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Nobita world remained a haze of shadow and silence but every once in a while flicker of his old life seeped through sometimes he heard the faint laughter of his friends from when things were simple other times he felt his mother's warm hand as she held him her voice soothing him through the dark fog of his mind but it never lasted .
The darkness always came back
it's had been over a month since nobita has been found in the forest and physically he was recovering the bruises were fading and he is as slowly regaining strength but the emotional wound ran far deeper the hospital staff did their best to engage with him but Nobita remained distant trapped with his own mind he barely spoke his eyes still carrying that hollow empty look that had become his new reality.
He spends his days staring out the window watching the world outside move on without him sometimes when he watched the clouds drift across the sky he felt as though he were floating along with them drifting without direction without purpose his body was here but his mind she as somewhere else some where lost.
It was on one of those days as he lay in bed staring at the clouds that he heard familier voice at first they were faint like whisper from a dream but as they grew louder Nobita's heart began to race.
The door creaked open and there they stood suneo gian and dekisugi
His breath cought in his throat his heart Hamming in his chest how had they found him? we're they here to take him back to drag him back into darkness?
His body tensed panic rising in his chest he wanted to scream to call for help but the but the words were stuck frozen in his throat his eyes widened as they appeared each step feeling like a nightmare come to life.
Suneos voice of as soft to soft like a Predator speaking to its prey
suneo honekawa
We've missed you
Gian stood beside him his gaze sharp and unreadable
Takeshi gouda ( gian)
We were so worried about you
Dekisugi always calm and collected knelt beside Nobita's bed his eyes scanning Nobita face with unsettling intensity
Hidetoshi Dekisugi
You shouldn't have run away Nobita we've been looking for you.
Nobita body trembled his mind raced with fear the memories of their control their abuse crashing over him like a tidal wave he wanted to scream for his mother for anyone but his voice remained locked inside he could feel the walls closing in on him the darkness creeping back.
suneo honekawa
Nobita , suneo whispered leaning closer
suneo honekawa
You belong with us we're the only ones who truly love you
The room felt like it was spinning Nobita breath came in short gasps as his mind fractureed under the weight of their words how had they found him? Why were they here ?
But then something strange happened nobita blinked and they were gone the room was empty.
His heart pouned in his chest as he realised it has been a hallucination th faer the trauma it was still so deep inside him that it had begun to warp his reality he felt the panic still clinging to him his body drenched in cold sweat his mind so fragile and broken had conjuring them out of thin air
But to Nobita they felt real their voice their presence it was as if they had truly been there standing over him remained him that he would never be free.
The doctors had warned his mother about the possibility of hallucination about the
Lingering effect of his trauma but knowing about it didn't make it any easier to endure.
his mother returned that days her face tired but full of concern she she say beside him brushing her hand over his hair but Nobita Couldn't bring himself to look at her the hallucination had shacken to his core leaving him even move withdraw.
Tamako Nobi
Nobita honey , his mother said gantly her voice soft and kind
Tamako Nobi
The doctor say you're doing better physically but
Tamako Nobi
She trailed off her words heavy with sadness, we need to get you help reap help.
Tamako Nobi
Nobita knew she was right but the idea of talking about what had happened felt impossible how could he put into words the horrors he faced ? The twisted way had claimed to love him only hurt him.
Over and over ? How could he explain the fear that still lingered the voice that still echoed in his mind?
His mother sighed softly her hand squeezing his
Tamako Nobi
I'll always be here for you nobita.but i think it's time we speak to someone who can help someone who understands what you've been through.
Tamako Nobi
Her words through well meaning felt like a distant hum to Nobita he knew he needed help but the through of opening up of reliving the trauma was terrifying he had spent so long locked in that dark room trapped by the people he once thrust and now even through the chains were gone their presence still haunted him.
The following days a therapist was brought in to speak with Nobita his mother stayed by his said her hand never leaving his but as the therapist began to ask questions Nobita mind retreated futher the memories the nightmare they bwere too much to face.
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Nobita the therapist said softly
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I know this is hard but you don't have to do this alone we're here help you
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But Nobita couldn't bring himself to speak he couldn't tell them what thay had done to him how they had broken him piece by piece until was no longer sure who he was anymore.
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All he knew was that boy he used to be the kind innocent boy was gone in his place was someone else someone who no longer trusted the world someone who no longer believed in love or safet no metter how much they tried to help nobita wasn't sure he would ever be able to escape the shadow of his past.
Comments
Sweet Lover
where can I read this 👆🏻
2024-12-03
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Riyan
The story is really good waiting for the next update
2024-10-13
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