Grey Lines (Taekook) a grey person

while going back home by cab ,the car had to stop for some moment,,and it needed gass ...in that time tae noticed a cute little girl bargaining for a ice cream

a cutie (maria)(9 yar)

ai ajusshi, gimme the ice cream na🥺

worker:but sweetheart you don't have any money,,where Is your mom?

a cutie (maria)(9 yar)

she is at work,,but ajusshi I have 1 dollars,, can I get one now♡◇♡?

worker:the ice cream is 5 dollars 😑

a cutie (maria)(9 yar)

*smile dropped* (pout) you can still give me ..look at me I'm cutuu ,,don't you want this cutuu be happy?😗

worker:😑

Kim taehyung(omega)

*chuckled*cute

a cutie (maria)(9 yar)

gimme naaaaaaa~~

worker:no I ca-

Kim taehyung(omega)

*cuts him off*,,here 5 dollar..now give this baby his fav ice cream

Worker:ok sir

a cutie (maria)(9 yar)

thanks pretty lady😚

Kim taehyung(omega)

I'm a man little one (smiled and pinched his cute nose)

a cutie (maria)(9 yar)

but you so pretty ♡◇♡

Kim taehyung(omega)

*chuckled* thanks little one..

Kim taehyung(omega)

now tell me which colour ice cream you want?

a cutie (maria)(9 yar)

the red one..my favorite colour (*￣∇￣*)

Kim taehyung(omega)

hello..give this little one that red color ice cream please

worker:ok sir

Kim taehyung(omega)

a cutie (maria)(9 yar)

but pretty lady what's your favorite color ?

Kim taehyung(omega)

Grey

a cutie (maria)(9 yar)

ew that's a ugly color (made a weird face)

Kim taehyung(omega)

I know (smile)

a cutie (maria)(9 yar)

ajusshi give us a grey ice cream too ..

worker : but little one we don't have a grey color ice cream 😅

a cutie (maria)(9 yar)

what do you mean ,you don't have one..(っ｀Д´)っ(cute angry face)

Kim taehyung(omega)

(laughed softly)oh God why are you so cute *ruffle her hair*

a cutie (maria)(9 yar)

*got shy*

after sometimes ,,the cab left because tae wanted spend some time with little one

a cutie (maria)(9 yar)

this ice cream so good(=^ェ^=)

Kim taehyung(omega)

enjoy little one(smile softly)

a cutie (maria)(9 yar)

ajusshi, why you like grey color ?

Kim taehyung(omega)

because grey is a impartial or a blend color of black and white..its nor black nor white..it has no meaning ,,"just like my life"(he mumbled)...the color is dislikesble cause it can't take sides,,it isn't black but it isn't white either..so both sides reject it..

a cutie (maria)(9 yar)

ooo ●◇●(didn't get a thing)

Kim taehyung(omega)

(smiles) it's ok ,,when you'll grow up..you'll understand the meaning

Kim taehyung(omega)

Forget it,,what's your name little one?

a cutie (maria)(9 yar)

maria(=^ェ^=)

Kim taehyung(omega)

cute name (chuckled),,ok so little Maria I have to leave now,,so give me a cute goodbye

a cutie (maria)(9 yar)

okiii *came near taehyung and kissed his cheeks*good bye pretty lady😚

Kim taehyung(omega)

(smile softly)goodbye little one..

tae started walking according to his house location

Kim taehyung(omega)

*pull out a cigarette and starts smoking in silence*

even tho tae gave a correct definition of grey..but he didn't say meaning of that color,,the reason why he chosen grey as his color

caused grey represents his characteristics..

Grey is the color of compromise, practical, neutral, stability,wisdom and maturity yet it means cold,misundestood,pessimistic,unemotional,depression,loneliness,mysterious..

even tho Grey is a beautiful its still unlikable and a ignorant colour for many people

as it represent the polar line between black and white, it doesn't have it's own identity and they are disconnected or distant from every color,,that's what makes the color so ignorant

grey is the perfect example of "something unclear" or "undefined" or "identityless"

Grey can be a season or a moment or a human

just like autumn between summer and winter

afternoon, between day and night

and tae...between his feelings

tae has been going with the flow since his 5

he doesn't have any opinion ,and likings or disliking for himself,,it's not like he was born that way..his parents changed him,the harsh reality changed him ..

he doesn't have any feelings for anyone..but he doesn't hate anyone too

with his relation with jungkook is very complicated,,he did loved jungkook once but now he stand in the grey lines..

even if you shot and kill his loved ones ,,,instead of crying and scream he'll just look at you and say "your gun holding technic isn't professional "..

cause he doesn't have any loved ones anymore

he doesn't care about him being alive or dead too...his living cause of 2 things.. 1.he is still alive 2.and he didn't die yet

jin jimin used to be his loved one too but there was a incident that made taehyung cut them out of his life indirectly

he will let you do anything with his life despite its bad..cause he is too tired to fight for good or bad..

he is unreadable and mysterious

you can't get what he is feeling by looking at him..

just like the color grey,,,he doesn't have something call" his own"

he isn't happy but he isn't sad either..he used to be very cheerful..

an incident broke him and made him a GREY PERSON

it's not like taehyung wanted to create a grey border between him and jungkook, jimin and jin..they were the one made this border up first

now this grey line will stay forever..no matter how much you try to remove it

Kim taehyung(omega)

I wished if my life was a little better

Kim taehyung(omega)

but damage is already done (sad smile)

tae keep smoking to 1 ,2 and ,3 ,,he keep pulling out one cigarette and continuously smoking till his eyes are red

Kim taehyung(omega)

I wished I didn't meet any of you (referring to jungkook, jimin,jin),,I was hurt before too..but you broke me(plain weak smile)

the thing tae didn't know how to smoke too

it's just

5years ago

tae was crying his heart out for some reason in a abandoned place ..

taehyung (19yr)

why me? what I did wrong..why no one believes me ..I didn't do anything..why they still treat this way(crying hard)

???

hey kiddo ,,what's wrong ..*while holding a cigarette*

taehyung (19yr)

*look up* what do you want..just leave me alone

???

*gave a sunshine smile* I know little one ,,but sharing pain can reduce little

taehyung (19yr)

😢I-I ,that,,(don't know how to say everything)

???

it's OK little one..I know sometimes it's really hard to just explain everything...so it's better to stay silent and go with the flow

taehyung (19yr)

I was silent,,but for how long..I can't control myself when ever I'm near them ,,I don't know what to do 😢

???

*smile* you know I would be a really adult if I do this..but

hands over a cigarette

???

this can help you a little ..if you feel sad or angry or nervous,,you can have one...it relives your stress

???

I use to be like you..

???

I never thought I'd start to smoke

???

but eventually it's the only thing I'm holding on

taehyung (19yr)

*listening carefully*

even tho offering cigarettes is a bad impression in the first meet..but tae still felt comfortable around him..it's like he knows this person for a long time

taehyung (19yr)

can I try?

???

you sure?? let me tell you something..if you once touch this..there will be not going back ,,so think carefully

taehyung (19yr)

I want it ,,,,,,,please (teary eyes)

???

*shocked cause he never saw someone that frustrated to get rid of pain*

hands over the cigarettes and lighter

???

I hope you find your happiness soon little one (smile)

taehyung (19yr)

thanks hyung 🙂..what's your name hyung?

???

its ????????

IN PRESENT

Kim taehyung(omega)

you changed my life completely hyung

Kim taehyung(omega)

I followed your advice

Kim taehyung(omega)

am I like you now?🥺

Kim taehyung(omega)

I met u once but I still miss you

Kim taehyung(omega)

you lighter (looking at the lighter) ..I still have it

tae really felt a strong bond with that unknown guy..he's even finding that person..cause he made him feel like family when nobody was with him

Kim taehyung(omega)

I hope we meet again(sad smile)

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to be continued

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I hope u liked this chapter ☺️

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love u all