Was I Meant to Be the Villainess?
EP :- 1
Asha D' Anglo
*sighs* *plops down on the couch*
Asha D' Anglo
(I read manga's the whole afternoon...)
Asha D' Anglo
*internal crying*
Asha D' Anglo
(and I have to submit my assignments tomorrow)
I am Asha D' Anglo.. A normal girl born in a middle class family.. Everything here is normal, expect for my family, I was born an orphan but later got adopted only to be used as a maid like- seriously, in this house I'm the oldest and while my younger siblings get whatever they want I can hardly get anything, all I get ardw hand downs of my cousins or either anything an outsider or visitor brings me, I work at a mall during night and go to college in the morning.. so to it plainly my life is fucked up and I'm not gonna spill the details since I don't want anyone's DAMN pity
I'm just saving up money to get out of this toxic ass house
Asha D' Anglo
*walks out and picks up her teacup*
Asha D' Anglo
*plops down on the sofa*
Asha D' Anglo
*scrolling through her phone*
Asha D' Anglo
(I need to do my assignments....)
Asha D' Anglo
(I'll do it later-)
Asha D' Anglo
*sighs.. Has a bad feeling*
Asha D' Anglo
I guess mom's here...
Asha D' Anglo
*opens the door*
Camille (her mom)
*enters*
Camille (her mom)
*puts down her bag*
Camille (her mom)
*sits on the couch*
Asha D' Anglo
*biting her lip as she closes the door*
Asha D' Anglo
(is she in a bad mood..?)
Camille (her mom)
Go and get me water
Asha D' Anglo
*goes to get some water*
Asha D' Anglo
*comes back and hands her the glass*
Camille (her mom)
*takes it and drinks the water*
Asha D' Anglo
*goes and gets her tea*
Asha D' Anglo
*handing the teacup to her*
Asha D' Anglo
(I guess I'll just go to the bedroom)
Asha D' Anglo
*goes to the bedroom*
Asha D' Anglo
*sits and drinks her tea..*
Laila
Are you done drinking?
Camille (her mom)
*enters*
Camille (her mom)
*noticed something*
Camille (her mom)
Why are you wearing your sisters t-shirt?
Asha D' Anglo
mine were torn and I couldn't find my black one..
Camille (her mom)
I saw that one in the cupboard
Camille (her mom)
If I find them I'll gouge your eyeballs out, they're useless after all
Asha D' Anglo
*staring at her mom with a blank expression*
Camille (her mom)
don't stare at me, I'm gonna enter your eyes or something..
Asha D' Anglo
*looks away*
Asha D' Anglo
*done eating*
Asha D' Anglo
*about to get up*
grandma
But you ate so little?
Asha D' Anglo
(why do you suddenly care?! Weren't you bad mouthing me?)
Laila
*holds up a spoonful of rice*
Asha D' Anglo
No, I'm not-
Asha D' Anglo
*got rice stuffed in her mouth*
Laila
*forcefully fed her*
Asha D' Anglo
*chewing* (but I don't wanna eat anymore...)
Asha D' Anglo
*about to get up*
Camille (her mom)
*tries to feed her again*
Asha D' Anglo
*gets aside accidentally hitting her head onto the fridge*
Camille (her mom)
*fed her anyway*
Asha D' Anglo
*gets up while chewing* (as expected, she didn't even care about my injury..)
Camille (her mom)
Where do you think you're going?! 💢
Asha D' Anglo
*enters the washroom*
Asha D' Anglo
(should I or should I not spit it?)
Asha D' Anglo
*hesitant* (I'm feeling like I'm about to-)
Asha D' Anglo
*coughs* (I told them not to feed me..)
Asha D' Anglo
(they never listen)
Asha D' Anglo
*freshens up and walks out*
Camille (her mom)
You really need to start eating
her father
With that body of yours, you're gonna cost me a lot of hospital bills someday..
Asha D' Anglo
*walks away*
Asha D' Anglo
*starts setting up the bed*
Asha D' Anglo
*plops down*
You're probably wondering why my parents treat me like that..
Honestly.... I too have no idea... Sometimes I just wish to disappear.. I don't hate them but I don't love them either... How can I hate them when they've raised me from nothing but shards and dust.. I know they're financially struggling.. and because of that my father often vents his anger on me and my siblings... While my mother... Well.. She's trying her best... Right? Idk why but I don't feel anything towards my family.. Over the years of hearing how they badmouth me behind my back I've just learnt not to care...
I don't have any friends, they're all toxic and only befriend me to cheat during exams since I'm the 'smart' kid....
I once even got told to KMS by one of them
I'm often neglected since I'm the adopted one.. Most people say that I'm wrong, and my parents love me, but I don't think so... All my mom cares about is how my grades are, how many chores I do and how much time I spend on my phone..
TBH I kind of envy the people who have normal parents or loving parents
And my younger sister is a brat, she does what she wants and I refuse anything she goes around complaining and whatnot, she once showed my drawings to my parents and I got yelled at after that... idk why she did that.. As an artist my drawing and sketches are really important to me... Idk why maybe I'm just too sensitive
Camille (her mom)
ASHA!!! HELP YOUR SISTER'!!!
Asha D' Anglo
*snaps out of her thoughts*
Asha D' Anglo
*goes to help her sister clean up the table*
Camille (her mom)
*already sleeping*
her father
*singing a lullaby for her younger brother*
Asha D' Anglo
*feels some pain in her chest*
Asha D' Anglo
*lies down beside her dad on her side of the bed*
Asha D' Anglo
*pulls a blanket over her head*
Asha D' Anglo
*tears slide down her face*
Asha D' Anglo
(why couldn't you care for me like that? Just because I'm a girl?)
Asha D' Anglo
*wipes her tears*
Asha D' Anglo
*joins her hands*
Asha D' Anglo
(thank-you for the peaceful day god... Just get me through the weekend.. I don't want any arguments please...)
Asha D' Anglo
*tries to sleep*
Asha D' Anglo
(I just wish I had a loving family)
Asha D' Anglo
*tear slide down her face before she finally falls asleep*
????
But you better not disappoint me...
????
*cups her cheek and wipes her tear*
Asha D' Anglo
*subconscious* (is someone.. Touching me?..)
Asha D' Anglo
(it's.... Warm and.. Comforting)
Asha D' Anglo
(is it you mom? Do you... Finally love me?)
????
just for tonight kid...
Comments
Polly Yadav
that's so deep like it actually potrayes what a abusive family is and not just wiping or hitting and the emotions explained are so freaking raw like these are my thoughts. that's so freaking good , I just want to know did someone else also went through this like I do 😞
2024-09-10
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📰📜Pɧ§ÍMÎŚŤ ŘËÂĐÉŘ📖📚
are they two different persons or the same ..authy plz clear the confusion .....
2024-08-30
1
Gurudu Sarita
I read it in many novels but still I didn't get what is TBH???
2024-09-15
0