Chapter #3 Meds

I wish I could still live so I can be with you. everynight and day thats the only prayer I wished to god, but is it just me whos still holding in our relationship. you said that you wont hurt me, but what have you done?. every time you go out and see someone else it makes my whole body hurt. those thoughts entered my mind as if a bird thats been set free but still chained, there's so many things I would like to ask you but who am I to give you a question that is non sense to your ears.

hospital..

the doctor came and gave me the receipt of my medicines, I kinda feel lonely cause the one who told me to be by myside, is now in others arms. tears fell from my eyes as soon as the doctor go.

I saw the canteen I always eat when I was a child, mom would always take me there when I was a child. I walked towards the canteen and soon found out it changed, "sigh.. it is true everything change". but still I ordered my favorite food. so many change like the wallpaper and the manager, I sat beside the large window where you can see the road and the cafe we used to date, whispered "what happened to us"

My order arrived, as soon as i recieve the food I walked of of the canteen. seeing couples walking by the snow while holding hands make me feel jealous. and then my whole body feels numb I grabbed unto the glass trying to make myself steady and slowly walked, someone held my back and said "are you ok?" I was shocked cause the person holding me is my boss. cause of shock I lost conciusnes.

I woke up in my house wearing my robe, I was shocked cause as I remember I was wearing my clothes, and I looked at the kitchen and saw food prepared, I then notices that theres a note at plate it says "eat and go to the hospital for your medicines". I ate the food and decided to go to the hospital early.

I made an appointment to the nearest hospital and took a check up. the doctor came and said "please wait for one day before the results to come out" yes doctor, thank you". I came out of the doctors room.

few hrs later. I came at the company and ask for 1 week leave, luckily its approved. I left the company and did my daily routines.

morning...

I woke up and prepared breakfast, well the same food everyday, egg and rice. I finished my food and washed the dishes. after I cleaned the house, I gone out to the hospital.

I came to the hospital and followed up my lab results. a few hrs later the results came out, the doctor called me. he looked at the papers and said with hes eyes down " sir kian, im so sorry but, you have multiple myeloma" w-was it seroius?" uhmm well, yes. multiple myeloma is a type of cancer which is the target is your bone marrow" and the long discussion went on. I came out of the room crying, thinking what will happen to me in the future or should I say do I still have future.

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