could give.
She took a deep breath, feeling her chest tighten with the weight of what she was about to say. "Ayan," she began, her voice barely more than a whisper. "I… I’m not who you think I am."
His expression didn’t change, but his eyes, sharp and perceptive, flickered with something she couldn’t quite place. He didn’t speak, didn’t interrupt, but the air between them seemed to shift.
Siya felt the floodgates break. The words tumbled out of her, raw and trembling. "I don’t know how to explain it, but I’m not Aria. I woke up one day in her body, after an accident in my own life—another life. I don’t remember everything about her past, but I know I’m not the woman you married. I don’t know why this happened, or how, but you need to know the truth."
She finally looked up at him, bracing herself for disbelief, for anger, for rejection. Her hands clenched at her sides, her breath shallow as she waited for his response. But Ayan didn’t react the way she had expected.
Instead, he let out a long, slow breath, his gaze steady, calm even.
"I know," he said quietly.
Siya blinked, the shock of his words rendering her momentarily speechless. "You… what?"
Ayan’s jaw tightened slightly, his hands resting at his sides in a pose of control. He stepped closer to her, closing the small distance between them. His voice was low, edged with an emotion she couldn’t quite name. "I’ve known for a while now that something was different about you. You weren’t acting like her. At first, I thought it was the accident—that maybe it had changed you, made you see things differently. But the more time I spent with you, the more I realized… you weren’t Aria anymore."
Siya felt her knees weaken beneath her. Her mind struggled to process his words. "You… you knew? How could you know?"
Ayan’s expression softened, his eyes dark with a mixture of emotions—pain, understanding, and something else. "Aria and I never had the kind of relationship that people thought we did. We were married, yes, but it was never easy. She was… angry, most of the time. Bitter, even. We fought constantly. And then, after the accident, you changed. The way you spoke to me, the way you looked at me, the way you handled everything—it wasn’t her anymore. It wasn’t the woman I married."
He paused, his gaze searching hers, as if trying to find the remnants of the woman he had once known. "At first, I didn’t want to believe it. I told myself that maybe it was just my imagination, that maybe the accident had changed her for the better. But I knew. Deep down, I knew."
The surrounding forest seemed to fall into an eerie stillness, the only sound the gentle rush of the stream behind them. Siya felt her heart pounding in her chest, her emotions swirling like the currents of the water at her feet. She had been preparing for anger, for confusion, but not this—never this quiet acceptance.
"Ayan, why didn’t you say anything?" Siya asked, her voice breaking slightly. "Why didn’t you confront me?"
Ayan’s lips pressed into a thin line, his eyes darkening with something like regret. "Because I wasn’t sure what I wanted to do. I wasn’t sure how to handle it. The truth is, I didn’t know what to do with the knowledge that the woman I married was gone. And the woman standing in front of me now… she’s someone else. But that doesn’t mean I hate who you are. In fact…" He trailed off, his gaze lowering to the ground for a moment before he looked at her again. "I think I prefer this version of you."
Siya’s breath caught in her throat, the weight of his words hanging between them. Ayan’s calm, his acceptance, wasn’t just shocking—it was almost heartbreaking. He had been living with this knowledge, carrying the burden of knowing his wife wasn’t truly his wife, and yet he had said nothing. He had allowed Siya to find her own way, perhaps because he had seen the pain in her eyes, the struggle she felt in this new reality.
"I don’t know what to say," Siya whispered, her voice trembling. "I didn’t mean to deceive you. I just… I didn’t know how to tell you. I didn’t think you’d believe me."
Ayan’s expression softened even further, the hardness in his features giving way to something more tender. "I understand why you didn’t. But you should know that I’ve been watching you closely. I’ve seen how hard you’ve tried to make this life work, how you’ve cared for the village, for me. That’s not something Aria ever did. I couldn’t hate you for it. I couldn’t hate you for trying."
The rawness of his words, the quiet confession of his understanding, hit Siya harder than any anger could have. She had been bracing herself for rejection, but instead, she found a man who had been just as lost as she was, trying to navigate a marriage to someone he no longer recognized.
Ayan took a step closer, his eyes locked on hers. His voice, though still quiet, carried an unmistakable intensity. "I don’t know how this happened, Siya. But I know that whoever you are now, you’re different. You’re not Aria. And maybe that’s okay."
The sound of her name on his lips—a name that wasn’t Aria’s—made her chest tighten. It was the first time he had said it aloud, acknowledging not just her existence but her truth. And in that moment, something shifted between them.
Siya felt the tears prick at her eyes, the emotions overwhelming her. She had been living in fear of this moment, but now, standing here with Ayan, the weight of her secret finally lifted. He knew. He had always known. And somehow, in his own way, he had accepted it.
The tension that had been building between them for months seemed to dissipate, replaced by a fragile, tentative connection. Ayan reached out, his hand brushing lightly against hers. It was a simple gesture, but it carried with it a depth of emotion that neither of them could put into words.
"You don’t have to do this alone anymore," Ayan said softly. "We’ll figure it out together."
Siya looked up at him, her heart swelling with gratitude, with relief, with something that felt like hope. For the first time since she had woken up in this strange new world, she didn’t feel completely alone.
And in that moment, with the mist rising around them and the world holding its breath, Siya knew that whatever happened next, she would face it not as Aria, but as herself.
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