Episode 3: Consequences

The next day...

I have finally passed the first day of school but, cannot move on for the past vacation before we go back to school again.

After school, I am doing a part time job when I saw the boy yesterday at the basketball court having a basketball game with the other boys. The name of his shirt for basketball is Lin Kai tuo. So, he is the boy that I saw yesterday for sure. I think that I am a fan of her like the girl beside me. She is a great fan of him. She asked me if I was able to join their fanclub, but I didn't gave her an answer yet because of my little sister, she called me on a wrong timing. I want to watch the game of him until it is finished...

"Sister, where is my ice cream? I'm craving for it." Come back home right now.", my li'l sis said.

"Well, I see...", I answered back to her.

I have to go back now but, I want to see him again in school even though we were not classmates because I'm younger than him, I think. Being in a middle or highschool year is very much exhausted for me. I really want to do many things that can help me in everyday life, but I am doubting myself if I can do it. I have something in my mind that I really want to do but, I don't think I can manage to do everything I want to do, right?

After the happenings for this day, I've thought something that is necessary for me. What is the true meaning of having a feeling to someone or what are the true meaning of love and like?

Maybe it is something no one can explain.

Meanwhile... there is a sentence that pop up in my mind and suddenly I realized this.

"Sometimes, it's confusing to explain what you feel, and which is real,

Love and like are a total different things,

Love should be a feeling of infinity, completely with sincerety,

Indeed, Love needs no words."

"Where did I hear such a cliche stanza?", I laugh.

Did I even understand what am I saying right now?

My routine for everyday life seems to be the same as days goes by. I am always thinking that, will I be successful someday or in the future? Am I a grateful or good person to the people around me? Do I seem like a wierd person to others or not? Aahh! Whatever, I don't know...

While I was thinking so deeply my friend suddenly showed up in front of me, so that I was shocked that time. [He is my boy friend which is my childhood friend. He was weak and has a heart disease so I must take good care of him, but he didn't seem to know that he is undergoing such a difficult time in his life. Sometimes, I feel sorry for him but there's also a time that I don't care for him.]

"Don't even dare to meddle in my life, you little hamster." I said teasing him while I am being annoyed by him.

"Bye!", he said to me.

"I am going home", I replied.

"See yah tomorrow!", he also said.

And then we part ways, even though his house is beside ours. We are neighbors, you know... I said annoyingly in my mind.

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