Not worthy~
Author
I hope you all missed me!!
Jungguk descended the stairs, his eyes still red from the emotional storm he had weathered. He had cried his heart out, releasing all the pent-up emotions and doubts that had been plaguing him. Now, he felt a sense of calm wash over him, like the gentle lapping of waves on a serene shore.
As he entered the dining hall, he spotted jungkook already seated at the table, sipping a cup of tea. Their eyes met, and gukk offered a gentle smile.
Jungkook
Come, have your breakfast!!
Jungguk
**I was thinking stupid, he care for me**
Jungguk took a seat beside kook, and a servant promptly appeared with a steaming bowl of breakfast porridge. Gukk inhaled the savory aroma, feeling a pang of hunger he hadn't realized he had.
They start eating and gukk was occasionally looking at kook but kook was Imerged in his phn. He looked up when he felt someone was looking at him.
They finished their breakfast quickly. They both went in their room for go to work. Aa they came down kook looked gukk Lustfully and licked his lips.
Jungkook
You are looking hot, gukk!!
Jungkook came close to him and slid his hand inside his shirt. He kissed his lips roughly, grabbing his waist tightly making gukk moan in pain. Jungguk kissed back kook. But their kissing got disturb when sound of doorbell spread in house. They both looked confusesly at each other.
Jungkook
Do you expecting any guest today? ❄
Jungkook went towards main door and pushed open it, a bright smile spreading across his face as he was met with the warm sight of his parents, Jimin and Yoongi, standing in the foyer. They beamed at him, their eyes shining with love and affection.
Jimin
Jungkook, dear! don't you give us a hug!
Jimin exclaimed, opening his arms wide.
Yoongi chuckled, his eyes crinkling at the corners.
Yoongi
Yes, son, it's been too long. We've missed you.
Jungkook
Eomma, Appa I missed you too. But you didn't inform that you are coming.
Jungkook's heart swelled with joy as he embraced his parents, feeling a sense of belonging and love.
Yoongi
Are you not happy that we are here??
Jungkook
No appa it's not like that. I just said cause I would have come to pick you up!!
Jimin
Oww darling it's okay!!
Gukk, who had been quietly observing from the sidelines, suddenly let out a excited squeal.
Jimin and Yoongi's faces froze, their smiles faltering as they turned to face Gukk. Their expressions transformed from warm to icy, their eyes cold and unyielding.
Gukk's excitement dwindled, replaced by hurt. He knows that after getting know that gukk love his own brother they start treating him bad. Still he took a step forward, expecting a warm greeting, but was met with deafening silence
Jungkook's smile began to falter, sensing the sudden tension. He felt a pang of discomfort, knowing that his parents' behavior towards Gukk was far from welcoming.
Jungkook
**Why they treat him like this**
Jimin's voice dripped with venom as he spoke, his words slicing through the air like a knife.
Jimin
My mood got spoiled in early morning!!
Gukk's eyes welled up with tears, his face crumbling as he struggled to hold back his emotions. Jungkook felt a surge of anger and protectiveness towards gukk but he too don't like this fact that gukk loves him. He is stying with him just for pleasure or maybe he somewhere care for gukk.
Yoongi's expression remained impassive, his voice devoid of emotion.
Yoongi
Well don't mind unwanted people babe!
Jungkook's heart ached as he witnessed Gukk's humiliation. He wanted to stand up for him, to tell his parents that their behavior was unacceptable, but the words caught in his throat.
Maybe he's afraid that his parents stop talking with him too. Maybe he's not know that he care for gukk.
Jungguk
**What cann I expect from them??**
Jungguk
**Kook too didn't take stand for me**
Jungguk
**Maybe I'm not worthy for anyone**
Gukk, sensing the hostility, began to gather his belongings, his hands shaking as he stuffed his bag with his few possessions. Jungkook felt a pang of regret, knowing he should be doing something to stop this.
Jungguk
I'm going college!!
With a quiet "Bye," Gukk turned and walked out of the house, leaving behind an uncomfortable silence. Jimin's voice broke the stillness, his tone dripping with malice.
Jimin
You should be more careful about the company you keep, Jungkook.
Yoongi nodded in agreement, his eyes cold and unyielding.
Jungkook felt a wave of anger wash over him, but he bit back his retort, knowing it would only lead to more conflict. But still instead of following gukk he sat with his parents and chit chat.
Gukk trudged along the winding path, his feet carrying him away from the painful scene at house. He felt a lump form in his throat, his eyes stinging with unshed tears.
Jungguk
**No no I shouldn't cry**
But the tears had a mind of their own, trickling down his cheeks like silent streams. Gukk's vision blurred, and he stumbled, his hands grasping for a nearby tree to steady himself.
He whispered to himself, his voice cracking.
Jungguk
Why can't they love me? Am I not worthy of anyone's love?
He thought of his parents, their faces cold and unyielding. He thought of the countless times he'd tried to reach out, to be accepted, only to be rebuffed. Gukk's mind spiralled into a dark vortex of self-doubt.
Jungguk
**Maybe I'm not good enough. Maybe I'm too flawed, too broken.**
He slid down the tree trunk, his back against the rough bark, and let the tears flow. He felt like a child, lost and alone, wondering why he couldn't be loved for who he was.
Jungguk
**Why do I always have to be the one who's rejected?**
Jungguk
**Is it because I'm not good enough? Because I'm not worthy?**
The tears streamed down his face, mixing with the dirt and leaves on his skin. Gukk felt like he was drowning in his own sorrow, unable to escape the crushing weight of his own self-doubt.
But he came out from his thought when his phone rung. He took out phone from his pocket and a smile spread on his face~
Comments
just die gukk no one loves us 😢
2024-09-03
1
I won't talk to you hubby hump 😤
2024-09-03
1
Manisha Sen
Maybe kook
2024-08-22
1