Chapter #1 How did this happened?

26 months before the end of my days

I sat besides james and put my head in his shoulders and asked him "are you sad?" and he starred at me with hes eyes and nods. he hugged me tightly and cried out loud and said "sorry.....im so sorry i should've done my best! i should've been nice to you but instead i scolded you" and i said "its ok. its ok dont worry dont cry, everything will be alright" after he cried he said "im sorry ill do my best to help you ease the pain" and he kissed me passionately, after he kiss me took my hand and pull me to the living room and said "wait here i've got something to give you" and then leaves and enter the room..

i've thought to my self "how did this all happened"..............

..........*flash back*........

september, 11, 2017

I opened the door and enter the appartment and saw james sitting in the sofa drinking beer, he saw me and said "hey you! where have you been! huh!? did you go to youre boy freinds!? "i've been in the convinience store and bought some food", he then comes near me and grapped my rist roughly and pulled towards him and said "youre lying!!" ow!! it hurts! let go of me " he pulled me in the bedroom and throws me in bed "lets see if you can lie ", and he unbuckled his pants and throws them at me with his belt in my face and i said "james please my head hurts! "youre head hurts huh? lets see ",he pulled my hair and cuts my shirt and i said"hey what are you doing!! "can't you see? you do like rape huh? ",after he tore my shirt, he licked my chest and bit my nipples while holding both my hands "ouch! it hurts please stop! " why? dont you like it? ",i looked into him with my teary eyes and i said "please im sorry, please stop ",i kept begging but he still continued harassing me.

sept, 12

I woke up and thought about what happened last night and cried, I wiped my tears and gets up, as I about to stand sudden pain felt all over my back, i fell from the floor and i heard the door open and saw its james he said "oh youre awake ", he helped me gets up and put to bed, i saw his eyes starring filth'ly and angry , he then goes out the room with the door opened, he glanced and said "theres food in the fridge and the pain killers are on the cabinets ,ill be going home late dont wait for me ". and i said. " ok be safe ". after he left i quickly get up and grapped unto the wall and

walk until find the kitchen stool, i saw a pink gift bag under the table and saw the name tag

lovelorn.com, i suspiciously look inside the bag and saw an xxx toy, i saw another tag and says "to jun from james " i cried as soon as i finished reading the tag and accidentally dropped the item, after i put the bag in the same place i heard beeps in the door and saw james coming and he said "hey, you saw a pink bag? ". and i said "its under the table ". after he get the bag he quickly goes out without even looking back, and then i thought to myself crying "am i enough? whats wrong with me? " i looked to my watch and saw that im going to be late, i walked off of the stool and endured walking to shower.

After taking shower i reached the painkillers, i put on my working clothes and set off. as i passed by the streets i saw a couple holding hands and whispered "we used to be like that ". i reached the company and started to work, i sat in my corner, i received an email and says "from boss come to the office im giving you a task " a task? weren't it supposed to be he's assistant? ". i knocked and walked inside the boss office and saw him drinking his coffee while standing in the glass pane and saw he's handsome face and then asked "sir i recieved youre email " yes, i want you to make me lunch my assistant's on a leave so i want you to be the substitute " ok sir ill be off now ". i walked to go out the room and sighs, i then goes to the company kitchen and made boss meal, as soon as i finished making i quickly goes to the boss room and said " boss here's youre meal " i then puts the meal in the table,

as i were about to leave i felt sudden pain in the back fell to the floor and fainted, i opened my eyes and saw boss calling my name, i closed my eyes and started to see a white place and i said "where am i? " i saw a bench and there's james and a girl with a baby laughing so happily i started to think "is this my fate? to be left alone? " and then i turned my back and saw my mom, me and james

and i heard mom says "stop this nonsense kian!! if you go with hin youre no longer part of this family! " and my old self says " then its a goodbye mom " he took james hands and leave, and i said while crying "what is this? why are you showing me this? ". i soon then wake up and saw boss beside me checking papers, he saw me and said "how are you feeling? "im ok now boss sorry for interrupting you " its ok, the doctor says youre suffering fatigue? did you sleep well last night? "no sir i had a night mare so i couldn't sleep " well then i should be leaving now " ok boss thank you " then i saw boss leave and think that the girl he will love will be so lucky.

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