Then I walk over to the thermostat, the number causing
another shiver to wrack my body.
Sixty-two goddamn degrees.
I press my thumb into the up arrow and don’t stop until the
temperature is set to seventy-four. I don’t mind cooler
temperatures, but I’d prefer it if my nipples didn’t cut through
all of my clothing.
I turn back around and face a home that’s both old and new
—a home that’s housed my heart since I could remember, even
if my body left for a little while.
And then I smile, basking in the gothic glory of Parsons
Manor. It’s how my great-grandparents decorated the house,
and the taste has passed down through the generations. Nana
used to say that she liked it best when she was the brightest
thing in the room. Despite that, she still had old people’s taste.
I mean, really, why do those white throw pillows have a
border of lace around them and a weird, embroidered bouquet
of flowers in the middle? That’s not cute. That’s ugly.
I sigh.
“Well, Nana, I came back. Just like you wanted,” I whisper
to the dead air.
“Are you ready?” my personal assistant asks from beside
me. I glance over at Marietta, noting how she’s absently
holding out the mic to me, her attention ensnared on the
people still filtering into the small building. This local
bookstore wasn’t built for a large number of people, but
somehow, they’re making it work anyway.
Hordes of people are piling into the cramped space,
converging in a uniform line, and waiting for the signing to start. My eyes rove over the crowd, silently counting in my
head. I lose count after thirty.
“Yep,” I say. I grab the mic, and after catching everyone’s
attention, the murmurs fade to silence. Dozens of eyeballs bore
into me, creating a flush all the way to my cheeks. It makes
my skin crawl, but I love my readers, so I power through it.
“Before we start, I just wanted to take a quick second to
thank you all for coming. I appreciate each and every one of
you, and I’m incredibly excited to meet you all. Everyone
ready?!” I ask, forcing excitement into my tone.
It’s not that I’m not excited, I just tend to get incredibly
awkward during book signings. I’m not a natural when it
comes to social interactions. I’m the type to stare dead into
your face with a frozen smile after being asked a question
while my brain processes the fact that I didn’t even hear the
question. It’s usually because my heart is thumping too loud in
my ears.
I settle down in my chair and ready my sharpie. Marietta
runs off to handle other matters, shooting me a quick good
luck. She’s witnessed my mishaps with readers and has the
tendency to get secondhand embarrassment with me. Guess
it’s one of the downfalls of representing a social pariah.
Come back, Marietta. It’s so much more fun when I’m not
the only one getting embarrassed.
The first reader approaches me, my book The Wanderer, in
her hands with a beaming smile on her freckled face.
“Oh my god, it’s so awesome to meet you!” she exclaims,
nearly shoving the book in my face. Totally a me move.
I smile wide and gently take the book.
“It’s awesome to meet you, too,” I return. “And hey, Team
Freckles,” I tack on, waving my forefinger between her face
and mine. She gives a bit of an awkward laugh, her fingers
drifting over her cheeks. “What’s your name?” I rush out,
before we get stuck on a weird conversation about skin
conditions
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