Was It Casual?.

Was It Casual When we stayed up til 3 am texting and talking on the phone?.

Was it casual when he vowed to both of our parents that I would be the only one he's going to marry me someday?.

Was it casual when I broke down in front of him grovelling on the ground & he sat down beside me, consoled me by cupping and kissing my face while singing sweet words of nothing until I was finally able to calm down?.

Was it casual when we both gave each other our hearts by sharing our traumas, memories and anything til we could empathize with one another?.

Was it casual when he'd smile and run up to me in whatever situation, and twirl me up in the air while kissing my cheek afterwards? (we didn't have our first kiss on the lips yet).

Was it casual when we both looked for each other in every partners we had, and we knew this because we both confessed to one another in the same night at the same time?.

was it casual when i saIg my favorite songs while on call with you and u told me how It sounded even better when i sang along with it?

Was it casual that we made each other a book of confessing how we are soulmates, and that one of the pages was our "past lives" always losing each other and that in this life we'd never let go of each other anymore?.

Was it casual when every night we'd call till we went to school and played games until we both were exhausted?

Was it casual when even though he hated his snoring he stayed unmuted because I liked it?.

Was it casual when i cried to him on our monthsary at the park and he consoled me and told me he'd never give up on me no matter how long it'd take for me to change?.

Was it casual when he would answer my calls at 4 in the morning because he know I have had bad dreams and sad nightmares of everyone leaving me?.

WAS IT CASUAL WHEN YOU ALWAYS DRAW ME AND YOUR FAMILY AND WOULD EVEN TELL EVERYONE THAT I'M YOUR MUSE?.

WAS IT CASUAL WHEN YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVE ME MORE THAN YOUR PARENTS, THAT EVEN YOUR PARENTS KNOW ABOUT IT?.

WAS IT CASUAL WHEN YOU TOLD ME ABOUT YOUR PARENTS AND HOW YOUR PARENTS LIKES ME AND EVEN SAID IM PRETTY AND THEY APPROVE OF US?

WAS IT CASUAL WHEN WE WOULD ALWAYS SAY ‘ILOVEYOU’ WITH NO SPACES AS THERES NO SPACE FOR ANYTHING ELSE IN OUR RELATIONSHIP?.

WAS IT CASUAL WHEN YOU INTRODUCED ME TO YOUR GRANDFATHERS TOMB AS YOUR FUTURE WIFE AND FOREVER SOULMATE?.

Hold on... I miss you.

But I don't think it's possible anymore, I miss you... why would you leave me, you promised that we'd stay for each other

Why did you have to go? I miss you.

It Was All Casual Then.

But It Doesn't Matter anymore.

You're Dead.

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