My two thoughts
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
In the back of my mind ♪
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
U live all the time ♪
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
And i don't wanna cry ♪
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
Not a single tear ♪
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
I'm tired of waiting patiently for someone who won't even realize ♪
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
It hurts
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
I'm tired
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
I wanna forget it all
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
I just can't
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
I gave my heart to u
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
I want it back
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
But i can't
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
Uk what
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
U have so many ppl u hold close
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
I've just one
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
That's u
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
Fvcking stop calling me mom
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
Even rn I'm writing this she won't leave me be alone
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
I hate everyone
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
Calm
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
Down
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
I've to calm down
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
Uk i wanna leave this app
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
But i don't because I'm afraid you'll get hurt
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
But truth is u won't
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
I'm replaceable
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
U have so many ppl
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
I tried many times to go offline for a whole day
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
And i found out u just don't care
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
If i come back after a day u just say hru
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
Or I miss u
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
But those are just empty words
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
I have seen what it's truly like for u when someone really close to u goes offline
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
U act abnormal
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
U even avoid talking with me
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
U act cold
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
It hurts
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
U don't u can't understand
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
Then again if I say these to u
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
You'll either deny or will say stupid feelings what can I do
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
Feelings
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
Right?
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
If u can't control ur feelings
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
Don't expect it from others
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
Don't say I'm acting up for no reason
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
I'm like this because I'm tired I'm all alone
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
At least u have so many ppl who shows that they love u
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
But do I have any
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
I hold u and only u close
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
U used to tell me that u and ur crush are nothing serious u guys are not close
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
But now when I see with my own eyes
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
It's not the case
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
I want to be someone
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
U can realy on
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
Someone whom u will think of when u r doing nothing or doing something
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
I want to be someone
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
Who will make u smile
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
Blush
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
I want to give u butterflies in ur stomach
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
I want to make u feel loved and I want to be the one u give ur precious love to
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
Idc who u talk with
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
Idc who u flirt with
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
But the genuine love u have, I just want that for myself
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
I'm selfish aren't I?
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
Not exactly
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
I wanna be somebody to u
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
lol wanna hear a story?
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
I tried to make u jealous
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
I said I've crush
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
To make u jealous
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
But then i again I took it back knowing it will hurt u
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
I just can't do anything which will hurt u
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
I said I'm dating
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
I asked my one freind to say I'm dating in gc just to make u jealous
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
Or maybe I just wanted to c
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
If u can feel anything for me
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
But lol it turns out udc
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
U are rather happy that I'm with soemone else
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
In truth I'm dating no one
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
I did everything
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
I showed u my one and only love
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
I gave it no one else but u
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
I never showed my love to anyone like this
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
I never craved anyone's attention like I do for urs
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
But u don't care
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
U just want
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
Ur crush love u just want her
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
And I'll never be her
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
Very childish
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
I'm being
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
But let's blame it on feelings
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
From the things I done
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
I realised now
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
I can leave if it's hurting me
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
And there's nothing to worry about u
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
There are ppl who will take care of u
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
I'll dissappear and u will just forget me in 2 or 3 days
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
That new girl u told me abt
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
That u think have crush on u
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
U guys looks really close
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
Who am I kidding
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
Out of this jealousy and agony
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
I'm just going to dissappear
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
For my mental health
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
I don't want to cry
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
Tired of facing reality
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
From mom, dad, brothers
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
And you
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
Lol 710 words
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
And didn't write anything with sense
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
All mixer
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
Lmao
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
Yeh whoever read this
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
4 wasting ur time
I'm sorry not sorry
𝗟𝗲𝘁'𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹
Just a messed up head kid's tho u read
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
I'm tired
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
Let's just dot without saying anything
𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
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𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
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𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
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𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
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𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
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𝐂ʀᴏꜱꜱᴇᴅ ɪɴ 𝐋ᴏᴠᴇ
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