EP. 4

My heart raced it was pounding like it was going to burst out. My face was red all over. Chills went down my spine.... butterflies were flattering inside my stomache.

I covered my face and walked fast....

*A FEW MOMENTS LATER*

We arrived home and not too long greeted my mother and went to my room. I took a quick shower and changed to my pjs. Mother called out saying "kids come down for dinner!" i replied "just a minute mom!" I went down as fast as i can so that i can be the first to come down and i did. We ate first then paolo came eating his too.

*HOW MUCH DOES IT TAKE TO EAT LATER (¥_¥)*

Mother requested "jess why dont u do the dishes today? how does that sound?" i replied "sure mom! anything for my mother!" unexpectedly she said "paolo u can help too" he nodded i froze. All thats left in my mind was "buts". I started washing the dishes and surprisingly paolo asked "do....u by any chance......have a.......boyfriend?" Inside i felt that heaven was taking me away. I replied "actually....no! Why do u ask tho?" he answered "nothing just wanted to ask" i was in the middle of washing the plates when paolo's hand locked to mine....i thought he was holding my........hand but actually he was getting the sponge to help me. He told me to sit down in case i get tired. I felt at ease i felt no worries at all i felt.........safe around him. He's the kind of guy who protects scaredy cats (girls to be exact).

He is always this serious. He is popular in school. He is always on top. Actually he protects me in everything. Questions were surrounding my head everytime he appears in front of me.

*AFTER WASHING*

i changed to my jacket so i could take fresh air outside. I went to the park sat on the swing. I asked myself tons of questions. LIKE:

-do i like paolo or mark?

-am i deserving to be loved?

-will my mom accept paolo if it were going to be us?

-will i change my mind?

-whats going to happen to me in the future?

-am i really that kind of person?

-shouldnt i focuz on skool first?

those. Those were the questions i want to answer but i could not. Everything is driving me insane i dont know what to do anymore. My world is turning upside down. I dont know what to do i dont know what to do without u yeah hey hey by blackpink ahahah jowk. back to the story. I overthought when a guy sat on the swing beside me.....It was paolo. He then said "Are u ok? Why are u out on ur own u should have asked me out with u!" i replied "i know ur worried but im fine i just need fredh air....paolo tnx for everything." He said "welcome!" then he hugged me. I dont know what to do that time so instead i hugged him too.

He smiled like an angel....that time i felt happy around him.

*LATER...*

we went home and slept very well.

***TBC***........

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