°[Last Wishes~]° [Fear of death]

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The silence in the space was stifling clearly indicating that not a single living being exists there. And in that place was him, Min Yoongi who floated aimlessly drifting away.

The place contained all the beauty there is within itself giving others an ethereal feeling upon witnessing it. But none of those came under Min Yoongi's concerns.

Min Yoongi, 31 year old male with glossy black hair that reached till his shoulders and a face so good looking that it got females sending marraige proposals to him.

But to him his career was important as he studied day and night and finally managed to pass for a medical university.

During those university days he enjoyed his life his work studies and life everything was balanced perfectly by him. It was all going good, but somehow an emptiness started growing within him.

He did everything as he used to do as usual but the emptiness inside him only grew more. Yoongi thought that maybe if he ignored this thing it will all return to usual, and so he ignored the existence of emptiness within himself.

But it didn't happen, the emptiness didn't go away now even affecting his studies work and all even more. So replace this feeling and to distract himself yoongi decided to try out a relationship.

But the relationship too didn't last long. And Yoongi broke up with his partner that time.

To overcome this Yoongi decided to choose the path of a psychologist as his goal. He even passed the interview after his finals in one go.

But before he could start his job his mental state became strange. This thing made the higher ups in hospital alert, and they issued a delayed service notice to him.

He wanted the job... So he sought out the most quick way to change his condition...hypnosis--

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And after that one hypnosis session, I became normal.

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I did.

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But my suspended work notice needed a month for them to monitor me.

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And then he came--

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Yoongi still remember the day when he woke up in the morning he found himself in the hospital bed with his wrist wrapped in bandages and himself on drip. With his dizzy head Yoongi tried hard to remember what happened, but nothing in his memories suggested why he is lying in hospital bed.

And after asking about this to people he got to know that he tried to commit suicide. -- He? -- How could that be? -- Why would he commit suicide all of a sudden? -- But why does he not remember anything about this even after trying every thing he could to remember?

-- Was that sleep walking? -- But he didn't have any habit of sleep walking?

However, these thoughts didn't have time to be pondered over as another incident happened.

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I was saved from the edge of rooftop by some people.

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And one thing led to another... I came to know that I have developed another personality within me.

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Multiple personality disorder… My other personality, a 27 yr old man who is tired of life and wants to take his life.

This thing shattered any hope budding in Yoongi's mind and heart.

His parents who were always worried about him became restless to even leave him alone at home. His parents anxiously came to live with him and would accompany him all the time.

His friends tried to hang out at his home instead of going out in fear of something happening to him.

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After that my other personality didn't appear for a long time. I was happy but also guilty and bothered by the mess because of me.

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And then after a check-up with professional where they said to just be careful... I applied for a job at another hospital again.

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I remember going out for my first day at work carrying my bag and lunch my mom made...

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Then I got into my car and started driving… And…?

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Something happened?

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[Was that personality there again? Did he succeed in taking his life?]

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After opening my eyes from that time I have been floating here in this place.

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[... But I don't feel any remorse or anything over my death?]

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[I just feel guilt for everyone caring for me.]

The reminiscence of his life didn't bring out any feelings from Min Yoongi. There was no regret, joy, remorse or anything it's just he felt peaceful knowing that the empty feeling within him is finally gone.

He tried searching for that same feeling again within himself, but it didn't come out. And this occurrence brought a sense of relief that bathed even his soul.

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How long will I float in this place?

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Is this death?

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[Then where are other dead people? Did they already reincarnate? What about people who died after me?]

While floating aimlessly Yoongi can't help but become curious about this place he is staying in for who knows how much time..

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What is that?

A shiny white ball of light caught Yoongi's sight as it floated towards himself. Not realizing Yoongi was being attracted to that thing. Yoongi tried to touch that ball of light.

The ball appeared before Yoongi from some barrier as the other half of the ball remained blur.

And then...

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A bright light covered the whole space obstructing even yoongi's sight.