The next part is really disturbing so please don't report me😅
This still happens when I was 7...
One day when I was sleeping I suddenly woke up finding my dad on top of me....
He.... He was... Touching me...In my private part... I.. I didn't know anything that time.... I was so innocent
I didn't know that what he's doing is wrong....
I also notice that he's drunk...
I don't quite remember everything but... The painful memories stay with me until now....
I always ask my self on why am I so weak? Why did I forgive them easily? Why can't I hate them even if they did something to me? Why? JUST WHY??!! I'm so upset with my self....
I... I want to cry... I want to go far away from here...
I'm alone.... I'm feeling lonely even if I was next to my family.... I'm wondering myself on why I don't call this house home.. Maybe my teacher is right.. You can call house a home if you feel safe and protected in there but if not it's just a house
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