Tang Shi felt that she had been asleep for a long time, and when she woke up again, she saw Bo Ye's tired face.
Aware of her awakening, Bo Ye woke up, Tang Shi grabbed his hand and murmured in tears, "Bo Ye Bo Ye"
Bo Ye thought her memory had recovered, but unexpectedly she just stayed with nightmare, again fiercely. After waking up, she stared blankly at Bo Ye, still a Tang poetry that had nothing to do with the past. She let go of her hand holding Bo Ye, and she fell back on the pillow.
After a long time, Tang Shi suddenly cried.
She cried intermittently, obviously holding back the voice, but couldn't help it. She didn't know why she couldn't help this sad emotion at all.
She choked, "I don't know why, I just feel wronged."
"I have suffered a lot, probably in the past, but still in my life, how can I be considered let go?"
Tang Shi closed his eyes. "Do you have to be happy until the blood sheds light? What kind of person is ambushing beside me? Mr. Bo, can you tell me?"
Mr. Bo beat Bo Ye back to his original form in embarrassment with three words.
Looking at Tang Shi’s emotional breakdown, Bo Ye could only comfort her, “It’s okay, you’ve already come out of the jungle, and you won’t be taken back home again.”
Tang poetry murmured unconsciously, “Cong Shan "Still inside"
Bo Ye sighed. She would be too irritated for a while, and she couldn't hold her up. If this continues, he is afraid that Tang Shi will go crazy.
This is not the same desperate madness as before, but after encountering dangerous attacks again and again, the mind is so stretched, countless turbulence makes it more and more tight, when the last blow hits, this root That's how the nerves broke, and then all consciousness went blank.
Tang Shi has suffered too much in her life today, leaving aside the five years of prison, she is already scarred, how can she bear it now?
Bo Ye was really afraid that one day he would wake up and see Tang Shi mad, not knowing anyone, or even himself.
"Where is Weiwei? Where is Weiwei?" Tang Shi looked at Bo Ye in a panic, "Is my son okay?"
She was stunned in the middle of the sentence, and then softly tentatively asked, "That's your son, right? When
Bo Ye faced Tang Shi's cautious moment at this moment, he almost had an urge to cry.
She used to be so proud and noble, but now she has become such an embarrassed look.
Can't remember the past, can't see the future, and surrounded by crises, but no one is her backer.
Bo Ye thought, the life of Tang poetry was really too bitter. After so many hardships, it was still unable to get to the shore.
Tang Shi hugged herself and fell into a depressive mood, just like returning to the prison of the past. She curled up into a ball, her thin body made people feel unbearable, she hugged herself and whispered softly, "It's okay. It’s okay.” There
will be no more trouble, she won’t have trouble anymore, and her
mental state can no longer bear more harm.
Tang Shi just wrapped herself into a cocoon, and later even refused to enter her heart.
Bo Ye felt that Tang Shi's mental state was very dangerous. He was afraid of her depression and self-harm, so she asked someone to secretly hypnotize her to relieve pressure, but it was of no use.
When Tang Shi's heart was like a piece of cold, it was as hard as a piece of iron after so much polishing.
A piece of steel that is lifeless and unresponsive.
She used to be emotional when she hated, but now she is more like a child, evading, afraid, hiding, desperately trying to make herself invisible, completely news from this world.
No one, it is her connection with the world.
Even, including herself.
Bo Ye gave Tang Shi a sleeping pill again to watch her enter Jiang Ling's office after she fell asleep. Jiang Ling smoked under pressure as usual, and then said, "Things are very tricky."
"She is now. Is his mental state compared to the previous amnesia?"
Bo Ye was a little anxious, but Jiang Ling's answer made his heart suddenly cold.
Jiang Ling said, “It’s even worse. There
is nothing worse than it.” Tang poetry is also human, and the human heart is made of flesh. When receiving stimulation, it will be painful. The heart will collapse.
The so-called collapse can be manifested in various aspects. For example, the six relatives have not recognized and can't distinguish anyone around them; for example, they have fallen into depression and tried to die several times; there are also people who have direct memory loss like Tang Shi, whose brain is affected by fluctuations and will no longer remember. past.
She is in such a state now, the whole person falls into the abyss, and even refuses anyone to rescue her.
"She is disappointed in this world, so the body is instinctively defending, which is so-called protecting her."
Jiang Ling pressed the cigarette out of her hand, "Don't let her remember, don't let her talk to others, don't let her Being in contact with anyone, this is the most basic defensive posture."
Bo Ye's eyes were a little red, "Do you want to do this to make her better?"
"She is too dangerous now to be stimulated anymore." Jiang Ling sighed, "thin night, you had made under sin, she was given a serious injury, harm future generations is overwhelmed by her last straw, Tang's spiritual world this is likely to die."
also In other words, she is likely to be so depressed and autistic since then, shutting her heart and not letting anyone in.
The friend stared at Bo Ye’s face, “Destroying a person and letting her die is not ruined. Letting her live, but like dead, is what really destroys a person.”
Bo Yeru Being struck by thunder and standing in place, all the sins traced back to the source, and the original sin was him.
He is the original sin, completely destroying the original sin of Tang poetry.
"Do you know why people who are depressed make people feel dangerous?"
Jiang Ling pointed his finger at his chest, "because their mental thinking has lost its normal function, because their heart is sick. They are out of touch with the world. , As if separated from us by a transparent, but huge barrier. All emotions cannot be conveyed, they can only feel sadness, sadness day after day."
Bo Yeguang was listening, and he felt like a thousand arrows pierced his heart.
"At that time, life and death are no longer what hinders them, because it is no longer a difference between life and death for them. People live in this world, there are always thousands of reasons for them to work hard to live. , Trying to live a life, but Tang Shi’s illness is obviously terrible. Because she has no reason, that is, she has no connection with the world."
"So" Jiang Ling saw Bo Ye's eyes like slow-motion playback. , The whole world was slowly collapsing, he felt a little unbearable, so he whispered softly, "She will fall into a state where she can die anytime and anywhere."
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