All Alone At the End Prologue

Prologue

Have you ever regretted doing something just because you were deprived of love?

I have

Many things

But the only thing I have ever regretted is meeting those devils

The devils who are the reason of my miseries, my trauma and my broken heart and soul

I tried to get away from them,

I tried to fly away

But I was left being nothing but a bird with broken wings

So broken that even I couldn't bear it

I was filled with darkness engulfing my soul in it embracing it as if my soul was never part of the light

I tried to scream to shout

But those deaf ears didn't have an ounce of sympathy in them

My pain, my agony was not visible to them as if there was a blindfold around

I looked into there to find a little empathy but what I saw in them was pure madness

Madness of hurting me, madness of cutting me

I was unable to heal, unable to feel, unable to breathe, couldn't do anything to stop it

I didn't want to die not in their hands at least

In the attempt to flee

I lost everything

My family

My friends

my love

My feelings

My sanity

my soul

My body

But not the desire to live to survive for as long as I can

To put up a fight

My soul gave up, my body didn't

I kept living like a shameless person

I shouldn't right?

I shouldn't have been born

But I wanted to live for my loved ones

The loved one who were snatched from me

And like a cool breeze of air floating around and caressing my skin for a moment just for a moment before vanishing in the dark

I felt those memories of my loved ones

I drowned into an inescapable abyss

Will I ever be able to get out or will I face the demise I am terrified of?

~A BROKEN PERSON

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