The Desires Are Still Incomplete
Goodbye, My Happy ending?¹
The darkened gray blanket of wool enshrouded the sky; like a predator would encircle its little prey.
The wet season wasn't supposed to start for another couple of weeks, but the darkened gray smudges were a clear indication of rain.
A low rumble rang loud in the cool air, startling him a bit.
Trickles of liquid fell down as if they couldn't think of anything better to do.There was a bit of laziness about them.
A lone figure clad in a white suit stood at the balcony of a condo. The entire condo was dark with a single exception of a computer screen.
A weibo profile was opened on the browser. Profile ID- Jung Jaehyun has uploaded a post thirteen minutes ago. The handwritten note in the photo stated.
I guess it was just wishful thinking on my part that I spent years waiting for a happy ending.
Now...I'm just too tired...
Jung Jaehyun <🖥️>
The post might be short but Jaehyun had embosomed him heartfelt feelings. Feelings he was too scared to say out loud.
When the diffused gray light of the dark sky pushed light, it fell on the lone figure of a young man. As the cold wind stroked his body, he shivered instinctively but didn't move.
He outstretched his bare arm, the rain droplets splattered on his fingers. Feeling the cold raindrops caressing his fingers.
The pitter-patter of the raindrops mixed with the sound of the sad melody behind him, it was oddly comforting.
He could remember his words...
One day, your life will flash before your eyes, make sure it's worth watching.
Jung Jaehyun~
Jung Jaehyun
Was my life worth watching?
<wondered to himself before sneering at his own ridiculous thoughts>
Unknown
Jung Jaehyun, don't be delusional. You're nothing more than a green tea dog! Who cares that you're the pure God of the entertainment industry worshipped by millions?
A mocking voice ran in his mind
Unknown
Look, I just proved to the world that you're nothing more than a lowly man-whôre who slept his way up. Let's see for how long can you hold your pride!
Was He really a Man-whôre?
He had worked his entire life, just so he could raise his head with dignity between those upper-class school fellows of him.
But being a righteous and hardworking artist(Actor) could only amount to him being a Man-whôre?
People idolized him! Worshipped him like a god but he was still a Man-whôre for those elite class people.
Unknown
Jaehyun, you've really left me with no pride. Is that why I raised you? I helped you become the top star just so you could ruin my name with your filthy scandals?
Unknown
What kind of a crime did I commit to being stuck with an ungrateful and useless son like you?
His mother's piercing words echoed in his mind.
He was the product of a broken family. And he had a broken life, striving to survive with his broken desires.
But in the end, even he left him with a broken heart...
His status was far above his(Jaehyun) own and Jaehyun knew that from the beginning but he couldn't stop himself from falling in love with that perfect person.
And the naive Jaehyun believed him
Unknown
I will never let you be wronged!
And Jaehyun even believed that
Unknown
In this life, only you deserve to be my life!
He actually believed every word that cheap-hearted told him.
Perhaps, Jaehyun needed a wake-up call. Oddly, his wake-up call was too much for his already fragile yet bold heart to take.
Jaehyun laughed at his own self in a scornful and contemptuous manner. Not knowing when that laughed turned into a streak of tears that flowed softly and steadily down his flushed cheeks.
He covered his mouth to stop those sobs from escaping. But for how long could one hold a buried ache.
On the cold balcony, his eyes were closed and as if he could hear all those voices screaming at him, he took a step forward, letting the cold wind and rain wash him down.
To numb his pain that had been gnawing at his heart.
The world didn't matter. Scorn always accompanied fame~
But what broke him was his loved one's words...
No matter how he tried to explain, she didn't listen. He begged him to trust him but he didn't.
Was their love so shallow?
It was so fragile that he couldn't even give him one thing he asked for...TRUST!
As the raindrops trickled down his body, drenching him, he stood rooted. Not moving at all. Not letting himself feel anything.
Jung Jaehyun
I wonder if you'll miss me if I'm gone...
Jung Jaehyun
I wonder if you'll believe in me once I'm no more...
Wondering this to himself, his bare feet touched the surface of the wicked chair as he stood on it looking down.
From the twenty-fifth floor of the building, everything seemed surreal in the dark; overshadowed by the gray clouds.
Closing his eyes gently, Jaehyun smiled in satisfaction.
Jaehyun slumped his body ahead and the next second, he felt the strong wind slapping his face as his body started falling fast.
Jung Jaehyun
Goodbye, my happy ending!
<soft whisper left through his pale and trembling lips>
Don't spend time worrying about the dusk that has already enshrouded you.
Let your heart hope for the dawn of a new beginning
Jaehyun~♡
Author
Yoo! My fragile hearts~꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡
Author
How was the chapter~
Author
I will continue to write this story as per your demands~
Comments
Lilly
gosh I became the fan your writing technique too much good love you
2024-10-11
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KIRIN#
heartbreakingly attractive 😁😁👍🏻 ur doing good authy
2024-10-05
3
KIRIN#
😑 bro my guts say that it's a bad character.....
that's why I'm not feeling anything romantic here~ which is also the truth... Jaehyun couldn't figure it out 😔
2024-10-05
3