Difficult!

Ahana's Pov -

I always felt like I was given a support role for everything I did in my life be it in terms of family or friends. And talking about my love life it always scored zero. It's not that I wasn't interested it's just people aren't interested in me. I did had a crush in high school but as I told I was always the side character all he did was made me cupid to get his favourite girl. So I lost the hope in my love life. And when it comes to family I never grew up with mother and father. My mother kept me with her mother and brothers. It's not that they didn't loved me I got so much love that my expectations went to high I thought that will support me I respected them more than my father but things always changes they got married and my life changed. Now instead of receiving love I received taunts for everything I did , be it eating or doing house chores I was so angry at my mother why did she leave me here I always wanted to have my family like others do but all she told me "it was for your good" but then I got to know that she left me because at that time they were struggling for money to buy meal for one time. I was all alone I cried in darkness and smiled to everyone even if they don't. I started talking less. I got fear of getting ignored by people I suffered from nyctophobia. I wished if this life would end then everything would get better.

I wanted to grow up soon to get into University but never thought it would be totally opposite of what I fantasized. My fate seemed to crumble up. I couldn't pay for my further studies I had to save every penny I was insanely searching for a part time job. No matter what I had to save money things were getting difficult i didn't know what to do.

Sitting under the moon I was just imagining where did I get wrong to deserve this life dad never talked to me unless it was necessary mom always encouraged me telling " time flies fast so bad days will be over soon". As I am  the older one everybody has high hopes for me. Never mind it's not that everything happened was wrong nope! I was lucky enough to find a best friend who always stands with me in my good or bad. I always thought I was the princess when I listened to those stories in my childhood but as I grew up I realised that I was born to be warrior I had to keep patience I had to get strong no matter what and instead of waiting for a prince to rescue I had to fight in order to get things Right.

Then I started searching for scholarships that would help me. I always had a dream for becoming a fashion designer I loved to paint and draw I always felt so happy when I filled the blank canvas with those different colours imagining and hoping that I would make my life colourful too. But I had to leave things I was passionate for because my family didn't want me to continue these things.

The more I was searching for light the more my world was getting darker but still I decided to that I would deal this darkness with a kind heart. My mother always taught me " In this dark world the only treasure you possess is a brave and kind heart and people will always try to take this kindness away making you the way they are but the more you cherish this heart the more you'll get close to your happiness". I am not a Cinderella or something but it's just I never wanted to become like the people I grew up with.

It was morning 8 am and I didn't feel like waking up I picked up my phone and that's when a mail popped up on my screen. It was the mail for the scholarship I applied for further studies in Korea because I saw it's the best place for introverts yeah I mean Japan is there but you know when you are a kdrama fan hehehe. Anyways guess what I couldn't believe that I got it! I just never thought anything like this would happen but it did .

Yeah I told everyone that I would move there for studying finance but it was not the case I got enrolled in University for fashion designing. First I thought my family won't allow me to move to different country but they did. 

I was so excited the money I saved for years will be used now . I bought some dresses and some necessary stuff. I wrote letters to people I loved before moving. My mom and my friend came to see me off at the airport. The tickets and every expenses was covered by the government who sponsored scholarship. I went inside and I was searching for my seat I found it and sat there I was excited at first but now I was so nervous. It was time and I landed to a whole new country I came out with my luggage searching for a taxi struggling with the language I told the driver where my dormitory was and then I reached there feeling all nervous and and a little bit frightened I went inside and said hello to my new roommates there were three of them two of them replied and one ignored me .we introduced ourselves " hello my name is ahana sah " roommate 1 " my name is ellisa Collins" roommate 2 " jo yoo Jeong you can call me Joe and her name is min woo".

I decided to visit the area nearby and I was hungry so decided to visit a cvs store nearby I was struggling to find something good to eat so I took a peach drink and some chips and a cup of ramen. I ate and I got a call from ellisa that there will be a meeting for new students so I had to hurry back I came out of the store and I was in such a hurry that I ignored people nearby and just bumped so hard with someone and I heard " WTF" and that's when the red thread which I was wearing In my hand got stuck in his watch which was damn expensive even if I sell my both the kidneys I won't be able to afford it. I looked up and my eyes got stuck with his hazel eyes. It felt like everything just stopped no noise nothing all I could see was him. Then I just heard a car honk i snapped out struggling to undo the thread and with one skillfull hand he just pulled it out and I ran away with my crazy heart beat.

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