Rush Friends

I feel that to become friends it will take a lot of time....

You need to know each other a lot. Yeah, it takes a lot of time.

Conversations over conversations....

As for me, some of them were instant friends. They left me after their use, I guess. Some incidents which I remember are :·

I was the pandemic era. I joined to a new class. On my first day itself, I got a message in my chat. It started by introducing the person like" Hello, I'm XX. I'm one of your classmate. So-and-so ". But the next year I entered the class, I found the person sitting with someone else. I thought the person will come to me after a while. But we had only a little amount of conversation (considering the whole year).

By the time, I got a new friend. Just like the other one, I meant rush friend. We had a nice bond. But she was a bookworm. She always read novels, even in class times. I'm a person who never disturbs others. So I didn't do it to her also. But she felt ignored. She made a lot of issues and broke the bond with me. She also rushed away just like she came.

Through this time, I got a new friend. She was like a same page friend for me. We mingled more than anything.

I guess all the classes will have a domineering group of friends who used to make fun of others and mingles very less with others. Like that, I also had a group of friends in my class. One of the girl from that group became my friend for no use. I thought she will be my friend throughout those years. But she also left me when time came.

From the first till now I only suffered losses in the part of friendship. So tell me, how can I be able to befriend or to share my views to my surrounding personalities.

There is only a few, who looks from others perspective also. The left are considering themselves as superior and only talking to those who they feel are of their attitude.

I cannot beg someone to be my friend or to stay with me till end. There is no one who I believe like that. From these experiences of mine, I think that a friend will always betray you.

I know it's not same in every one case. But for me, from my birth, I don't have a long-lasting friend. I feel that it's a kind of stock market, where I'll win sometimes and loose sometimes.

Still I don't know how to make a good friend. More than that, I'm a little introvert. Maybe these are some reasons why I don't have a true friend. I don't know how to cover up these. And finally me and my words are still alone.....

Thank you for reading ....

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