Why Can't You Stay 4

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previously

Mark

Yeah, Raven. You’re like... a hermit. Sid has a point.

Raven’s heart sinks. If only they knew

Raven smith

*bites his lips * * keeping his gaze locked on his book to hide the pain in his eyes.*

Raven smith

*murmuring* Maybe I’m just picky.

Mark doesn’t notice, but Sid’s sharp eyes catch the change in Raven’s tone. He sits up, his playful grin fading.

sid

you good, dude? * quietly *

Raven smith

*forces smile * Yeah, just tired. Late night, you know.

The conversation shifts, but Raven feels Mark’s presence like a weight on his chest. He knows it’s hopeless—Mark’s made it clear he’s not into “that gay thing,” even if he’s friendly toward the LGBTQ+ community. But Raven can’t help the ache in his heart

. . .

Later that night, Sid corners Raven in their dorm room

sid

Okay, spill

sid

You’ve been acting weird all day.

Raven smith

*sighing* It’s nothing, Sid. Really

sid

Don’t pull that crap with me. I’ve known you since middle school. *firmly *

Raven smith

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