ep 12
Diana scout /second fl / fl bff
Why are you so calm when you got your head smashed on the wall
Fl/ alexia
I may look calm to you
Fl/ alexia
But the truth is am scared
Fl/ alexia
I am crying inside me
Fl/ alexia
The tears are not coming out but the inside of me is crying
Fl/ alexia
There is a pool of tears in me
Fl/ alexia
I am just trying to look calm to not make myself weak
Fl/ alexia
I want someone to just come to me and hug me
Fl/ alexia
I need someone who is ready to listen to me and heal my broken heart ❤️🩹
Fl/ alexia
I want someone to heal me
Fl/ alexia
I wanted to listen to your story thinking it might heal me
Fl/ alexia
Am scared of going outside to the world
Fl/ alexia
All I see is those fingers and voice saying and pointing to me
Fl/ alexia
All of them are saying
Fl/ alexia
All that is in my mind
Fl/ alexia
Is those fingers and voices continuously calling me a murder
Fl/ alexia
I shout out to them telling them I am not a murder but none seems to believe me
Fl/ alexia
I especially didn’t get it
Fl/ alexia
Why didn’t my mum and dad believe me after being with me for all 18 years
Fl/ alexia
Is 18 years nothing to them
Fl/ alexia
The special family bound we all created together for 18 years just broker with a simple sentence my dad said to me
Fl/ alexia
“You are no longer part of the Andrew’s family "
Fl/ alexia
Just this simple sentence broke the trust and love that a family has built for 18 years
Fl/ alexia
Saying all this I really miss my mum , dad and brothers
Fl/ alexia
I especially miss my mum and dad old self
Fl/ alexia
The person I see now is not my father because my dad will never talk me coldly or see me crying badly and not try to cuddle me to stop crying *tears drops from her eyes and slowly rolls down to her cheeks *
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Thanks ☺️
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