I Have Liked You From The Start
"I have a bad news.."
"Just say news, it's always bad." I said to my best friend Yui.
"Well, Emi please don't get mad."
"What did you do..?" from her looks I really am not gonna like her answer.
"At canteen I kinda spilled that you have crush on Aaron."
"Whaaat...what...how.....why..."
"I guess many people heard that and by now maybe everyone knows that you have a crush on Aaron."
Hearing her say that I felt like there is no energy left in by body, "How did you manage to do that." I said shaking my head.
"I mean what else I can expect from you." I said lifelessly sitting on a library chair.
Never trust your best friend to keep a secret. I repeat never ever.
"I am dead. Maybe I should transfer from this school... Yes that's a good idea I should transfer from this school."
"Emi I'm really sorry."
"Do you think Aaron heard that too..? What would he think of me now.."
"Don't worry I will just say that I was joking around. Maybe that would fix things."
"I don't know anything anyone."I said as I thought about the time I fall for him.
My family had just transferred to WinterFalls so I didn't knew anybody. It was my first day of school, I was on the school bus listening to music and looking out from the window when a guy with black hair color and eyes light green came and asked
"Can I sit here?"
"Um.. Yes.." I replied a little puzzled.
"I'm Aaron. Haven't seen you here before..?" He said smiling.
"Yes.. I'm new..Emily...Um..Call me Emi." Yes it was that smile.
He was the first person to be my friend. We talked about music all the way and we both were surprised at how similar our taste were.
By the time we reached school. We were totally buddies. Because of him I was over any first day nervousness.
But the most embarrassing part is when I stood up to go out of bus, there was a jerk and I fall on his lap and he was holding me by my stomach. I can only imagine how flustered I must have looked then. Without looking at him, I said sorry and thank you at the same time and got out of bus.
It has been two years since then, we are now in our senior year. But I was never able to tell him how I felt about him. I don't understand why it is so hard to be upfront about your own feelings. It's not like I have not tried to tell him before, there was this one time when I wrote all my feelings in the lyrics of a song that I gave to him. But he is just too dense and now because of Yui, not only him but whole school knows about my feelings.
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