Me and My Understandings

There are many emotions and questions in our life...

Some are confusing some are weird... some are hurtful some are unknown...

But... understanding those emotions are something we should know...

Understanding those questions are something we should do...

I don't know if what I understood is right or wrong but... I can at least say that... Likewise, I tried... After all we are different from each other... we all have different opinions... here are... my own understandings...

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First Topic: What do you mean my feeling low?

Umm... So what do you think it means? Feeling sad? Or feeling bored? Or any other negative emotions? The answer is... its none of them...

Just imagine...

You are a person who faced all kind of problems in life like financially, mentally, physically, etc. And upon of all that... Your loved ones tries to hurt you... giving you no time to breath you are welcomed with fake friends and trust issues... there are a lot of questions in your mind like...

Why? Why is it happening to me?

Is it really hard to breath?

Why is it hurting this much?

Am I strong enough to hold out?

Do I really have to make a choice?

And so on... many more questions going on inside your mind... There are just questions with no solutions... Unable to understand what to do... No friends, No comfort, No love, No strength and at last No breath...

Just questions in mind with the feeling of staying alone and the want to disappear... forever...

This is the actual meaning of feeling low... The confused state of mind with loneliness...

Questions roaming around your head but unable to understand the answers... Just a feeling to be alone forever...

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Next Topic: True Happiness

What can be "true happiness"? 🤔 we laugh, smile and be happy almost every day... then... why are we discussing on this topic? How about... ask yourself Two things...

Are you... really happy at that moment?

Or... You are just smiling because others are smiling?

So... What's your answer?

*sighs* let me explain it...

So "True Happiness" --- This Happiness comes in your life when you feel free from each and everything... Just a peaceful comfort zone with someone you want to be with at that moment... it can be anyone...

But... it happens when you are free from both your mind and heart...

I felt this happiness with just one person in my life, she is no more with me...

I miss her everyday, every night, every sec, every minute ... *chuckles* I can't describe how much I miss her...

Like this we all have someone with whom we feel true happiness...

It's not like I never smiled or laugh without her... I did smile and laughed but...

The feel of happiness around her was different... It was totally different...

It was calm and peaceful, it was filled with warmth and comfort, it was lovely...

I felt like I was free to share each and everything with her without any hesitation... she was my comfort zone...

This is the actual meaning of "True Happiness"

The feeling of warmth, comfort, peace and love...

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That's it for today guys...

For now...

byeeeeeeee

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