ep 2: back story.
Story time na mga mhie!!!^^
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So saide was/is my crush since 1st yr of highschool
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Yepp, and now senior na kami
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It's been how many na ulet?
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It's been a long time na rin since nag kagusto ako sa kanya
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Well the thing is...
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Nag confess ako sa kanya while we're in the 10th grade
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Yep, start ng grade 10, tho ok lang naman kase school mate lang kami non that time
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Pero we were bestfriend
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I regret confessing to him, kasi because of that we are falling apart
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And yung closeness namin nag grow apart
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Pero what can i do diba? I liked him to the point i ignored other guys who confessed and tried to court me and who liked me
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1yr na nakalipas and i still can't get over him
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I've been telling myself over and over again na I don't like him and na naka move on na'ko when in fact di pa talaga
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We can't force our feelings to stop talaga no?
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all i can do is tell my friends na moved on na'ko, na I don't have that kind of feelings na kay saide
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But every time we meet
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The spark always goes back
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That spark is what i felt everytime we make eye contact
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Grabe ka saide
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Hinang hina ako sayo
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Down bad malala
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back to the confession
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That time, hinatid n'ya ko sa bahay namin, i was very nervous and excited kasi mag coconfess na'ko
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But then my heart dropped when he said " sorry nati, I don't feel the same way"
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That...that hit me hard, i stare at him tears dropping from one of my eyes, i didn't know what to do, so i ran turning my back at him
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Di n'ya manlang ako hinabol or what, he just let me ran
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The next morning, i ignored him
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my feelings were hurt
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everynight i cried so hard thinking anong mali sa'kin, why can't he just accept me, or kahit yung nararamdaman ko nalang sa kanya
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My friends are there for me, they're comforting in all ways, trying to cheer me up, making me laugh, I'm lucky na andyan sila palagi para sa'kin, kasi kung hindi, ewan ko nalang talaga
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But days, weeks, months, and a year passed my feelings for him is healing, onti onting nawawala, and i feel happy about it, kasi nakaka-ahon na'ko sa kanya
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Nakasakay nako:)) at naandar na ito
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Pero... Ngayon kada tingin sa kan'ya, bumabalik ang mga ala alang hirap kong tinabunan, ang hirap
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tapos bibigyan n'ya pako mixed signals, lolz ba s'ya hehehe
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Yan, ok na yan, gets nyo na yan, basta masakit kasi nireject n'ya ko
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He didn't even tell why:(
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Pero maybe he had his own reason diba
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I didn't even na knew gusto ko na s'ya
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para bang biglaan nalang ako nagkagusto sa kan'ya
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Pano ba kasi, he is perfect in all ways
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And here i am, just a normal gal
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Loving you shattered me in ways I never thought possible. It exposed corners of my heart I didn’t even know existed. But strangely, it also became the catalyst for my growth, pushing me to to become better, and to learn how to love myself more than ever.
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And now, we're like strangers.
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Strangers with memories
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Masakit yun, kasi he was my best friend, not until i confessed, i really really regret that I confessed to him.
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But what can i do diba, past is past
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