At The End, My Love Episode -5

Hazel's POV

I don't know what to say anymore...

Arthur Xantheus

*Sleeping*

Hazel Prescott

*Looking at him*

I know that I told him to sleep... to share the room with me. I agreed but...I wasn't actually ready for this...

And what shocks me the most is that...I wanted him to stay... to be with me last night

I know that I was scared and that I had a nightmare... but did I really tell him to be with me indirectly ?

Well...yes, yes. I did.

And I am not even feeling awkward or embarrassed now...Wow !

This is really making me shocked...

Am I going crazy or what !???

Why am I getting so comfortable around you ?

...HAZEL !!! I am so done with YOU !!! Just get out of here !!!

Arthur Xantheus

*Hugging her while sleeping*

Hazel Prescott

*Trapped in his hug*

Hazel Prescott

*Tries to move*

Arthur Xantheus

*Hugs her more*

Why...does this situation feel like karma ???

Now, what should I do ?

Wake him up ?

That's rude !!!

Arthur Xantheus

*Sleeping peacefully*

Look at him... He's so into his sleep. How can I disturb him just for my own benefit ?

Hazel Prescott

*Smiles*

It's my first time... seeing him sleep.

He looks so beautiful !

Hazel Prescott

...

Arthur...why did you end up with me ? You deserve someone far better than me...

You deserve someone who'll say "I love you." and not me...I already love Zaiden...

Arthur Xantheus

*Moves in sleep a little*

Is he waking up ?

Arthur Xantheus

*Opens eyes slowly*

Arthur Xantheus

*Looks at Hazel sleepily*

Hazel Prescott

Good morning...*smiles*

Arthur Xantheus

...

Arthur Xantheus

Oh yes... morning...*hoarse voice*

His voice...is so sexy...!!! Wait !! Hazel, are you simping over him ??

Hazel Prescott

I know it's morning...

Arthur Xantheus

Good morning...

Hazel Prescott

You know...you can leave me...

Arthur Xantheus

...??

Arthur Xantheus

Pardon me ?

Hazel Prescott

*Smiles*

Hazel Prescott

I am not going to run away...

Arthur Xantheus

I know...??

Hazel Prescott

You are holding me so tightly...

Arthur Xantheus

😶😶😶

Arthur Xantheus

*Looks at her waist*

Arthur Xantheus

*Looks at her*

Hazel Prescott

*Smiling*

Arthur Xantheus

*Leaves her and immediately stands up*

Oh... he's fast.

Good for him. Good for me.

Arthur Xantheus

*Leaves the room*

Hazel Prescott

Where is he going ?

Hazel Prescott

It's 8 am only...

...

After getting ready, I come downstairs... but where is this man...

Hmm ? Isn't it the smell of food ? But who's cooking ?

Now that I think...I haven't met up with the workers in this house yet...

Let's go to the Kitchen Hazel... Maybe Arthur will be there...

Hazel Prescott

*Goes into the kitchen*

Hazel Prescott

😶😶😶

Are my eyes alright ?

Just what am I seeing ?

Arthur Xantheus

*Cooking*

Hazel Prescott

You are the one who cooked yesterday ?

Arthur Xantheus

*Stops and looks back slightly*

Arthur Xantheus

*Nods and again starts to cook*

Hazel Prescott

...

Okay...he can cook ?

The food yesterday was... awesome !!!

Hazel Prescott

*Walks to him*

Hazel Prescott

Can I help ?

Arthur Xantheus

*Turns off the stove*

Arthur Xantheus

It's already done...

Hazel Prescott

*Pouts*

I feel so useless...He is doing all the work...I can't even help him with cooking...

Arthur Xantheus

...

Arthur Xantheus

You...

Arthur Xantheus

*Face her*

Hazel Prescott

*Looks at him*

Arthur Xantheus

Do you want to help ?

I...am I that easy to read ?

Hazel Prescott

...Yes. *nods*

Arthur Xantheus

Okay.

Arthur Xantheus

Please take the dishes to the table.

Hazel Prescott

???

Arthur Xantheus

You wanted to help.

Arthur Xantheus

I am asking you for help.

Hazel Prescott

*Smiles* Okay.

Arthur Xantheus

*Leaves*

...

Hazel Prescott

*Eating breakfast*

Arthur Xantheus

*Eating breakfast*

Again this silence...

I want to talk.

...I want to talk ???

I am having abnormal changes nowadays...

Hazel Prescott

*Looks at Arthur*

Hazel Prescott

Sorry for troubling you again last night...

Arthur Xantheus

*Looks at her*

Arthur Xantheus

But I never said that you troubled me.

Hazel Prescott

*Nods*

Arthur Xantheus

Were you uncomfortable ?

Was I ? No...I am sure. I was rather comfortable... and felt relaxed.

Hazel Prescott

*Smiles* No.

Hazel Prescott

Thanks... for staying.

Arthur Xantheus

*Nods*

...

Why is it so silent here ? I guess, he's not the talkative type... but I am also not talkative.

Why do I have the urge to talk about something when he's near ?

Hazel Prescott

*Finished eating*

Arthur Xantheus

*Finished eating*

Hazel Prescott

*About to get up*

Arthur Xantheus

Well... would you like to go somewhere ?

Hmm ?

Me somewhere ?

But where ?

Hazel Prescott

I am not understanding...

Arthur Xantheus

I have a business meeting to attend in France.

Arthur Xantheus

I'll be there for 1 week.

Arthur Xantheus

Do you think you can come ?

Oh... he's leaving.

Hazel Prescott

If I say no ?

Arthur Xantheus

...Then can you stay alone ?

I... have lived my whole life alone... But I don't want to be here alone...

Hazel Prescott

I... don't think so.

Arthur Xantheus

...

I am so frustrating...I am not giving him clear answers...Well I don't know what to say actually...

Arthur Xantheus

If you want to stay here then I will let you...

Arthur Xantheus

If you want to go with me...then I'll take you...

Arthur Xantheus

If you want then I will tell Iliana to come over here for 1 week and stay with you...

Arthur Xantheus

That's only if you're comfortable with her...

Hazel Prescott

...

Hazel Prescott

*Sighs*

Arthur Xantheus

Are you confused ?

Hazel Prescott

*Looks at him*

Hazel Prescott

*Nods*

Hazel Prescott

This is the first time someone ever asked me to go with them somewhere...

I don't know if it'll be good to go there...

Arthur Xantheus

Do you need time ?

Arthur Xantheus

You don't need to answer immediately...

Hazel Prescott

...

I think...I need time...

Hazel Prescott

I'll...

Hazel Prescott

I'll give you my answer after 5 days...

Arthur Xantheus

Okay.

Arthur Xantheus

Don't rush yourself. Just say what you really want to do.

Hazel Prescott

*Nods*

Arthur Xantheus

*Gets up and leaves*

What I really want to do ?...

I have never done anything I want to do except stalking Zaiden...

"You know you are looking at me too much. Don't zone out so often." *laughs*

Hazel Prescott

*Stands up immediately*

No,no,no,no,no,no,no,no...

Why am I suddenly remembering him ?

I shouldn't...I am already married.

But...I know I can't stop myself from thinking about Zaiden...

It's always like this...

What's the point of scolding myself ? I know that I am going to do wrong anyway...I know that I am doing wrong with Arthur anyway...

I am so... messed up.

"The problem is I'll never let go of you." "You're crazy." "I know."

Why am I...

Hazel Prescott

*Makes her way to the room*

Why am I remembering Zaiden kissing Juliet ?

I have seriously lost it.

Of all the things to remember...

Why do I need to remember them kissing ? Why do I need to remember what he said to her !??

Hazel Prescott

*Opens the room door*

Arthur Xantheus

*Looks at Hazel as she opens the door*

Arthur Xantheus

*The person who was standing in front of the door to go out*

Hazel Prescott

*Looks at Arthur*

Arthur Xantheus

*Shocked*

Arthur Xantheus

Hazel Prescott

...

Hazel Prescott

I didn't know you were-

Arthur Xantheus

Why are you... crying ?

Hazel Prescott

I...am crying ?

Hazel Prescott

*Touch her face*

I am really crying... But I didn't want to cry...

Hazel Prescott

I am sorry.

Hazel Prescott

*Wipes her tears*

Hazel Prescott

I... I..I

Hazel Prescott

...

Just what should I say ?

Hazel Prescott

I am sorry...*Looks down*

Arthur Xantheus

*Sighs*

Arthur Xantheus

...

Arthur Xantheus

*Hugs her*

Arthur Xantheus

Just... what happened ?

Hazel Prescott

...

Hazel Prescott

*Eyes getting teary*

Why are you... hugging me ?

I am already doing so much wrong with you yet you are trying to comfort me ??

Hazel Prescott

*Bursts out into crying*

Arthur Xantheus

...

Arthur Xantheus

*Patting her back slowly*

...

To be continued